MISS THE NO MAN
Recognition

Dirga continued to pursue Kirania's steps. He didn't want to leave Kirania alone let alone in this condition. Dirga realized that his attitude that seemed plin plan must be very disappointing for the woman.

While following Kirania's steps, Dirga tried to contact someone via her mobile phone.

" Hello, let's talk about it now. Just decide where it is?"

When Dirga had gotten an answer on where the place would meet, Dirga then ran after Kirania.

" Rania, dear .. wait." Dirga grabbed Kirania's arm but was pushed back by Kirania.

" Dele go!!" furious Kirania.

" I'm not letting go of you, baby."

" Stop with that shit of yours! You never loved me. Hiks ..." sobbing and filled with emotion Kirania spoke.

" I really love you, Ran. I love you. If you don't believe me, come with me." Dirga pulled Kirania to follow in his footsteps.

" I don't want to. Release me!!" growled at Kirania again.

" Stop yelling. Are you ashamed to see so many people?"

Kirania directly lowered her head. He realized that they were now the center of attention of the people who were there.

" I don't want to come with you. Please release! Are you not satisfied to hurt me?" lirih Kirania's. He already did not know how else to let Dirga let go.

Dirga did not care about the grievances of Kirania's heart, all he wanted was to get to where he wanted to go.

Dirga entered a restaurant that had been designated as the place where he had promised to meet.

" Good day, Mom. Please .." greet the waiter who opened Dirga's door.

" I want to go to a private room reservation on behalf of Utami's mother" said Dirga.

" Oh, Utami Laskmana's mother, huh? Let me drop you off, Mas." The waiter said kindly directing Dirga who was still holding Kirania's hand to the place that had been ordered.

" Please, Mas. This is a private room booked. Someone's waiting inside."

Dirga immediately opened the door of the room. " Come on in!" his orders to Kirania.

Kirania flinched, she instead held her body back from moving in Dirga's footsteps. I found two people waiting in that room. Two people he met. Mama and Dirga's lover, either Kirania herself does not remember what her name is.

Not much different from Kirania, Mama Dirga and Nadia were equally surprised when Dirga came to take Kirania.

" I want to go home." Kirania tried to pull out her tightly held hand Dirga.

" You have to stay here. So that you know, what it means to you to me" said Dirga. He then walked up to Mama and Nadia who had been sitting down to face each other in front of a table that had been served some kind of food.

" Why did Nadia have to move in next to Mama? You're the one sitting next to Nadia" Mama Dirga ordered.

" It's okay, Auntie. Let Nadia move there." Nadia who got a sharp eye from Dirga immediately obeyed what was ordered by Dirga.

" You're sitting here, Ran." Dirga told Kirania to sit in front of Nadia next to her who was sitting in front of her mother.

" Well, like you said earlier, if there's anything we should talk about. I want to explain and get it done right now." Dirga started to open the subject.

" I would like to introduce you to the woman next to me, her name is Kirania. Rania wasn't just my college friend. But she is a special woman to me. She's the woman I love right now."

***

Since entering the private room room, Kirania's feeling was not good. He was not out of thought with Dirga's current attitude. Some time ago the man introduced himself as a college friend. Now the man took her to meet her mother and her lover.

Kirania was made to gasp as Dirga told Nadia to change seats. And instead he told him to sit next to Dirga with Dirga's left hand still holding his fingers.

Ever since he sat his body, Kirania was only able to duck. He did not have the courage to meet face to face with Nadia especially with Mama Dirga who was currently looking with a full of probing eyes.

Especially when he suddenly heard the behavior of Dirga about who he was.

" I would like to introduce you to the woman next to me, her name is Kirania. Rania wasn't just my college friend. But she is a special woman to me. She's the woman I love right now."

Deg

Kirania who had just lowered her head now looked up in disbelief at Dirga. It was not the happiness he felt when he heard Dirga say that sentence. But it was the anxiety and fear that was more dominant he felt at this moment. How could Dirga dare to say that in front of Nadia, the woman that Kirania guessed was Dirga's real lover. What would happen if the two people in front of him consider him as a lover of people. What happens if she will be accused of being a woman who damages other people's relationships

Not only Kirania, Mama Dirga and Nadia, they were both so shocked by Dirga's confession. The two of them now stared intently at Kirania. It made his heart shrink back.

" What do you mean, Dirga?! You have the heart to cheat behind Nadia with her?!" tuding Mama Dirga furious.

" Ma, yesterday I explained to Nadia what I feel for her now. I have known and been close to Kirania for over half a year. While my feelings for Nadia have changed since almost two years ago. This change in my love is not the cause of Kirania. I don't want you guys to point him out as the third person who ruined my and Nadia's relationship." Dirga then looked towards Kirania. " That's why, Yank. I introduced you as a college friend. Because I don't want mama or Nadia to accuse you. I tried to protect you, but it was me who hurt you."

Kirania looked back at Dirga with teary eyes. Kirania was really confused as to how this time should behave. Especially when he could hear Nadia who was now starting to cry.

" Mama still can't accept this. This is not fair to Nadia. Why would you do something like this to Nadia, Dirga? You guys love each other. Nadia loves you so much." Mama Dirga launched a protest showing her reservations.

" For this is absolute because Dirga is wrong, Ma. Maybe because I am not strict. But Dirga has often told Nadia if Dirga felt he would not be able to survive with a long-distance relationship. Dirga had already asked Nadia to choose another man. Dirga thought with the attitude of Dirga who began to ignore Nadia two years, making Nadia understand, if Dirga really can not maintain this relationship. If anyone is worthy of blame, I am the one at fault in this," Dirga said regretfully.

" But that doesn't mean your relationship can't be fixed, right? You used to love each other. Nadia has decided to move to Jakarta. Mama's sure if you can see each other, your love will definitely grow back, Dirga." Mama Dirga remained adamant with her wishes.

" I'm sorry, Ma. Kirania is the woman I want now and forever. If Mama forces me to stay with Nadia, I think it will only hurt Nadia, Ma. Does Nadia want to spend time with people who don't love her? It would be a futile thing that Nadia would do." Dirga gently stroked Kirania's head. " I don't care if my decision is challenged or not. I don't care if Mama agrees or not. To be sure my heart is currently filled with only one woman, Kirania ...."

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