MY BROTHER (NCT)
GREATEST HOPE

The rain tonight fell so hard, this time the wind was waving so fast that it made some trees almost fall down made by him, this time, not to mention the lightning does not stop blaring in the sky since then which makes anyone must be difficult if not shaded in a safe place. Fortunately, the runjun managed to arrive at a building that is usually used winwin for betting fights before the rain actually fell even more heavily, he said, it seems that he deliberately chose the location to shade because the location is not too far from the House or clinic and a quiet building that makes him able to calm down for a while even though he knows his physical condition is not doin' fine.

So without any cue, he immediately dropped himself on the floor of the building and lay limp there. In fact, so tired he let his nose nose nose nose at this time.Not to mention his stomach does not stop sounding repeatedly because of hunger and his lips also feel pale dry.but, not to mention, his stomach does not stop sounding repeatedly because of hunger and his lips also feel pale dry, he still persisted in his ego and chose not to care about his own health at this time other than just lying down and closing his eyes quietly.

Amidst the loneliness and darkness of that night, the grooves completely spilled out his entire heart.His face was really messy now, now, the dried blood droplets mixed with tears that continued to flow in a closed state.

"Sorry.I'm really sorry!" he muttered repeatedly, whether to whom the apology he wanted to give at this moment, but clearly his tone of voice revealed an indescribable feeling of regret and sorrow.

"I'm really sorry...." Renjun increasingly tightened his voice in a state that was still lying down and closed, so it did not feel like Renjun was really asleep at that time because he was too tired to cry and blame himself.

But his calmness to sleep for a while did not last long, because soon someone who looked familiar with wearing black T-shirts and black jeans woke up Renjun at will.

Runjun who was still half-conscious immediately gasped, he hurriedly sat down while rubbing his face with his sleeves.

And as soon as his consciousness began to improve and his drowsiness gradually faded, then he could see clearly Winwin who was currently in front of him while wearing a hat and mask to cover his face that was damaged on the right side.

"What is Hyung doing here?" asked Renjun confused, he really could not lie to his heart that felt guilty for the incident that befell Winwin at that time to make Winwin's handsome face become damaged.

Unlike the Winwin who seemed to try to calm down, instead of answering Renjun's question, he was busy wiping the dry blood that was all over Renjun's face with his sleeves as well compared to he had to answer the question of Renjun.

"I'm serious" ketus Renjun.

"You take it easy, I came here alone and your parents wouldn't know this place. What are you doing here anyway? You know that they're busy looking for you right now, you're a bad boy who never stops worrying about other people!" winwin complained in a firm tone.

The tenant merely lowered his head for a moment, before finally his lips began to mutter loudly and returned Winwin's sharp gaze.

"Why does Hyung know I'm here?" ask Renjun.

"I'm just guessing, besides you're my sister and I'm sure I know that you'll hide in a quiet place like this if there's a problem. You're the most predictable, yes, the only reason you always lose playing hide and seek with me," ledek Winwin with a smile, he could see the face of Renjun who began to grumble behind his pale face.

"Hyung really still recognizes me, I feel guilty about you." He lowered his head again.

"You mean?" ask Winwin.

"I shouldn't hate you, Hyung. I really feel guilty about Hyung and your face being broken because of me, I'm sorry, Hyung." Rejun mengelasu mute, he could not even say any sentences other than the apology that repeatedly thrown him until making Winwin growled and patted Renjun's shoulder.

"I told you to stop apologizing all the time, so stop saying it because I'm so fed up. I hate to see you fall guilty like this, so just forget everything that went by" said Winwin.

Renjun could only nod, it seemed that Winwin's words the umpteenth time again calmed Renjun's fear.

"It's good that you understand what I'm saying, now let's go home!" bring Winwin.

"I don't want to go home, Hyung!" reject the Run at that time.

"What other reasons don't make you want to go home anyway, Njun? " ask Winwin.

"I'm tired of living with people who are constantly tormented by worrying about me, I can't see their eyes getting wet from crying over my condition. I'm not a fool, I can see how much you're suffering because of me." Wasting his gaze away from Winwin, "And for this time, I don't want to trouble you guys anymore, I know that I am very selfish but there is no harm if this selfish child learns to no longer trouble anyone. I'm also sick of seeing that you have to be burdened because of me, you should be able to calmly enjoy this life instead of being busy taking care of sick people like me!" keluh Renjun that makes Winwin immediately ruffled his hair until several strands of hair Renjun stuck in the palm of Winwin's hand.

"You can finish off my hair if you keep rubbing my head, " complained Renjun who made Winwin smile.

"You have low self-esteem, yes, I am the only one who has a bad face now feel calm. Even I never thought that I was troubling anyone," ledek Winwin who tried to compare his life with everything that Renjun had complained about.

"Then, what about your treatment? What if your health gets worse?" ask Winwin.

"I don't care anymore, I don't want to constantly live in a hospital bed that smells of drugs and an aura of gloom that sucks. I also want to occasionally feel how enjoyable life is, even if later I go it must feel peaceful and sincere because it has succeeded in satisfying my desire to live a normal life like others." Renjun continued to insist on his wish.

