MUST BE A DEPOSIT

MUST BE A DEPOSIT
S2 DOESN'T HAVE ENOUGH GUTS


Revan was just silently staring from a distance. Seeing his wife and son with another man. When the other side in him really wants to hug the two people, but in reality he can only be silent. Revan doesn't have the guts to deal with Mia. Because there were too many wounds he had inflicted. Revan is not sure Mia will forgive him.


"Not too late... " Syma's voice made her feel stupefied.


Revan looked down lethargic. Desperation was already spreading within him. Revan no longer has the confidence to face his wife.


"I'm not sure," he said.


"Then try it. You won't regret it if it fails."


Revan again silenced and looked at Mia who was now preoccupied with Zico. Even Azkhan was very close to them as if he did not want to stay away anymore.


They are allowed to go home today. Zico's condition is better.


"I'll drive you guys." Azkhan offered himself. But Mia instead looked at Revan who was now being caught red-handed was watching her.


"Em, no need Azkhan. Thanks very much. We can go home together," said Mia while occasionally glancing at Revan.


Azkhan who looked at Mia's eyes now understood. He had thought that Mia was so afraid of Revan that she did not dare to stay too long near him. Azkhan changed his expression again and clenched his hand in annoyance.


"You don't have to be afraid, Mia. He won't be able to hurt you as long as there is me!" Azkhan deliberately slightly raised his voice for Revan to hear. The man just threw his face away. As if not concerned with Azkhan's provocation.


"No Azkhan. There's nothing I'm afraid of. We're going home."


Azkhan surrender. Although he was upset, he could do nothing. "Alright Mia. Take care of yourself and my hero." Azkhan gently rubbed Zico's hair.


Mia just smiled awkwardly. Then turned to look at Syma and Revan who were walking towards him.


"Mia, I'll go home first. Mas Ersad's been calling me on the legs, he must be worried."


"Thank Syma. Sorry to bother you." Mia hugged him.


"No problem. I'll go home first, Assalamu'alaikum."


"Wa'alaikumsalam."


Now all that remains are the three of them. Which is now deepening in awkwardness. Mia was not used to Revan's cold attitude like this. Usually the man always let out a sound even though it would hurt him. But now, the man just kept silent and walked first. Makes Mia just follow him from behind. While holding Zico.


When they got into the car, they kept quiet. Busy with their own minds. Mia who chose to sit in the back made Revan think that she hated so much that she did not want to sit next to him. Though Mia chose like that so that Zico more comfortable and can lie in her lap.


Revan runs his car until they get home in a short period of time.


****


When night falls.


Revan ventured into his wife's room and Zico's. At first he just wanted to see how they were. Revan can't deny himself that he misses Mia.


While opening their room door, Revan was a little relieved to think Mia and Zico had already fallen asleep. Because Mia was looking back at him. Revan could only thin his lips. Stare full of irony how this woman can be very strong to be near her temperament. They often get physical violence.


Unexpectedly, Mia turned around. Apparently the woman had not slept. And that made Revan a little surprised and stood clumsy in front of him. Especially when Mia's gaze whistled directly at him. Revan was eager to get out of there. But Mia's soft voice stopped her.


"Does he need anything?"


With nods. Mia immediately got up and headed for the kitchen. Revan followed him from behind. Watching Mia who was struggling made something that she did not really want. Even Revan was aware, until now Mia had never complained every time she did her orders. Given how cruel he was with this one woman.


Revan's heart was beating so hard. This woman did not even have the slightest bit of revenge on him. Treating Revan like a king, but Revan treats him arbitrarily.


"It's ready, Mom." Mia offered a plate of Revan's favorite sandwich. And a glass of warm milk. Revan accepted it awkwardly. When Mia wants to turn around to leave him, because every meal Revan often drives her away with the excuse of not tasteful if there is her. This time Revan stopped him.


"Mia´s... "


Mia stopped and looked at him. "Yes." Yeah."


"Don't go first. Follow me spending this a minute."


Mia knitted her two eyebrows. His feelings expand with just such a sentence. With a slight smile, Mia obeyed him. Take a seat in front of him and look at him. But Revan looked down as if he was just focusing on his food. Revan was too scared when Mia's eye bead re-penetrated her retina.


As Revan raised his face. Mia no longer looked into his eyes. The woman stared blankly in the other direction. I don't know what he's thinking. Revan offered him a mouthful of bread. Whether having the courage from where, it makes Mia jump.


"Eat. I can't spend this alone."


Mia looked at Revan with a frown of wonder. This man's attitude confused her even more. But Mia did not refuse. The bribe he accepted slowly. But his eyes did not detach from Revan.


"I'm sorry I hid Zico from you." said Mia with a guilty look.


"I understand. But still you're wrong because he's my flesh and blood. I lost a lot of precious time with him."


Seeing the moody Revan made Mia feel even more guilty. "I'll tell him slowly. He needs to know who you are."


"no need. Let me just pick the right time to say it."


"I'm just-"


"Mia´s... " Revan called her so softly. Never had Mia heard such a gentle tone before. Revan looked fragile and it made Mia look at him. What happened to her husband? why does Revan look so pathetic like this?


It sounded like Revan was breathing out his heavy breath.


"Do you love Azkhan?"


Mia. I don't know why questions like that make him sick.


"Why ask like that?"


"I've done you a lot of wrong. If you want to get away from me, then I will. You can be happy with Azkhan. But. let Zico stay by my side. I have no one who loves me. And I hope the boy is willing to love me as his own father."


Mia's eyes glazed over. Didn't expect something like this to come out of Revan's mouth. So what did he think all this time? Mia doesn't love him?


"Azkhan can make you happy. Not like I can only cut a wound. It's time we parted ways, Mia...


Let's berca-"


"STOP!!"