MISS THE NO MAN
Guilt

After treating Kayla's wounds with the help of the restaurant waiter and Nadia who returned after running away with her affairs, Kirania permission to perform Dzuhur prayers first. However she needs strength and calmness to face the jealous wife whose husband likes her. Actually this is not the first time he is envied by the wives, because it is not the first time he is also liked by married men. But for the case of Nadia, of course different, because the husband of the woman is her ex-lover who until now was still in love with her.

Kirania stared at the dishes that had now been served after she performed the obligatory prayers. All feels appetizing, especially when this time has shown one hour past. But whatever wisdom the food was in front of him, it felt like he would not be able to enjoy it because now he had to deal with the wife of his former lover who had now blatantly wanted to divorce the woman in front of Kirania at this time.

" Please eat, we talk while eating, yes," said Nadia invited Kirania who only stared at food but did not touch it.

" Have you something to eat, what do you want to say? I must have listened." Kirania felt she would not be able to swallow food at this time.

" I've ordered a lot of this, you don't eat, either" Nadia protested.

It might not be known to Nadia if the current palm of Kirania had turned cold.

" I'm not hungry yet, Mom." Kirania answered.

" You just relax, don't feel so tense." Nadia seemed to know that Kirania was currently in a tense and nervous mode.

Of course, Nadia's speech actually makes the heart of Kirania pounding faster. Kirania then tried to publish a smile on her lips.

" I'm not used to talking at meals, so if there's anything you want to talk about right now, just say it." Kirania gave an excuse.

" Oh, sorry then. Did we talk about eating? Or eat just talk? But it's definitely going to be longer. Later your boss will lose you if I kidnap you too long."

Deg

Nadia's words sounded like a precise insinuation about Kirania's heart.

Kirania raised her eyebrows and said, "Then as I said earlier, Mother please eat, I listen. You don't have to feel bad eating alone. Let me feed Kayla." Kirania saw Nadia who was troubled because she had to eat also feed her son.

" Okay then." Nadia thrust a plate containing food for Kayla towards Kirania.

Kirania also immediately fed the boss's son painstakingly.

" I'd like to talk to the point just on the purpose of me talking to you. What exactly is your purpose in working in Dirga's office?"

Deg

" What do you think I work for that company because of? Because Mr Dirga is the boss there? If that's what you think, I'm wrong. I've been working in the Greater Space branch of my hometown for five years now. I also do not know if the company belongs to Mr. Dirga. If I had known from the beginning, I might have resigned, because I had promised Mother and Mother-in-law to stay away from Mr. Dirga," said Kirania trying to escape the intimidation of Nadia.

Nadia gasped in the way Kirania spoke that seemed straightforward. The Kirania he met now, was no longer a woman I worked with who might be easily suppressed.

" Why can you be Dirga's assistant now?" search for Nadia again.

" I got a promotion up to the head office. If you think it's Mr. Dirga's interference, it's not true at all. My boss at the branch promoted me because he saw my performance, and the central team judged that I deserved to go to the office in Jakarta. And until I set foot in that office I did not know that Mr. Dirga was my boss. I just found out that I was working with Mr. Dirga when I found Kayla in the elevator." Kirania felt the strength to resist the pressures launched by Nadia. One sentence that Nadia asked, would be the length of the answer given by Kirania. And all that he answered without fear and groggy.

" And finally Dirga gave me the position of personal assistant?"

Kirania sighed for a moment. " Maybe because Mr. Dirga just wanted to thank me for indirectly saving his son from danger." With confidence Kirania said that sentence. He disguises the real reason why Dirga made him his personal assistant.

Nadia smiled at his smile. " Of course, he would do anything as long as his son was free from danger." He then finished his meal.

" Yes." Yeah." Kirania answered briefly.

" Hear Kirania, actually my relationship with Dirga is very disharmonious. I always try to melt Dirga's heart back, but I always struggle. I know Dirga still likes you, even though you've been separated for a long time, but that doesn't change her love for you. I'm really jealous of you." Nadia rubbed the tears that started to fall on her cheeks. " I moved to college abroad, I kept in touch but she could forget me. Whereas you, hiks .. have not met for six years, there has never been any communication, but Dirga still hopes to return to you hiks .. hiks ..."

" Mama cry?" Kayla who found her mother crying straight down from the chair then approached Nadia.

Kirania who saw what happened with Nadia instantly made her chest feel even more claustrophobic. He understood that Nadia was envious. because he had heard himself when Dirga confirmed before Nadia and her mother if the man preferred her new self he had known for a few months rather than staying with Nadia who had been with him for many years. Kirania swallowed her saliva, as guilt swept through her heart, seeing Nadia cry even more as Kayla felt sad to see her mother.

" We are both women, I hope you can understand how I feel right now. I've always held on to the coldness of Dirga just for Kayla's sake. I took great pains to defy Dirga's desire to get divorced because of Kayla." Nadia paused her speech. " Now you are present among us, even though your reunion happened by accident. But of course it will splash back Dirga's desire to be back with you." Nadia wiped her tears back. " And if that happens, if we go our separate ways, just because Dirga still wants to chase you, would you separate Kayla from her papa? Do you have the heart to see Kayla have to lose her papa affection that should be given to her? Will you take Dirga from us, Kirania?"

It was as if he had been hit by tons of weight as if Kirania had heard Nadia's words. His heart instantly melted, his little heart felt piqued. He really feels guilty. He felt like the worst person in the world if he had to separate the Dirga family, even though it was not because of his wishes.

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