"You are selfish, and what about us? How can we move on if you just leave, don't you realize how much sacrifice we have to make for you to stay alive? You're either a complete fool or what the hell, you don't realize at all that you're the precious excuse that made me or Mami and Papi your step to survive in this cruel world!" babble Winwin who was already very upset.

Fortunately, Winwin's babble this time managed to make Renjun silenced, he could no longer struggle apapu other than rethink his desire.

"But I also want to enjoy life like other children, I also want to play games or swim and watch movies like everyone else. I also want to play the bike like I used to or play sports games with you and watch the ball while chatting excitingly with you and Papa like other children. Am I wrong to ask for a lot?" asked Renjun who began to shed tears, now he really expressed his desire in front of Winwin.

"If so let's fulfill all your desires!" bring Winwin who obviously made the Run in shock.

"Could you?" ask Renjun who clearly does not feel sure.

"You just said a very interesting idea and I'll grant you all your wishes, as long as you promise after that you'll have to go back to the hospital and continue your treatment. You agree, right?" ask Winwin.

Long enough, Renjun was silent for a moment, he was still confused by the words of Winwin who seemed to think everything felt easy without the slightest thought of anything.

"You'll know that Papa hates me, how could that part be fulfilled?" tanya Renjun while smiling softly.

"I can't guarantee it's with you, but I'll work on it if everything you said can happen. And I need you to come together to make it all happen, you want to trust me to fulfill all your desires?" ask Winwin.

"But the condition is you can not say this or my existence to Mami and Papi? You should also stop looking at me as a weakling?" ask Renjun.

Winwin immediately showed his little finger at Renjun who was immediately replied back by Renjun with the promise of pinky.

"I promise" said Winwin, who made Renjun smile.

"I will always trust you, Hyung." said Renjun as well as hugging Winwin for a while, before finally both of them took off the hug and Renjun let Winwin back to ruffle his hair.

Then Winwin laid himself next to Renjun, staring at the roof ceiling that was dull white.

"Tomorrow we will begin to realize all your desires, so we better rest now."

"Thank you, Hyung." Rejun seemed very happy to hear it, he also lay down next to Winwin while imagining how beautiful it would be if all the desires were fulfilled.

They really hang all those expectations easily, without them realizing that they might be even more disappointed if one of those expectations cannot be fulfilled. Winwin was really willing to take risks that could have threatened his life, although he actually knew that it would not be easy to realize all the wishes of Renjun especially after a few days ago he listened directly from Chanyeol's lips if the Health Renjun getting worse and should not Run away yourself from the Hospital, so there is no way Renjun can survive long enough to be outside the Hospital like all his wishes. And plus Winwin is very well aware of how cruel Hyunwoo is at this time, especially for several weeks Winwin has not returned home or reported his existence to Hyunwoo, it must have made Hyunwoo's hatred enslaved and he could imagine what would happen if he later invited Renjun to appear before the Papa.

Winwin can really guess everything, but somehow today Winwin willing to take these risks just to fulfill the wishes of his sister.

Although he has repeatedly taken small risks just to help his friends, but this is clearly different at all because as we know that usually Winwin will never dare to take risks that he thinks will actually worsen the situation. And this time he really chose to use all his luck and self to sacrifice to grant the wishes of his sister and he was also mentally ready if he would disappoint Renjun or lose Renjun to forever. He was also willing to be hated by his Mami because he had taken away Renjun from the cradle of the Mami, besides, it is also appropriate that he learned to behave as a good brother to Renjun than he should regret later on.

Maybe that's how much is currently thought by Winwin to make it difficult to sleep, there are even several times he muttered annoyed because of difficulty finding other ideas to become a god granting the desire of Renjun. Meanwhile Renjun fell asleep without knowing how almost crazy his brother is now because he tried to grant all his wishes. But it is not just a mere Renjun deliberately sleep first because it feels sleepy, sleepy, it's just that Renjun deliberately went to sleep first because he felt his stomach was very sick and his head was dizzy at this time so he decided to sleep and left Winwin awake all night.

Renjun tried not to even complain in front of Winwin, he did not want Winwin to later cancel the plan they had made and instead forced Rejun back to the Hospital. He is also not merely selfish by throwing his desire, he just can no longer hold all that. Moreover, he knew that someday he would go for ever, forever, so he did not want any regrets left behind just because he was constantly a good boy who obeyed all Wendy's wishes. Even in hindsight, he currently did not have any pleasant memories with Winwin or his Papa.

And today one of the many wishes of Renjun can finally be realized, without ever having been conveyed to Winwin if in fact he really wants to re-establish brotherly ties with Winwin. He really wanted Winwin to return to be his brother who had always been proud of him and the only reason that made Renjun insist on returning to this city. Winwin is also the reason why the small Run was able to survive and can be aware of the critical, and, because at that time Renjun had heard sayup-sayup that Winwin had said that Renjun should not forever hide in his coma. Never once remembered by Winwin, if he ever said that Runjun remained his sister who always failed to play hide and seek and still let Winwin managed to find it even though they were separated by millions of miles though.