Mission to Save the Heart
4. The Mission to Save the Heart Begins

somehow. But now I'm back in the past. I have returned to a time where Zeev participated in the National Mathematical Olympiad Selection. And I went back to a state four months ago where before Zeev was found dead. Perhaps the universe loved me and Zeev so much that it gave us a second chance to change something in the future.

However, the fate of my days could not have been as good as the four months I had spent before Zeev's death. I, who four months ago was only an invisible figure, have now mermaid to be a scourge that most hated his presence. Remembering my papa in the court who kissed Zeev blatantly in front of everyone – including Zeev Lovers – has now backfired for my survival in school.

“Kan, I told you, Lunar! Lo why is it so late anyway, realized?” furious, Viona, brought back the most stupid action I did three days ago.

Yes, because I was wrong!

Viona is very lucky because my screams can only echo inwardly. Yes, however, I am carrying out a secret mission of the workings of nature which with all its goodness has sided with me. Of course, I could not have foreseen this absurd situation that I was in despite Viona being my own best friend. Who else would believe it anyway? Viona who always lived her entire life with all the considerations of reason and logic would definitely just think I was crazy.

“Yaudah, how do you go? I now need a solution, not a scolding!” grunt me because this head almost broke by a problem that has been lying around.

“Yaudah, take the risk! You must be able to accept your destiny if now you have become his nemesis Zeevers.” said the girl in a white uniform gray boxes.

I can't deny the fact that Viona blatantly revealed. Even these three days I've been hit four times by four different gangs in the name of Zeevers. Starting from the hordes of popular students, to the group of students less glimpsed its existence. Now everyone is attacking me. The students who are good at preening and more beautiful than me agreed to give me the title as an ogre that often appears in European stories. While the students who have no added value and feel betrayed always call me prettier and unattractive. Whatever I do will look wrong in their eyes.

“Keep if about Zeev how?” I secretly need some precise input to overcome the core of my problems that go back to the past.

“What is it? Yeah, you apologize and get away from him, you know! If necessary, people will continue to apologize openly and promise not to be fanatical Zeev again. Lo problem to Zeev and Zeevers so at once is in order, right?” ketus Viona was echoing all over my room. “It's just that, right, the point? I'm sure, Zeev is sorry. But Zeevers is a different matter. They get angry because you've gone too far as their bias. Although Zeevers there are hundreds and quite barbaric. But, they will be supportive as long as their members obey the rules.” some while sitting cross-legged on my bed.

Whoa! Even I just found out that the Zeevers horde still has rules like a community that upholds unity.

“But, I can not promise rich so, Na.” even more if promised in front of Zeev. Surely Zeev would never again forgive me if I could not keep that promise. “Gue can't get far in Zeev.” reject me with sad that began to crowd the spaces kalbuku.

“Why? Previously you also felt satisfied with just being a secret fan of Zeev, doang! Why did you suddenly shoot Zeev in front of everyone? Please tell me the most reasonable reason now!” sue Viona while waiting for me with a mouthful of cold liquid that had been surfing through her throat.

“Yaudah, consider me crazy! I was crazy and didn't know myself!” ketusku, given my reasoning just found a dead end.

“Iya! You crazy people! Synthesize!” instead of comforting me, the horse-tied girl praised my genius.

Last weekend I decided to contemplate and dig up the information that was recorded in the memory warehouse about some of the events that will happen over the next four months. In other words, I have made a red thread resume of the continuous series of events that have occurred before I return to this time.

Not only that. I have also devised several strategies to save Zeev from several dangers that are still clearly remembered in the head, including thwarting Zeev's action when freefalling from the roof of the main building of the State Aerospace High School. I must also be able to change Zeev's destiny!

“Zeev, can I talk to you for a minute?” I asked as my efforts to arrive early went straight with the result presenting Zeev who seemed to have just entered the classroom as well.

Zeev looked at me for a few seconds before he finally said “So, now you want to talk to me, nih?” it made me think for a moment about the meaning behind his words. “Some days right, you always avoid from me!”

Yeah, I've been avoiding Zeev lately for one reason or another. First, I'm too ashamed of Zeev for the stupidity I did in the school yard. Second, I got a harsh ultimatum from the Zeevers and was still under their watch. And I hope those Zeevers have forgotten my mistake by now, considering that I was cooperative enough to be run over by some people to serve me who only had my own shadow. If only Viona hadn't helped me that day against Zeevers. Perhaps today there will be some natural tattoos that are not artistic on the face area and the surface of my other skin.

“That's because I'm ashamed, Zeev. Therefore, now I want to apologize and ask for help just as you make other happenings at that time. I've been introspecting myself, Zeev. At that time, I really lost my mind until I could not decide which one was real, which was real. I really-please ask maaaaaaaf really.” explained without looking at netra Zeev because at this time I really hope to have the ability invisible.

Instead of answering my plea, Zeev chose to shut up. I who could not stand this silence then decided to look up to make sure Zeev's figure was still in front of me. And yes, luckily Zeev is still in front of me.

“OK!”

“Huh?”

“Yaudah, okay!” zeev answered roundly. “Udah done, right?” he tried to confirm something to me and strangely my head automatically greeted the question with a nod. “OK! Then I go to the field first, yes!” she said, then passed leaving me with excitement.

“Dih! What's okay, anyway?” my anxiety when only able to notice the shadow of Zeev that began to disappear through the classroom door. “So, am I forgiven or not?”