
There was nothing Syma could do to take back Zea from Revan. Wanting to sue will be completely free. Revan will definitely pay a lawyer to win custody of her.
Syma.
He doesn't have much money to do that.
But Syma also will not be able to calm down if far from her little daughter.
All Syma could do was cry over her miserable fate. Syma was so devastated, even losing the figure of a husband who was so loved alone had made her quite upset, let alone losing her only child.
Not knowing where to go, Syma finally decides to meet Mia at her house.
"Shyma?
What are you doing here? My God, what happened to you," said Mia who saw Syma was in front of her house. But not knocking on the door at all. Even without asking, Mia already knew about it from Syma's very tangled and messy appearance. His face was caused by crying for too long. Eyes that are still reddened, as well as black circles around his eyes. Mia was sure, Syma must have faced such a hard day.
Instead of answering, Syma began to cry. And that made Mia even more worried.
"Let's go in first." Mia leads Syma into her home. Then walk to the kitchen to get a glass of water for Syma.
"What did Revan do to you?" asked Mia while giving a glass filled with water.
Syma took it and downed it.
"He divorced me" he said bitterly.
Mia covered her mouth with her palm. Being surprised and in disbelief. How could Revan do that.
"But why?"
"I don't know what's on his mind, Mia. He's accusing me.
He said I was deliberately cheating on Roy behind his back. And all that happened was a charade" Syma said spilling everything.
While Mia was still silent. Trying to digest every word Syma says. It's still so hard for him to understand.
"Actually I was sincere if mas Revan divorced me. I'll be fine without him even if it's so hard. But...
How can I survive without Zea, my little daughter. I can't be away from her Mia. What am I supposed to do?
What if Zea was crying right now, who could calm her down besides me.
What if Zea is sick? what if Zea was bored and lonely. I completely destroyed Mia. The whole world hit my head. It hurts so much," she said, which looked heartbreaking. The crying broke again. And Mia immediately hugged Syma to calm her mind.
"Calm Syma.
I'm sure Zea must be fine. Revan can take care of her."
"No.
How can you think like that, Mia? You know, Revan's always been busy working. How could he have time for Zea. She'll definitely find a nanny for Zea, and I can't trust Zea to anyone. Only me, only I can love Zea" Syma said hysterically.
Mia was silent again. Although Mia is not married and has a child, Mia can feel how broken a mother's heart when kept away from her child.
"I have to do something" Syma said as she stood up.
"What do you want to do, Syma? I hope you didn't do anything stupid."
"I must reclaim Zea from the Revan mas. I'll make a lot of money and hire a good lawyer to help me.
Yep.
That's the only way. I could not stand by and mourn my fate.
"Work?
You're just a high school graduate, what kind of job would make you a lot of money just by relying on that diploma."
"I told you I'd do anything, Mia.
Anything.
As long as my son comes back to me. If necessary, I will spend twenty-four hours, just for work" Syma said earnestly. There was no doubt in him.
Only a strong determination will make him rise from the slump. Lamenting his sorrow without acting in the slightest was simply a futility. Syma did not want to waste her time. He immediately got up and went to the orphanage, where he used to live.
"Shyma.
Be careful,"
"Calm down Mia. I can take care of myself this time."
******
"Tongue," Call Syma to a woman who is so old, who has been taking care of her since childhood.
The old woman looked over. At such an old age, maybe he doesn't remember anything so easily. But when his eyes look at the figure in front of him. The old woman immediately recognized with confidence and instinct as a substitute for Syma's parents since childhood.
"Shyma?"
"Yes Jidah. It's me, Syma."
"Did you fight with your husband?" a question that is directly on target. Seeing only from the appearance and look of Syma's face.
("Am I that sad?") inner Syma.
Before Syma answered her question. The old woman named Alma immediately led Syma to enter.
"Tongue, does Jidah still keep all my files? I need it right now. To apply for a job," said Syma softly. The look in his eyes that showed the pain could not escape Alma's sight.
"certain son. I still keep it well.
But... can you explain to me what happened? Why are you so moody?"
"Just a small quarrel, Jidah need not worry. Everything will be fine" Syma said with a forced smile. It's not that he doesn't want to share his problems. But because Syma realized that Alma was so old. Syma shouldn't have added the burden of thought that would stress Alma out. Plus the high blood disease that he suffered, it could be that the old woman that only Syma had the only one that would also leave him. Syma didn't want that until it happened.
"Then why do you want to work? is your economy currently being difficult?"
"Yes. It's a little difficult, but Jidah doesn't have to worry. We can definitely get through it."
"alright boy. You should always remember Jidah's advice. Who knows, the age of Jidah is not long.
Never argue with your husband. Even though he was struggling in finding material, never leave him. Respect and serve him well.
Didn't Jidah ever tell you that the angels in heaven will be angry, if you see a husband hurt by his wife. Then never hurt your husband."
Syma. Everything Alma said was completely different. It should be Revan who was lectured by Alma.
"But Jidah, why do I think it's unfair.
If a wife is scolded by an angel of heaven when she hurts her husband, then what about a husband who can hurt his wife? who's gonna scold him? is there a widadara who will scold a husband?
And again...
What is the fate of a wife who hopes to go together to Jannah with her husband if there are already many heavenly angels waiting for her. What about the fate of our wives, just imagining it makes us jealous."