MISS THE NO MAN
Forgive Me

" Why crying? You why?" Dirga's hands immediately encapsulated Kirania's face, and her fingers were used to wipe away the tears that had drenched in Kirania's smooth white cheeks. " What's up? What's the problem until you cry like this?"

" No, there's nothing, sir." Kirania put away Dirga's hand which cupped her face and wiped away the tears with her own hands. " There was dust coming in." Kirania opened her eyes.

" Dust? Where there is dust here," argued Dirga who felt the reason Kirania was too far-fetched. " You're being honest with me, what's the matter?" Dirga grabbed both of Kirania's shoulders, demanding an honest answer from the woman.

" S-I, I was just overwhelmed by your concern for me." Kirania dodged by lying not telling the real problem.

" Hunghest? You know, Ran." Dirga again gently stroked Kirania's face. " I am in love with you. For these six years my heart was untouched even by other women, because I was too hurt when you decided on me first. That's why when we get back together and I know that you've never been in a relationship with another man, I think it's the perfect time God gave us to be able to re-establish what was once broken."

Tears increasingly swift sliding without being able to be dammed on the cheeks Kirania heard Dirga's speech.

" Pardon me if my attitude has been bad to you." Kirania continued to use formal language, even though her heart seemed to want to explode.

" You don't have to apologize, I understand you did it to protect yourself." Dirga gently stroked Kirania's head, making Kirania unable to bear to not vent her feelings, she said, until finally Kirania hugged Dirga's body and buried her face with more sobbing in the chest of a man that she could not deny it was very difficult for her to forget the man

" Ssttt ... Don't cry." Dirga continued stroking Kirania's head and gave a kiss at the woman's head.

***

" Once, Sister Risa." Kirania greeted one of the HRD staff.

" Evening, Ma'am .." said the man called Kirania.

" Mister Billan is there?"

" You're out of the office, what's up, Mommy?" ask the employee called Risa by Kirania.

" Hmmm, I want to hand you this letter. Can I just leave it to Risa? Ask for help to be given to Mr. Billan." Kirania presented a letter of resignation along with evidence of the transfer of funds amounting to seven hundred and twenty million to the company's account.

" It looks like Mr. Billan is not returning to the office again, Ma'am, " said Risa.

" It's okay, Ma'am. Tomorrow it's handed over if Mr. Billan doesn't return to the office today."

" Yes, I'll put it on Mr. Billan's table then."

" Thank you, Ma'am. Excuse me ..." Kirania returned to Dirga's office

" Have you finished going to the toilet?" dirga asked as she watched Kirania return to her room. Kirania has reason to go to the toilet. He never wanted to use the toilet in Dirga's room, he wanted to be like most employees who use employee facilities like the others.

" It is, Sir "

" Yes, we're home now." Dirga then got up from his seat. " Oh yes, tomorrow morning I have a meeting with Mr. Dicky, you will be in the office alone do not need to come," said Dirga while walking towards the door to the outside.

" Yes, sir." Kirania. " I won't be coming, because I won't be in this office again tomorrow morning." Inner Kirania as she soaked her throat that felt dry with her saliva.

***

Kirania's eyes stared at the contact number on her phone. He feels bad, what should he do now? Is the decision right this time?

Kirania sighed deeply before she finally contacted the contact number.

" Hello ... Whyhappiness, Ran?" greet Gilang, the person whom Kirania contacted.

" navalovaa ... Sis, what is Brother's intention to propose to me is still valid." Though hesitant, Kirania finally said those words.

" Of course, Ran. I always wished you would open the door of your heart for me." Gilang answered excitedly.

" Alright, I-I will give that opportunity to Brother Gilang." With a chest that felt tight Kirania spoke.

" You're serious, Ran?" He could not believe what Kirania was saying.

" Yes, Brother." Kirania's voice felt stuck in her throat. " But on condition ...."

" I-I want to end this Sunday when we get engaged, and then immediately choose a date for .. Our marriage." Kirania spoke with a trembling voice, tears dripping down her cheeks.

" Wagged? R-Ran, k-you're serious, right?" He was nervous until he was nervous.

" I'm serious, except for Gilang who is not serious about asking for me."

" I'm serious, Ran. By God, I am serious. I-I just didn't think you'd accept me. I was too excited to hear it. But I really want to make you my wife. I-I .. like a dream come true it feels like it could have you, Ran." If Kirania knew, now Gilang's eyes are already glazed because they are too happy.

" So Brother Gilang can fulfill my request?"

" Can, Ran. God willing, I can meet your requirements. I'll call my mom to get everything ready. We only have three days but I think mom can prepare for everything." Perhaps if it can be seen, what is in the heart of Gilang today is thousands of flowers that are blooming to find the reality of Kirania is willing to accept his love.

" Please tell me, brother. Let me tell the family in Cirebon later, for this engagement."

" Okay, Ran I'll call you as soon as possible."

" Yes, I hung up on you, brother. Assalamualaikum."

" Ran, wait ..." Gilang did not seem willing to quickly end their conversation.

" Why, Brother?"

" Thank you, Ran. Thank you for giving me this opportunity. I promise, I'll make you happy my whole life."

Kirania closed her eyes, trying to stop the tears that kept flowing down her cheeks.

" Assalamualaikum, Brother."

" Waalaikumsalam, good night, may your dreams be beautiful, Ran. I love you."

Kirania immediately hung up her phone call, powerless to stem the sadness in her heart.

He had already decided to try to accept Gilang. Maybe this is the best way for him. Because wherever she hid, she was sure that Dirga would look for her as long as she remained alone. That's why he decided to get engaged to Gilang, by tying up a relationship with a man, maybe Dirga would give up and stop looking for him.

Kirania then opened the gallery of her phone, she stared at the picture of Dirga who was smiling and stroking Dirga's face on the screen of the phone.

" I'm sorry, I'm sorry I had to end this relationship again." - Inner Kirania.

***

Welcomed by the hot sun this afternoon, Kirania arrived by Argo Bromo Orchid train at Tawang Station about one hour or more.

" Rania .." a man's voice greeted her arrival as he waved his hand.

Kirania developed a smile as she pulled her suitcase over to the man.

" How are you, Ran? Welcome to Semarang." The man then shakes Kirania's hand and is then answered by a helping hand of Kirania.

" Healthy Thank God, Al. How are you?" Kirania answered and asked.

" As you can see for yourself, Ran. Be healthy too, thank God." The man then took the suitcase that Kirania was pulling. " Let me take it, you're a guest here, so it must be well served by the host."

" Thank you, Al. Sorry, I just dropped by."

" It's okay, what's important is that now you want to visit here. Let's get to the car now," the man replied with a nod of Kirania's head in agreement.

Kirania and Aldi, the man who picked her up, walked to the parking lot to take Kirania out of the main station area of Semarang.

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