MUST BE A DEPOSIT
TMS EPS 66: TRAUMA TO OPEN THE HEART

"what's this? What happened to my two children? Why I don't seem to sell here. No one wants to come near me?" Syma mourns upset to see her two children are busy alone with Ersad. Without regard for his presence.

At first glance, there was a sense of warmth upon seeing their brilliance. But that changed instantly when Syma remembered the pain still lingering within her. He would rather turn his face away and prepare to go to Zea's school.

******

On-the-go. Syma closed her mouth tightly. Not intending to make a sound. All that was heard, was the chirping of Gokhan and Zea who had no stop.

While the two of them sat in awkwardness. Unfortunately, Zea did not want to sit in front. He prefers to sit in the back with the excuse of wanting a spacious and comfortable place.

Of course it makes Syma forced to return close to Ersad by sitting together in front.

'If our relationship is still legitimate husband and wife. Am I guilty of this attitude of mine? Yeah Robb... I really need a clue from you. So that I am not wrong in choosing a step.' Inner Syma is so restless with her condition.

******

After taking Zea and meeting the guardians. Now there is an increasingly awkward Ersad and Syma.

The two of them just kept quiet, and drifted into each other's minds. Until Syma finally realized that what they passed was not the way to go home.

"This is not the way home. Where do you want to take me?" Syma asked without looking at him.

"You'll know later... "

It didn't take long, they finally arrived. Syma frowned when she realized Ersad was taking her into custody.

Who do they want to see?

Syma's shock grew when she realized that a figure had suddenly come to meet them.

"Revan?"

The man looked at her softly. His body looks sad and sad. Wrinkles on his face are clearly visible, a sign this man is stressed too much burden of mind.

"What's it like to be in jail? What's fun?" Ersad said softly, but it was enough to ignite Revan's anger.

"Suckers! Why are you doing this to me? Goddamn fuckin... " Maki Revan looked at Ersad with a bringas. But unfortunately he could not do anything because of the handcuffs he had in his hands.

"Because you always disturb the peace in my household. You won't stop if you're not punished. I'm still kind enough to just get you in here. And not finish you off! You should be thankful for that.

And after this, I hope you're aware of all your callings. You're just useless trash. You deserve to rot here!"

"Fuckin' motherfucker...

Just die you!"

"Stop Revan. Why are you being so horrible like this? When do you want to act stupid and harm yourself. Stop chasing someone who is not meant for you.

Stop chasing something that already belongs to someone else." Syma spoke sharply. There was no more tenderness that he was used to. Until Revan himself felt claustrophobic hearing it.

"One more thing....

Even if all your goals succeed in destroying my household, I will still never choose you. I will never choose you again, Revan. Remember that in your head!"

Syma passed from there. Followed by Ersad behind him.

******

Syma did not expect that Ersad was now taking her to the luxurious house she had visited before. And unfortunately Syma could not resist because Ersad forced her.

Syma was silent when Ersad showed all the Syma equipment that was already there. Starting from clothes and other accessories. Maybe some women will be amazed, but not with Syma who behaves normally.

"Enough it." Syma said firmly. "Don't make me hope anymore. I'm not ready to get hurt again.

I used to feel an incredible heartbreak. Until the taste of trumanya attached for years. And now you come again, after I've accepted everything.

I can't. Excuse me...

I was traumatized to open my heart again, and then hurt again." Syma said softly.

"Tell me Syma. Is there no place in here for me anymore... " Ersad pointed to Syma's left chest.

"I don't know.

I tried to hate you so I could forget your love. But it felt like it was a waste, because erasing your love and memories wasn't as easy as I imagined."

"Then ask your heart. If you don't love me anymore, then please file for divorce. I'll take it.

I wanted to keep our household as strong as possible. I even thought that I would never let you go, Syma. But after a thought. Apparently I was just selfish about myself. I was so selfish trying to keep you while you yourself were tormented by my presence.

Think about it Syma. Because your happiness is my top priority. If you choose to be happy by separating from me, then with a heavy heart I will."

There was pain when Ersad said that. Ersad himself was unsure of his words. Can he let go of Syma? The woman he loved so much. The first woman to turn him into a better person. The first woman to teach him a lot about religion.

The woman who is the coolant and the antidote is tired when she feels hard facing the world. A woman who is a tranquilizer and a giver of abundant affection.

It will be very difficult for him. Forgetting memories with Syma. But he still has to end it if it makes Syma happy. Although it would tell the wound in his heart. And make her life feel empty.

******

"Aina, what's wrong with your leg?" Syma was worried to see Aina who looked like she had difficulty walking.

"Just sprained the usual sister," he said with a smile that always adorned the face.

"Then how did you get here? Where's your bike?"

"He was with me. " said Hariz who suddenly came to them.

"Hariz?"

"How are you Syma? I heard you're not okay." Hariz looked at him with a meaningful look.

Syma herself understood the meaning of that gaze. He quickly turned his face away.

"Dispose all your bad thoughts to your husband, Syma. He's not as bad as you think... "

"I don't want to talk about it" said Syma turned around to avoid Hariz's talk that she knew where he was going.

"Then you will feel the bitterness of regret for acting rashly. At least think of your two children who need Ersad."

Syma breathed her heavy breath. He looked back at Hariz with a full glance. At once she remembered that Hariz was also instrumental in her husband's mission.

"I've trained my life with my two children in his absence. So, I think everything's gonna be okay.

I heard you guys made it to your goal. Congratulations. "the speech sounded cynical.

"It didn't work out all that. We did indeed manage to take down Revan. And also reclaim your husband's assets. But it turns out that something bigger than that hasn't worked. The love of a wife for her husband."

"It's none of your business!"

"It's my business, because I've been helping my brother. A brother who is in decline and increasingly destroyed when his struggle is in vain... "

"He's right Syma. We can't be quiet anymore now, you have to know everything... "

Syma gets more confused, when Ceyda suddenly falls between them.

"What does this mean? What are you hiding from me?"

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