MUST BE A DEPOSIT
TMS EPS 73: THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOUR FEELINGS

"I heard Ersad has returned, I'm happy to hear it."

Syma notices Mia's face looks different. Although there was a slight smile on his face. But Syma realized, Mia was bearing such a heavy thing.

"What's up, Mia? Something must have happened to you?"

Mia laughed bitterly. "Either... I myself am confused about myself. Sometimes I feel guilty for Mas Revan, for leaving him alone when he was down like this.

But the other side. I can't go back to her. Revan doesn't want to change. He even invited me to commit a crime.

I'm confused Syma. Didn't you yourself say that a wife's heaven is under her husband's feet. Then how's my fate? Fate has a husband who likes to hit, never loved and even appreciated me. Do I still have to defend heaven?"

Syma was stunned to hear it. Now he understands what his best friend is feeling. Mia is so broken and fragile facing two choices that are not easy for her.

"The true paradise of the wife is with her husband. But a wife also has the right to detach herself, from her dzolim husband.

His right name is khulu. A taklik sigh that a husband reads after a marriage contract.

If you feel persecuted by your husband, then you can only resign under the pretext of heaven under the soles of your husband's feet, that's the fooling of his name. You have every right to break away from Mia. Don'tbeafraid... "

Mia nodded while smiling haru. The two women are now hugging each other to give each other strength.

******

Syma instantly, turned her face when she saw Ersad talking and even laughing with Winda. The woman who became the new employee in his office.

The familiarity of the two of them made Syma feel sliced. But she still tried to think huznudzon to her husband. But even so, Syma still could not bear to watch the scene. Until finally he abandoned the intention to meet Ersad in his office and chose to go home.

Syma can only speak istighfar as a tranquilizer of her heart.

Arriving home. Syma soon calmed down by busying herself with her children.

"Mother, why don't you go home with Papa?"

"Papa can't go home yet, Ze. Looks like there's a lot of important work to be done."

"And Mommy doesn't like Papa much business?"

Syma looked at her daughter in surprise. Zea understood her feelings the most. Even with a fake smile does not feel bad when dealing with Zea.

"Mother only.... "

"Mother don't be sad. Papa is a good person, where maybe Papa could hurt Mother. Ze knows that Papa loves all of us. Ze can feel it.

Mother do not be sad anymore... " Zea spoke softly. His little hand touched Syma's face.

Of course it makes Syma's heart warm. He could only nod while tightly hugging his daughter.

******

Ersad stared in wonder at Syma who looked so busy with her own business. Until they don't have time to make out as they always do.

And even when you want to sleep like this. Syma is still so busy with everything. Starting from clothes and some foster child data on the laptop.

Until Ersad finally upset. Syma did not pick up the phone from him at all. Nor did he come to the office to go home with her.

"Why not go to the office today? you didn't even pick up the phone from me. Do you know how many times I've called you? Tens of times, Syma."

Syma paused her activities for a moment. Not looking at her husband at all. "I knew. Excuse me... "

"Em, but we'll meet at home, Mas." Syma could still smile, even though her heart still felt something stuck. And Ersad realized that.

"Say what's up? Why do you look like you're avoiding me. I can't guess what's on your mind, Syma. So please explain to me, what's the matter exactly?" Ersad closes Syma's laptop and forces the woman to look at him.

"What is it, then? There's nothing to worry about.

I was busy with Vinda. You laughed together and I just happened to see it. You guys look so familiar. So I don't want to bother you guys. That's why I came home.

So if I'm silencing you, or trying to dodge for a bit, please tell Mas...

Because at that moment, I was calming myself from all sorts of bad thoughts. I am also trying to rekindle my broken feelings. And the jealousy inside of me." There was a bitter smile from the tone Syma spoke. And it made Ersad speechless and looked at him so deeply.

Now Ersad understands that this woman is misunderstanding him. And he couldn't blame Syma either, because he himself didn't explain it first.

"You are the most beautiful gift of my life.

You're the woman who kisses the back of my hand every time I go and go home to work.

You are also the woman who has cared for and educated my children. As a wife, you are willing to do anything without even being asked.

Then how could I have the heart to deliberately hurt you Syma?"

Ersad held his wife affectionately. Sometimes he kissed his wife's face.

"What you see, it might hurt you. And I understand that. Sorry for not telling it first.

Winda was the wife of a friend. We just realized it yesterday when her husband came to pick her up. And we met accidentally.

She is a bitch because she likes to disturb people's relationships. She told me herself that she intentionally made you jealous of Syma. Just because you don't like your pretentious attitude about that.

After she realized who I was, from then on she stopped bothering me. That's why we laugh because the world is so narrow. And he apologized to me. So does her husband."

Syma remained silent. She deliberately let her husband speak without interrupting a word. Not because he's still angry.

It's just that Syma wanted to hear all the stories she didn't know from her husband straight away. No more misunderstandings between them.

Even now, one thing he realized. That all of Zea's sayings about her Papa are true.

He was ashamed of his own son who understood his father better. They have no blood ties at all.

"No longer hold anything for yourself Syma. You know demons can tempt your mind at any time. Ask me whatever you want to ask me. Communication in the home is important. So don't ever take this lightly. You understand!" Ersad spoke softly while cupping his wife's cheeks.

And Syma could only meet with shame, out of jealousy for no reason towards her husband.

"It's all my wrong feelings. I'm so jealous that I'm blind to see you with another woman. Though me... " Syma did not have time to continue her words, because Ersad had silenced his mouth with the man's lips.

Syma was shocked by the sudden attack. But as soon as possible he mastered himself and also enjoyed the gentle touch of the husband.

Ersad let go of the link until a sound of lashings was heard. His eyes stared softly with a glittering desire to be finished immediately.

"There's nothing wrong with your feelings, Syma. That's normal, because you love me! And I'm lucky to have your love" she said before resuming her actions.

Invites very wife to love in the dark of the night. Together they achieve a wonderful great reward in halal ties. Not forgetting they put prayers in it. Blessing always accompanies their household.

Until finally they both struggled in the silence of the night. ❤

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