MUST BE A DEPOSIT
TMS EPS 65: FIVE YEARS IS NOT A SHORT TIME

"Five years is not a short time." Syma looked straight at him with a blank look. Disappointment was clearly visible on his face. "For five years, I fought for my children. And it's not easy.

For five years, you've let me freeze out of longing.

During that time, you tortured me with a slump and uncertainty in waiting....

If your heart is unable to hold tightly to my heart, why do you act as if your hand is still holding tightly to my love...

Physically, I look strong...

Even my face can still smile for my son.

But....

No one knew that mentally, I was handicapped.

In terms of feeling, I am so fragile.

For five years. I'm gonna miss you for losing you." Syma was now staring into Ersad's bead. He shed all the sadness he endured.

"You just miss me, Syma...

But have you ever thought about how I am?

Not only do I miss you, but my two children too! I also have to endure longing for Gokhan and Zea. Imagine how tormented I am away from you." Ersad said slowly. But Syma could also see the seriousness of her face. It is undeniable that Ersad also looks fragile.

"Who asked you to do that, Mom? Did I tell you to leave us? we'd rather live a poor but happy life with you, than a life of treasure but far from you!"

"Unfortunately our lives are not that easy, Syma. Revan won't stop until he sees us parting ways.

If only I hadn't gone to Italy. And live life with you as you are. Surely Revan will find another way to destroy us. Either separate you from Zea or the others. I don't want that until it happens. Even the eviction at the orphanage was also his work...

Ever since I found out he was the cause of this destruction. I really wanted to finish him off at that moment. But Hariz suddenly came and prevented me.

I don't know why the man suddenly came and wanted to help me so much. He invited me to avenge Revan's actions in a more painful way without having to dirty my hands to touch him.

Hariz took me to Italy. Meet some of his best colleagues to investigate all these problems. And the time it takes is not short Syma. It took years. Revan must be stopped before he goes too far. Until I finally succeeded in my goal. Not only have my assets returned, but Revan has been severely punished.

And all this with the help of Hariz."

Syma fell silent at Ersad's explanation. It makes quite logical sense. Yet still. Ersad's decision left him at that time, quite incised a deep wound. Until Syma feels traumatized by her love.

"My heart and mind are not improving right now, Mom...

I had to go through a phase where my mind was brutally attacked by circumstances. Stay away from me for a while. I can't decide anything now. I hope you understand!"

Ersad smiled bitterly. He approached Syma and held both shoulders.

"I see, it's not easy for you to accept all this. I'll give you time for that. But...

There's one thing you need to understand. That you are still my wife. Neither now nor later. I'll never let you go Syma. And I hope you understand that!" ersad said before leaving the room. Leaving Syma who returned sobbing.

******

"Ze's glad Papa's back."

Ersad smiled softly at the words of his little daughter. It was as if he was comforting his troubled feelings.

"Papa was also happy to meet Ze and Gokhan. Do you miss Papa?"

Zea nodded. "Ze is very long. But... "

"But what?"

"But Mother is more missed.

Ersad was overwhelmed to hear it. A sense of regret enveloped his mind. A burden he must bear.

"I'm sorry Papa Ze. Papa won't let Mommy be sad anymore. Know that Papa always tries to give the best for you" said Ersad hugging his daughter.

"Thank you Papa. Ze dear Papa."

"really?"

Zea nodded.

"Then, will Ze help Papa?"

"of course... What should Ze do Pa?"

"Look.... " Ersad whispered something to the boy. Zea who understood what to do nodded in agreement with a big smile on her face.

"How are you doing, son?" Ceyda's voice distracted them.

"I'm good Mom. Thanks for helping me." Ceyda realized something was up in Ersad's heart. Even though his mouth is fine.

"Try harder, son. Syma is still shocked by your departure. And the shock became even more after you just came back. He was so traumatized that he closed his heart to anyone. Her cheerfulness changed instantly into a cold woman. His eyes are always empty. It's not easy for him to live without you.

I'm sure only you can bring back the old Syma again... "

Ersad nodded. "I'll do it Mom. I will give back his trust in me. I'll take him to my new house. We'll start all over again."

"Mother wasn't sure she'd want to so soon. But even so, keep trying and praying son. I'm sure you can pass this test."

Ersad was silent in his place. He was also aware that the current Syma was very difficult to conquer. His attitude turned stubborn and cold. It will be very difficult for Ersad to convince the woman.

Dian thought hard how to return the old Syma.

Then she smiled slightly when she realized one thing.

That Syma's weakness, it's in her son. Yeah, Ersad's gonna use his son to make Syma come back to him. And restart everything from the beginning.

*****

"Why is it still here?" Syma looked at him while side-scaping. His eyes looked at Ersad full of probing.

"I want to see my son" he said casually.

"Mother... Ze wants to go to school with Papa." Zea's voice made Syma look in wonder at the boy.

"Why not only Mother who inter. Usually it is like that!"

"But Ze wants Papa... "

"How about Ze's student guardian meeting. Didn't your teacher ask you to come?"

"Then Mother come along. Ze would be happier if delivered by Papa and Mommy."

"Gosh, don't overdo Ze. Let Mother bring ya. Papa can't seem to, he's busy."

"Who said I couldn't. I have plenty of time today." Ersad interjected between their debates. Until Syma looked at him sharply.

Then suddenly Gokhan's voice made Syma wrinkle in wonder. He was not called, but Ersad.

"Papa... "

His shock grew, as the little boy immediately hugged Ersad. The boy had never met his father. This was their first meeting. But why is Gokhan so close to him? thought Syma.