MY BROTHER (NCT)
WHAT SHOULD BE PROTECTED?

"Huff...." Chanyeol took a long breath.

"Looking up you sit down first, Papi knows you're still limp!" pinta Chanyeol, then he looked at his wife.

"You're also sitting next to her, Wendy!" the other door was simply obeyed by this Son and mother.

After he saw his wife and son calm down, he stood before them and spoke as firmly as he could.

"How sure are you to follow the learning process today?" chanyeol asked firmly, Mami wendy immediately grabbed a sharp look at Chanyeol who was not touched at all.

Chanyeol knew that his wife was very worried about the condition of Renjun, but however they should not force the will of Renjun let alone who had been suffering it was Renjun himself.

"Maybe I can, you know that I'm not a weak child." Renjun glanced at his mother at a glance then returned his gaze to Chanyeol.

"Papi actually agrees more with Mammu, because Mami and Papi do not want to happen things that are not good for your health condition. But Papi also does not want to force your will especially to make you feel uncomfortable because it is the center of attention of others," said Papi Chanyel while covering both hands.

"So what do you want Papi?" asked Wendy who wanted to stand up but was immediately detained by Chanyeol to return to sit.

"We'll wait for Renjun in the car, this is going to be Saturday so we'll go home soon. What about Mommy?" chanyeol asked his wife.

"I agree," said Renjun who just said.

"June agreed, what do you think of Mami?" Chanyeol clasped his wife's fingers, followed by Renjun who took Mami's hand on Chanyeol's hand.

"I beg you, Mommy. Just this once,"

"Well, you can go to the hospital just after school. But if you feel weak or can't afford you permission, don't make us worry even more." Wendy stroked Renjun's face.

Rejun just nodded, then he stood back by carrying his backpack.

"If so I go to class first, because I've missed a lot of subjects." Rejun walked away without waiting for an answer from them, even though his steps were being forced to walk.

She was really struggling to feel fine, her determination was probably much greater than her pain. But just past the curtain he suddenly remembered something and returned to his parents.

"Please do not linger at this school, you can wait outside the parking lot or cafe near the school." Renjun looked at Chanyeol as if he wanted to give a sign that he was afraid that Mami Wendy met Winwin again at this school.

"I beg Papi," he said, trying to swallow the bitter taste in his tongue because he was forced to call Chanyeol as Papi, fortunately Chanyel immediately realized what Renjun was trying to do and just agreed.

"Thank you," said Renjun before finally really leaving the UKS room and ignoring the call Mr. Heechul.

He walked into the classroom which was empty at that time due to the schedule of computer learning in the school laboratory on the second floor, there Renjun immediately lay his head on the table while closing his eyes for a moment.

Rejun is really exhausted at the moment, even though the distance of UKS to his class is not too far and he has also rested for several hours in a UKS bed. But because this is his choice to stay in school today, then inevitably he must strengthen himself to be able to follow the learning process.

Without realizing it, Winwin came to him in the class while holding a bottle of soda that he immediately put on the desk Runjun.

Renjun was still feeling weak, so he had not noticed Winwin's arrival at all and still closed his eyes to endure the dizziness in the head.

"You should just go home, " said Winwin who suddenly made Renjun look up when he recognized the voice.

Renjun could clearly see Winwin's figure standing upright in front of his desk, but only a calm face was emanated on Winwin's face at that time.

"You're suddenly kind to me, Hyung. Do you feel sorry for seeing me?" ask Renjun who is now sitting upright, but his eyes still look cute.

"No, I never pity you. I just wanted to tell you to stop being spoiled," Winwin said sharply.

"I'm not spoiled at all" Renjun argued.

"Based on spoiled children, you are just a burden on families who always complain and troublemakers. You should never have been born if the edges only create burdens and suffering for everyone!" lamenting Winwin scathingly without thinking about the feelings of Renjun at all, he himself did not care at all about what Renjun would think about him.

Of course Renjun became furious listening to him, he threw the Winwin-given soda bottle on the floor.

"Is throwing things treating your anger? Please stop being childish, you are not a child anymore to be understood!"

Immediately standing up, he had clenched his hands and no longer needed to be described how the look of his angry face. And when he wanted to hit Renjun Face, suddenly his hand was immediately parried by Winwin easily.

"Aren't you the one who's been wanting to talk to me since yesterday? Right now, I've been willing to talk to you but instead this is your treatment, what do you really want to expect from me?" tanya Winwin flat to make Renjun speechless confused.

"You're not the Hyung I know anymore, let's just give up!" Renjun still lowered his head, but his hands were still clenched trying to hold back his disappointment and despair.

"You should have given up from the beginning, you spoiled child!" ledek Winwin sharp.

"I'm sorry, I'm confused now. I'm afraid of death, I'm afraid that the leukemia will come back during the examination. I was afraid that Mami was crying again, I was afraid too" Renjun could no longer make a sound, he tried to calm himself in silence.

Winwin let out a long sigh listening to the desperate words from Renjun, he was really tired of seeing his brother's spoiled behavior.

"Who are you saying you're going to die? Even if you suffer from leukemia again, do you deserve to give up? Don't you think about the feelings of everyone who loves you?" Winwin patted softly Rejun cheeks, he felt indignant to see his brother who had lost the disease even though Winwin's heart was also just as broken when listening to the reality.

It feels futile that he has sacrificed a lot just for Renjun, he said, even he up to defend to stay with their Papa and live in the torment of hell World because it does not want the new life Mami and her sister will be disturbed by the Papa if only she ran away.

"Ah come, I hope your last words this time can you digest well because I will no longer be able to recognize you or reprimand you again." Winwin wants to leave, but his name is called by Renjun.

"I miss Papa, Hyung. Does Papa miss me too?"

"I don't know, he never talks about you at all." Winwin tried to look his sister in the eye, although he felt more pity for his own sister and his chest ached when talking about his own father.

"Then what about you, Hyung. Have you ever missed me?" ask Renjun again.

"I don't have time to miss or remember you at all, my life is so different from yours so stop judging things with your stupid perceptions." Winwin immediately walked up to take the bottle of soda that had fallen and put it back on the desk Runjun.

"So when are you checking your health?" ask Winwin.

"The plan is to go home from school,"

"Please never give up like you used to, this time be useful even though you will be a burden to everyone!" Winwin immediately left right then and there without saying anything more.

"Did I really have a burden on you, Hyung?" tanya Renjun half yelled, but Winwin just walked away without any intention to answer the question Rejun. And unconsciously his eyes began to glaze over as he passed through the school corridor, it had been a long time since he had eyes that now began to drip because he felt the world felt unfair to him.

"I think keeping your distance can protect you from Papa, but in fact you will still suffer if fate reunites you with the deadly disease. What exactly is my fault? Did I really fail to guard you from the suffering of Destiny?" winwin murmured amid the turmoil of his despair. Yups, Of course he is currently learning to tidy up his broken heart by the seeds of despair that begin to grow in his heart. Even if you think about it, I don't know who he has been sacrificing if in the end his own brother even suffered in a much crueler way. What was he really protecting all this time? Why else would he defend all this if he alone no longer had a reason to protect anyone, this time the only reason he had been holding on to so far had been collapsed in an instant by the bitter reality given directly by the droplets of blood dripping on his sister's nose just now.