MY BROTHER (NCT)
RAIN AND MISUNDERSTANDING

Rejun still continues to walk away, no matter how far he fled, which is clear he felt very ashamed of Miko's life. He also began to doubt whether he should have learned to be sincere about the pain he now felt or if he still persevered to survive to keep a million Smiles in the face parents and those closest to them.

"You why, Njun?" tanya Winwin who immediately pulled the arm of Renjun's shirt to stop his steps.

Renjun did not reply, he took a few deep breaths and tried to calm himself down. No one should know what he is feeling right now, not even Winwin is worthy of bearing all the burden of Renjun's worries. Not for now or no longer starting this moment after his heart felt throbbing when he compared his life with Miko.

"No one else can bear the burden that I feel, I alone have to go through this suffering. Should I complain to them at all times, is it appropriate for them to suffer with me?" muttered Renjun in the heart who was still trapped in his daydream.

"Njun? You're daydreaming, aren't you?" tanya Winwin who immediately disperse the rerun daydream.

"Ah, yes why? I'm sorry, I'm just -" Renjun paused for a moment, he seemed to be looking for another reason to avoid Winwin's question.

"What germs?" ask Winwin.

"I'm just gonna take a rain shower now!" concluded Renjun original talk tatlala saw the moans Rain who floated the window glass of the hospital.

"Can't," Winwin refused firmly.

"Because I'm sick? That's no reason to ban me, Hyung. If you can take a rain shower now, why wait for it to heal?" tanyakanya.

"No," declined Winwin for a second time.

"But we used to take small rain showers, so we can repeat our childhood memories now!" tawar Renjun's.

But once again Winwin refused emphatically, "No way, later we can have a fever. Your health is not good!"

"Hyung, you're not here to accompany me, are you? You want to mend our brotherly relationship and you want to cheer me up, right? This time you have to grant my wish, dong, Hyung."

"I know, but that doesn't mean I have to let you rain under these circumstances. Do you want to get worse?" tanya Winwin who did not mind being invited to debate by Renjun as long as he felt that what he maintained was indeed true.

Runjun who already knew that he would lose, he did not run out of sense to give up. He showed a sad face to face with Winwin, "I really miss Hyung who is obedient and willing to grant all his sister's wishes, but Hyung who I've longed for has turned into a rebellious and rude Hyung!" his weakness made Winwin insinuated.

Obviously Winwin can only give up now, he never had the heart to hurt his sister's feelings even though he actually tried several times to hurt his sister's feelings with all his abusive words. But no longer from today, he does not want any regrets that have not been paid at all and He does not know how the destiny will play their lives.

"Alright, you can take a rain shower and I'll watch you from the entrance." Winwin began to give in to his ego, instead Renjun looked carefree and immediately ran out the door while holding a jolting infusion bottle.

Runjun seemed happy to enjoy every drop of water that began to wet his entire body, he no longer cared for a few pairs of eyes to see it. Renjun really wanted to feel how cold the rain water for the last time, the rain can also relieve millions of flames of anger in the depths of his heart.

Meanwhile, they do not realize that Wendy and Chanyeol saw their action, it is clear that Wendy immediately boarded the apoplexy and ran fast there to pull Rejun back into the Hospital.

"What the fuck are you, Winwin! You want to make your sister sick?" snapped Wendy who was no longer able to control her anger because of her concern for Renjun.

"You shouldn't let your sister play in the rain with this kind of pain, especially tomorrow your sister will be in chemotherapy and you'll do as you please. If you don't care about him, you don't have the right to make him sick! Are you deliberately trying to make your sister worse?" snapped Wendy again, there was no answer that could come out of Winwin's lips other than an emotional facial expression.

Even without being controlled by him, he did not realize that his fist almost landed on the cheek of the mother if Renjun did not replace him where Renjun spontaneously stood right before Wendy until making his nose bleed.

"You're too much, Winwin! You want to hurt Mami? You look like your father, you're a rude boy! I'm really sorry to give birth to you," snapped Wendy who was getting loose expression.

Then Wendy immediately pulled Renjun's hand away from Winwin and let his first child was stunned right then and there. Chanyeol who was there also did not know what else to do but give the umbrella he had brought to Winwin.

"You can go home now, let me help explain it to your mom!" chanyeol Pinta.

But Chanyeol's umbrella was immediately subtly rejected by Winwin, and he walked away from there without a word.

Winwin walked away from the hospital in the pouring rain, walking without knowing the direction with both hands beginning to tremble violently. It seemed like he was completely frightened at this moment, his heart breaking into pieces as if this World felt like it wanted to collapse.

His eyes began to glaze over and slowly his tears began to unite with raindrops that drenched his face, his lips unable to move at all.

His clothes were now completely drenched, his steps had also moved away from the Hospital but there was not a single time he intended to shade for a moment. It seems that he is punishing himself to stand in the rain that he has hated so far, it is true that Winwin is one of the millions of people who hate Rain.

Even as a child, he was forced to learn to love the rain for the sake of his sister who could laugh freely and this time he had to punish himself back under the rain drops.

"You shouldn't have given birth to me, if you never gave me a decent life yourself!" his murmured who could still clearly remember Wendy's words while holding her chest that felt crumpled like being torn apart by a wild beast.

Then, without full awareness, he let his feet step across the highway recklessly until he did not realize that a black car was driving towards him in the pouring rain.

"What am I really living for? What exactly am I protecting?" he muttered again, before he finally bounced a few meters away and landed his face right on the road, now his body was completely lying limp helplessly.

Rain drops had also begun to fuse with the blood flowing from his limbs, he could listen to the hysterical sound of voices screaming and some people watching.

Then with the pain that can no longer be resolved, Winwin smiled with satisfaction describing his feelings of despair.

I don't know what he was feeling at the time, but the smile on his face was no longer fading even as his eyes began to shut and his hands stopped moving. The smile bore a silent witness to how broken the soft heart of a hard figure like Winwin was.