
The problems of yesterday still seem to be constantly ringing in the mind of Renjun, he said, he even skipped breakfast just because he could no longer listen to Chanyeol and Wendy's quarrel in the room this morning with the same topic related to Renjun's transfer. Indeed, at this time Chanyeol is more supportive of Renjun's wishes, but the attitude of not wanting to succumb to Wendy even more so and cause a fight of the mouth that never thinned, and, renjun chose to go to school first because he did not want to be guilty of both.
That's what causes Renjun's guilt to grow into a disturbing feeling brought by him to school, he became difficult to concentrate on learning and often behaved just moody to make his friends become worried.
"You got a problem, huh? Kok just shut up anyway," said Heechan who first realized the attitude of Renjun.
"Truly, this child is silent mulu dariitadi and worse our speech is ignored continue." Jeno chimed in, but still Renjun was reluctant to answer and just smiled.
"No problem, just relax." Run up from his chair, "I went to the toilet right away, anyways pause The hours of rest are still a long time so still have time to go to the toilet."
"Don't be long, Mr. Sehun will come in and the father is fierce!" heechan's sweat is only answered by a nod by Renjun.
The slender runes walked away right then and there, he did indeed step his foot but his mind was still fixed on the shadow of unease and doubt. Even the crowded school corridor seemed as if it felt desolate in his eyes, Renjun was still busy regretting what he did to Wendy last night and felt he wanted to retract his words and began to hesitate to insist on staying here.
And in the midst of indeterminate footsteps that direction his eyes were fixed on the door of UKS that slightly opened and made him interested to just peek.
Until both eyes looked at Doyoung who was wearing a Yellow slayer on his neck as if he saw that Doyoung was the son of PMR, but the thing that made him much more interested than the fact that Doyoung was a PMR child was when he saw Doyoung treating a bruise on Winwin's back.
Renjun who was worried about his older brother just went in and shocked everyone inside.
"What happened to my hyung?" ask Renjun.
Lukas immediately hurriedly closed the door so panicked to see the presence of Renjun in the UKS, he said, he did not want anyone to be aware of their existence in the UKS and make bad rumors that would later tear down Winwin's perfect image. Moreover, as far as everyone knows that Winwin is not a person who likes to fight and has a perfect life, he does not want cheap gossip spread in that school.
"You don't go in next time, we're your senior so be polite!" luke's assertiveness was spontaneous amid his panic, followed by Doyoung's condescending laughter at the current situation.
"Sorry, I was just worried about seeing Doyoung Hyung chatting Winwin Hyung's back." Renjun tried to defend himself, then he asked again the same question to Winwin.
"Are you okay?" tanya Renjun once again, but Winwin chose to remain silent until Doyoung finished dressing Winwin's bruise with bandages and gauze.
Winwin reassembled his white uniform and started glancing at Renjun.
"It's none of your business, just go to class! you better get out of here, "Winwin's orders are rejected outright.
"You always behave like this, I think yesterday's incident made us close turns out you are the same as trying to ignore me." ketus Renjun while smiling amusedly, actually Winwin's speech is not rude or inviting anger between the two. But nevertheless, the, it's just that the feeling of uneasiness and anger Runjun is currently what makes him accidentally vent it on Winwin by assuming Winwin at all even though Winwin is just trying to divert the chatter by asking Renjun back to class.
"I don't ignore you at all and I don't intend to be close to you either, so it's better to just leave here now." Winwin tried to be firm on Renjun, even though he was holding back the pain caused by the KDRT blow from their Papa which was completely unknown to Renjun.
"It's up to you, but there's definitely something I want to tell you right now." Renjun told Winwin about what had crossed his mind as soon as he saw Winwin's figure behind the door of the UKS.
"What do you want to say?" ask Winwin.
"Mommy's moving again" she replied.
Winwin raised next to his eyebrows, "Then?"
Winwin who listened to Renjun's request could only smile wryly, then he shook his head. He did not seem surprised by Renjun's move and he also did not like Renjun's desire to meet their Papa again.
"Can't, you don't need to meet him either. If you want to go, you just go!"hatch Winwin while standing up from the UKS bed and reassemble his tie.
"Papa doesn't want your presence at all, so stop expecting anything from him!" said Winwin who still insisted on rejecting the wishes of Renjun.
While Lukas and Doyoung could only stand by while watching the two brothers chat, they were also reluctant to interfere in the affairs of the two in addition to making sure that Winwin did not get out of control and beat up his sister.
"You're wrong, Hyung. However he is my Father, deep down he must love me as Papa loves you." Renjun showed his tight face.
Winwin smiled faintly, not expecting he could listen to his sister's confident speech which actually hurt his heart when imagining how later Renjun was disappointed to know their Papa's personality had changed.
"Why are you sure?" winwin asked as he looked at himself in front of the mirror which happened to be in the UKS while fixing his uniform.
"Om Chanyeol alone can love me like his own son, my own father must love me very much." Renjun remained adamant on his wish.
Winwin let out a long sigh, "Then what if Papa turns out to hate you even more?"
"I don't care about his hatred for me, I just don't want to regret that I won't be able to see him again. I don't want my fear of her hatred to blind my desire to meet her, so please grant my wish this time!" pinta Renjun's.
"I'm sorry, I can't." Winwin still refused hard, until it made Renjun start to get upset and dropped plastic cups on Uks accidentally until the water spilled soaking the floor.
"Why is Hyung always trying to separate me from Papa? Why does Hyung always say that Papa hates me?" ask Renjun who has started to get emotional.
"I'm not making it up, he does hate you and you should accept that fact." Winwin turned around and patted her shoulder gently, before he finally picked up the plastic cup that had fallen on the floor and handed it to Luke.
"Will you clean up this UKS? You see, later we can be scolded again if we make the UKS dirty," concluded Winwin.
"Let's relax, later my PMR members will clean this up." Doyoung's response was actually a little upset at Renjun.
Winwin just smiled while saying thank you, then he looked into Renjun's eyes again and waited for Renjun to reply to his words earlier.
Renjun removed Winwin's hand from him, then he gave a sharp eye glare.
"Stop being childish, Hyung. We're not kids anymore, so stop acting so recklessly and selfishly like this. I don't care about your reasons, I also don't need to be protected because anyway I've been hurt for a long time. I've been hurt a long time since I learned my white blood cells had become a deadly disease that would slowly kill me. So if you really care about me, you should let me see Papa!" snapping Runjun who could not hide the twinkle of tears that gathered tightly in his eyeballs.
Winwin who listened to the words of Renjun just now completely silenced at that time, he did not stop to think that his heart felt tight and feelings of failure began to envelop his heart.
During this time he tried to be the perfect saxon in the eyes of everyone, even he also tried to remain perfect to protect the mountain from pain. But unfortunately the desire to protect it began to mute when realizing this bitter reality. He had long been devastated by failing to protect Renjun, but this feeling of pain grew even more swollen as Renjun said it bluntly this time.
His lips were silenced and the glare of his eyes began to bow to the floor, he tried to think things through and negotiate with himself who was deep in the darkness of thought. It seems that he is trying to discuss with his own sense of ego.
Obviously Doyoung who was there and watched the gloomy atmosphere between these two brothers could only smile cynically while intending to insinuate Renjun.