
In a room that was a little messy, Mark still kept faithfully waiting for his mother to wake up from fainting. And it seems , there were two hours he waited there while holding his mother's fingers that began to constrict.
Although drowsiness now began to attack him, he still tried to stay awake because he felt depressed and anxious. Right now all Mark has in mind is the mother, he's really afraid that his mother won't wake up again. Mark was anxious to cry and curse his father at this time who had put pressure and hurt on his mother, but the more he tried to hate his father, the more his heart was scratched like a slashed heart - sayat repeatedly.
"Mark?" lirih Mark's mother, so open her eyes .
Mark went straight to his mother, his eyes unable to hide the reflection of his despairing eyes.
But it seemed that the mother did not care much about Mark's anxiety, her eyes were busy turning around like they were looking for someone else.
And after a while, he became hysterical when he realized that Mark's Papa wasn't there.
"Where's your Papa? Where's?" asked his mother in a panic, Mark had to move to calm his mother.
"Where, Papa? Your father Mark, where?"
Mark clasped his mother's fingers tightly, "Here Ma, let us calm down first!" mark's orders are starting to get upset because his mother is more worried about his father than she is about herself.
"No, Mark, you made a mistake. Mama doesn't want Papa you're more choosy than Mama, you should know dong Mark!" snapped his mother Mark who was completely reluctant to look at his son's face, even he tried to rise with his body still limp.
"Ma!" mark shouted, his eyes almost glazed over, but the tears felt hard to drip out.
Tightly, Mark grasped the shoulders of his mother who had sat down but fell silent when listening to Mark shout earlier.
"Ma, please stop! Mark, please, "the real Mark also felt the feeling of being blown to pieces, surely which child is not disappointed to see his father always floundering with women at all times and cruel again even casually bring the girl to their home.
But every time an evil thought enveloped Mark, inexplicably he was immediately reflected in his mother's tears. He really can't imagine how broken his mother's heart is until bad thoughts happen.
"Mark, would you please do the same to mama?" ask his mother who is beginning to notice Mark's uneasiness.
And sure enough, the anxiety and anger instantly softened into teardrops when listening to his mother's sad voice at that time. Now the tears began to bathe Mark's face, but before that he had difficulty crying.
"Don't get hurt again, Ma. I beg!" it was Pinta Mark who started to release his hand from his shoulder.
"I'm sorry Mama has made Mark hurt," Mark's mother stroked his only child's cheek, she could feel her wrinkled hands clutching her most beloved baby at any time.
"Let's stop the same here, Ma. Mama is not tired of having to survive at home that since the beginning did not want our presence again?" ask Mark.
Mark's mother just smiled as she stroked Mark, it seemed like she had calmed down since seeing Mark's tears .
"You can't go anywhere, Mark."
"Why, Ma?"
"Well, you've said it to you, Mama doesn't want you to have to lose the figure of a father at a young age so mama doesn't want to follow selfish not Papa you." Mark could only be stunned, he could not understand why his mother was constantly sticking to that stupid principle.
"But in fact I never got the figure of Father at all from him, Ma."
"Mark believes in Mama, your Papa will change." Mark could see his mother's confident gaze.
But for this time, it seemed like Mark was beginning to stop believing his mother's words again, he immediately stood up right then and there.
"A jerk seems to never change, Ma. Sorry ma'am, this time Mark stopped trusting Mama again!" sternly Mark went straight from there and made a loud noise while closing the door .
It seems that he was too tired to convince his mother, he really did not know any more how to persuade his mother and here another also no way Mark left the mother here.
Although in the end Mark's own son will be broken into pieces, but he will still be faithful to accompany the mother who is currently still trapped in the mortality of hope that until anytime will not be real.
*Guys sorry if it is a bit short, later in the next part will be extended again deh.Btw, about among the NCT members who is your bias?