MUST BE A DEPOSIT
TMS EPS 56: LAUGH AT MY SUFFERING

"That's enough. We've locked ourselves in a room for too long. Mas said he wanted to get out, sorry Zea would get bored with Mina." Syma tries to escape from Ersad who is still confined to his body. But it was in vain, because Ersad increasingly attached his body.

"Calm down baby. Zea won't be looking for you, because I've been asking her to borrow you all day. Instead, I let him eat candy as he pleased."

"WHAT!!" Syma immediately pushed Ersad away from her body.

"What is what?"

"Zea can't eat a lot of sweets. How are his teeth broken?"

"Just one today, baby. Let him do whatever he wants."

"No.

I have to stop it." Syma wanted to get out of there, but Ersad held her back.

"Calm down, honey, I'm just kidding. I also know which ones are good and bad for Zea. You're overreacting."

"really?"

"Emh... " Ersad nodded.

"Mas said he wanted to go, come on! Wait what else?"

"It doesn't seem to be. Your content has grown Syma. I'm afraid something happened to you on the street. Let's just postpone it, until it's over."

"Oh my God, my. My womb's only seven months old. And I'm fine.

Never mind...

Next time do not give hope if you can not fulfill it. Make others hopeful and disappointed." Syma cursed to be upset and a little away from him.

Ersad only chuckles at Syma's increasingly sensitive and sulking easily.

"alright, fine. Let's go now, come on!" Ersad spoke softly while extending his hand.

"No need. If you don't want to go, don't force it!" impiety.

"So baby, let's go." Ersad restrained his patience as much as possible.

"No. I don't want any more. Just go by yourself."

Ersad rubbed his face rough. Persuading women to him was the hardest thing. Especially when pregnant like this. Its annoying nature many times over.

"Well if you don't want to go. We will stay here and open access so that the baby will easily come out" Ersad said with a perverted smile. Of course it makes Syma even more upset because she already knows where the conversation is going.

But even so, Syma could not resist it either. Because Ersad always reminded him of sin for a wife who would not obey her husband's orders. Especially the biological needs. And it made Syma give up until finally again he ended up in bed.

******

"Mia?" Syma furrowed in surprise to see Mia who suddenly came to see him.

"Is there a problem?" Syma again asked, when she saw Mia just staring blankly.

"Revan. He sent the picture. She wants to ruin your household" Mia said softly. But he himself seems to be broken.

"Let's go inside... We're talking inside."

Mia follows Syma's steps leading her to enter. They ended up sitting close together like they used to do.

"I don't really care about that picture. So don't worry, we won't fight just because of something like that."

Mia smiled faintly with a slow nod.

It's not that he's afraid Revan will come back to Syma. But she fears Syma's happiness is re-taken and ends miserably with Revan.

"I was confused with him myself. I just feel like giving up. I also feel bad in this relationship. There is no love between us anymore. He was always angry and rude to me. This is karma or something. I'm really tired of all this." Mia said softly. Somehow the only person he could talk to was Syma.

For a long time, only Syma would listen to all her complaints.

"Listen Mia. If Revan's been paired with you at this time. It means you have the ability to deal with it. That is why it is not given to other women.

The scholars alone say that, when you get an unpleasant partner, then be patient it is the first. Try to accept all of that first. Responding to the values of kindness.

The way to respond is, imagine when God is giving a mission of goodness that gives birth to a great reward for you. If you already think that this is being entrusted to you because you are capable. And there's a mission in it. Perhaps Allah is preparing the reward and Paradise in it.

There is always a way in every problem.

But the first way is never to think about parting first. It may not be the love that God has for you. Except the paradise God promised." Syma spoke so softly.

It is undeniable, that hearing it makes Mia's heart become airy. Although he was aware that it was so easy to say, but it was very difficult to live.

"I'm not as lucky as you are, Syma. One person hates you, but many people love you.

Youre right. Maybe this is my destiny. Such a sad fate. Expect love from your husband but the result is nil. Let alone love, even looking at me he did not want to.

It's a miracle, isn't it?" Mia laughed blandly after saying so.

Syma was silent. Now he's conscious. Every event has wisdom in it. God separated him from Revan and reunited him with Ersad. The man who had the character was compared back to Revan.

Revan who was indifferent and never cared. While Ersad always took the time to pay attention to his son and wife. Ersad is also gentle and romantic. So sweet that Syma couldn't stop missing her husband when he was far away.

"Patience. Maybe you're not as lucky as I am. But I'm not necessarily as strong as you. Believe that one day, your life will be better.

Follow the flow and enjoy the process. God knows when we should be happy again. You're a strong woman Mia. I believe that."

"Why Syma? Why don't you hate me? I have hurt you once. I once took away your happiness. Why don't you give me back.

Shouldn't you laugh at my suffering. Laugh at....

Laugh at my bad luck! Laugh over my suffering Syma. Don't always be nice to me. " said Mia in her sobs.

Syma hugged him tightly. Syma knows that Mia is currently down. He needs a shoulder to lean on. And Syma was the right person for him.

*****

"Oh my God, what did you do?"

"Mom is tidying up Zea Syma's toy. Why are you surprised?"

"Of course I was surprised. Mom can't do that. I used to get Zea to clean her toys herself. And now, where's the kid?"

"He's with Mina. Leave it alone, After all this Mother has to move a lot. So that the body feels fresh."

"But not in this way, Mother. Better to accompany me shopping for baby needs. Isn't this more fun?"

"Alright, but wait for Mom to finish."

"Mom left it. Let's go shopping... "

"But... " Syma immediately grabbed Ceyda's hand to take her away. Leaving behind Zea's toys that were still scattered everywhere.

Ceyda can only stop. He followed Syma's wishes with pleasure of course.

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