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I had a shower, breakfast and was getting ready to go to the office, but suddenly I remembered the incident before coming home yesterday. I really let go, I should be able to control myself or count to five first as recommended by a therapist, before taking actions that are fatal.
I went back to the room sitting on the bed with a look that was somehow confused.
“Del!” Mom knocked on my room door. “You are not leaving. This was picked up by Sam.”
I blinked and ran to open the door. Mama and Sam stood at the door with flat eyes.
“You why the hell, Del?” Mama started to sewot.
I just scratched my nape and looked at Sam. “Today I am not allowed to enter.”
“Why? You're not sick, are you?” Sam touched my forehead to check my temperature. But I quickly parried Sam's hand.
“E-not ..” I glanced at Mama who was still in place, and as if understanding that I needed to talk to Sam, Mama immediately sneered and left.
“So much, Del.” Tukas Mama as she passed.
Though I told you yesterday about the incident unfolding my relationship with Sam. But, Mama is still a Mama who sometimes always sucks. Mama said that it was my fault that I had chosen to hide my relationship from the beginning.
This time confiding with Mama really did not help.
I walked into the room and sat on the bed with Sam.
“I ... I'm ashamed of Sam.” For some reason I suddenly cried silly in front of Sam, and was scared.
“Temple?”
I cried so hard that I made Vino run to my room. At the end of the door he just glared and leaned there while shaking his head. “Gue guess trance.” Vino chirps that even make me cry hysterically.
“But.” Sam said flat and it made me scream.
“Mbakmu why, Vin? It's a neighbor on nanyain.” Call Papa from downstairs. Vino was getting louder and I was getting annoyed. I punched my pillow to vent my frustration.
“Again check sound, Pa! Otewe trance.” Shouted Vino. Sam smiled as he flicked his hand towards Vino. After that Vino left while laughing.
“Kok you're quiet, anyway?” I'm pissed off.
“Keep I have to what?”
“Ya help me think, what is.” I'm getting upset talking to Sam.
“What should I think?” Sam looked at me flat.
I snorted and then hit his arm. “You are nyebelin ya. Want to put where my face is if I leave for the office?!”
“Stay in head.” Quickly answer. I want to punch him in the face. “Because if moved later I miss.” His immediate impact made me half blush.
What the hell? I'm confused like this how he can joke casually. Never been in cement, that's the mouth. And I immediately blushed thanks to that speech. Siaal!
“I don't want to work! Point!” i firmly.
“Don't childish, we can face this together.” Sam straightened my hair and slipped it behind my ear.
Tell me how do I have to deal with office people? And lucknut's friends.
Sam managed to drag me to work today. Even though we arrived a little late thanks to the drama I made. All the way I kept praying in my heart. I hope no rumors spread or anything.
Please, Lord ...
But it seems that my prayers are not heard by God or even I seem to pray less. Because as soon as I got out of the elevator and got to the floor of my workroom, all eyes were on me.
“Morning all!” I tried to put on as normal an expression as possible as if nothing had happened yesterday.
“You never heard of it, Sam! Azab a friend who likes to lie to his own friend?” mbak Sari's voice sounded cynical.
Is CCTV already in the room? Because I want to wave a surrender sign. Do I have to pretend to faint again to save myself?
“And doom to the man who made me hurt and almost lost ten million!” sahut Rizal's.
Ye is your pain!
Rio raised his hand. “Gue not follow, Mbak.”
I should how?? Thinking, thinking ...
“Duh, like my head ..” I hold my head with a clear expression.
“Halaaah! No need to use drama pretend to faint lo, Del!” Again Mbak Sari said cynically.
I scowled wryly at my place while Sam laughed without a sound. Didn't he just say he wanted to face together, why now even silence the devil?
“To shorten, I'll give you ten seconds to explain.” Mas Angga.
Crazy one! One minute or sixty seconds is this just ten seconds to talk what am I?
“OK, look ...” I looked at Mbak Sari, Mas Angga, Rizal, Tiwi and Rio who were looking at me sharply. I scratched my nape in confusion. “Anu ..”
“Anu lo why? Did you go to jebol?” sambar Mbak Sari is heartless.
“Not yet!” I scowl wryly. “This is why I'm the only one being interrogated? The crackle is also here!” I pointed at Sam who was smiling sinlessly and looked at me casually. “You should ask him! Why me!?”
All of them stared at Sam who immediately smiled faintly towards them. He immediately had a powerful sidekick, and of course Sam's aura seemed to immediately emit a threat to them.
“Kan elo the garden we-us. Not Mr Sam!” Rizal gave an excuse.
“Oh good yes. You guys don't dare get mad at him because he's the boss? Keep staring at me lackey?!” said I was upset.
“Big lo!” Ketus Mbak Sari's. “Lo was suddenly dating, suddenly already proposal, you are not suddenly pregnant too right?”
Asbfgtk!!
I tried to take as many breaths as possible and then exhaled slowly.
“Gue actually want to tell a story Just wait for the right time aja.” I put on the clearest expression possible.
“Halaaah, stale!” Sari's mother shook her annoyed hand.
“Loh that's it, Ma'am. You should be happy dong because I am not single and ... Want to marry.” I put down the voice in the last word.
Sari looked at me. “Gue is fun, but feel cheated because you never tell anything. Though I told you all about me even my bed business.”
Yee, that's a story, but I'm not it.
“Sorry, sorry!” I said to weld.
“Big lo!” Sari looked at me annoyed. “Secretly you have to play the same Boss. And lo begoo-begooin all of us!”
“Yes, and make heartache too!” tiwi.
“And make me want to lose ten million!!” Rizal screamed and stared at Sam. “Pak, I'm just kidding, Sir.”
I'm snarling pissed. It feels like I want to wring Sam's face which even laughs without that sound. “He shot me! He should have been the one. Not me!”
“Loh kan elo who nerima!” chirps Mas Angga who immediately made my neck feel choked.
“Kill me, woy! Kill!” I screamed because I had no other way to save myself. “I want to stop being a lackey! I'm kapok!”
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The news of the closeness between me and Sam spread throughout the office. In addition to the news of the engagement that we have been titled and will soon get married. I felt the center of attention and it really made me feel uncomfortable.
Really uncomfortable ...
Every time I walk there will always be a pair of eyes staring and whispering about me. I didn't expect that things would happen like this, stifling and disturbing my mind. I wanted to quickly go and hide in a place that no one else could recognize me.
And the thing that makes me feel worse is that I can't do anything about it. Am I not like a fool now?
But this is all a risk I have to take. Because from the beginning I was in a relationship with Sam, I had guessed that sooner or later today would come. The day everyone found out about our relationship. I just need to be patient and deal with it with a big heart. Because for me as long as there is Sam I will still be able to survive, as long as he extends his hand and gives his shoulder to me. I'm sure ... I can still smile.
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TO BE CONTINUED....