MY BROTHER (NCT)
SCHOOL ROOF

At around 10 am, all students of class 11-E are conducting the learning of Penjaskes. But it seems that not many students exercise today because it also happens that their sports teacher is accompanying Athletics members to participate in the selection competition between schools so that they are allowed to do anything at sports hours. There may be some who choose to play basketball or badminton, but not a few who even go to the cafeteria to eat. Anyway, in this sports learning hour, no one is in the classroom because the empty hour is something that is very liked by every student so they want to satisfy themselves to do everything freely at this empty hour, it also includes Renjun who chooses to spend time on the roof of the school.

From the beginning he had no intention to play sports at all, in fact, he did not change his school uniform at all and instead fled to the roof of the school secretly to calm himself.

It seemed like he was still reminded of Winwin's words earlier, he began to feel more and more useless. Somehow it crossed his mind to withdraw from the circle of friends, he felt that none of the advantages he had at all plus the word Winwin made him feel guilty. He was afraid that later his friends would be hurt or disappointed in him, for some reason he really felt afraid for no reason at this time.

"Hufft.." he grumbled to himself, laying on the roof and closing his eyes.

Right now he just wanted to be able to fall asleep for a moment, forget all the pain and regret that had occurred and relieve this indiscriminate anger.

With the breeze passing by, he could feel the warmth as well as the coolness that mixed with each other across him. He wanted to fall asleep and dream of something beautiful in the dreamland. A beauty that will never be easily acquired in real life.

But while lying down, he heard someone walking closer to him.

"Wake up!" pinta the person whose voice seemed familiar in Renjun's ear that made him forced to open his eyes, suddenly he was quite surprised to see the presence of Jaemin in front of his view while thrusting a bottle of bottled water with a friendly face.

However, Renjun was not interested in getting up at that time. He felt it was not yet time for him to forgive Jaemin's mistake and deep down there was a feeling that was still upset at Jaemin's attitude this morning.

He was still very angry at the commotion Jaemin had made, though, but he also cannot forgive himself who failed to overcome the dispute because he should have stopped the quarrel from the beginning instead of being trapped by the memory of the past when he was in Junior High.

"Take it, here's a drink for you!" haggling Jaemin again, Renjun closed his eyes again.

"You drink, go there! I don't want to talk to you guys anymore" Renjun said.

Jaemin who listened to the words of Renjun just now, could only sigh and join there with a sitting position next to Renjun. He also did not open his bottle and just put it in front of him.

"Do you really not want to be friends with me anymore?" jaemin asked resignedly, but there was no answer whatsoever from Renjun. He was lying next to Jaemin, pretending to be asleep to ignore Jaemin.

"Come on, what do I do to stop licking?" jaemin asked who was now looking at Renjun.

Quite a long time after Jaemin asked the question, until finally Renjun began to budge and open his voice.

"Maybe if you guys get better and apologize to each other, I'll consider making friends with you again." Renjun opened his eyes, he returned Jaemin's gaze which immediately grumbled in annoyance.

"You know I just want to be friends with you, I don't want to be friends with them so why would I apologize?" reject Jaemin.

Renjun turned his gaze towards the sky for a while, then he decided to change his position that had been lying down to sit next to Jaemin.

"I also do not know the reason you really want to be friends with me," said Renjun bluntly without a single look towards Jaemin who is next to him.

Jaemin who listened to the words of Renjun could only laugh amusedly, he felt that the words of Renjun felt funny in his ears.

"I also don't know why I really want to be your friend, but what is clear is that friendship does not need a reason, right?" ask Jaemin.

"I don't know either, but I definitely don't want to be friends with people who don't like to pick on friends!" tell Renjun in a serious tone.

And that Runjun's words just now instantly made the Smile on Jaemin's face disappear, he was bowed for a while and allowed Renjun to feel guilty.

"No problem, I used to hear it." Jaemin smiled again and instead he returned to thrust the bottled beverage he bought in front of Renjun.

But Renjun did not take the bottle at all, he looked seriously at Jaemin while raising his eyebrows.

"By the way, why are you here? Isn't this still lesson time?" tanya Renjun who instead switched the conversation because he felt very guilty, he should not say the sentence.

He never realized that it was actually a light for the dark life of Jaemin which is only inhabited by the shadow of darkness will thirst for Popularity and pressure on his shoulders. Renjun was the only person capable of making Jaemin feel able to release all his burdens for a while. Not wanting to say excessively, but the fact is that Renjun is a person who is able to invite Jaemin to be himself without even realizing it. But unfortunately, Renjun was completely unaware of this. He never realized that he was very valuable in the eyes of his friends and a very valuable past in the life of his older brother.

"incidentally it's permission anyway, because there are activities today's osis." Renjun just nodded, this time trying to filter his talk against Jaemin.

Until a slow blow was felt on the shoulder of Renjun who was none other than Heechan who accidentally nudged Renjun's shoulder when he wanted to sit next to him Runjun.

But Heechan's expression immediately returned annoyed when he saw the person who turned out to be sitting next to Renjun was Jaemin.

"What are you doing here? You want to bother my friend again?" ketus Heechan who was willing to stand up to attack Jaemin, but was immediately detained by Renjun.

"Sit down!" renjun's orders that made Heechan comply and tried to restrain his emotions this time.

"Why are you here too?" ask Renjun.

"Well, I want you to play badminton with Chenle and Mark." Heechan patted his forehead spontaneously because he had forgotten his initial intention of approaching Renjun.

But Renjun immediately refused, he did not want to side with anyone between the two at this time.

"Loh, why Njun? Are you still mad about this morning or do you want to be friends with this arrogant kid?" heechan asked in panic.

"I don't want to be friends with you or Jaemin, if you haven't apologized and made up, so don't think I'm just mad at you!" answer Renjun annoyed.

Heechan glanced at Jaemin who seemed to laugh seeing Renjun scold Heechan, "I won't be friends with him, he is the worst person this school has ever seen. It was as if he was insulting our class and hostile to Jeno just because Jeno did not enter the superior class, "heechan complained with a firm rejection.

Jaemin who listened to Heechan's harsh words immediately went up black, the problem was that he would not be able to hold back his emotions to everyone who insulted him unless Renjun said that.

"You shouldn't have the right to criticize someone else's past with your perceptions, nor should you take care of other people's personal affairs!" jaemin snapped which began to get annoyed to make the two of them look at each other.

"You're the one who's supposed to disobey dong, aren't you ashamed to judge others by their skin!" back to Heechan.

Obviously this dispute made Renjun merass disturbed and grew annoyed, he involuntarily hit the head behind Heechan and Jaemin because he felt his calm had been disturbed by these two annoying creatures.

"You guys are so childish!" lamented Renjun, then he stood up right then and there.

"You shouldn't bring up Jaemin's past, because everyone has a dark past too and I don't need to know about his past either!" ramming advice to Heechan while glaring, then he turned his eyes to Jaemin.

"You should also stop demeaning others, Jaemin! Everyone is born special, regardless of whether he wants to be in the superior or the worst class even though he must still be special and have the advantages of each. You should learn to apologize to Jeno for your attitude all along" Renjun said, before he walked down leaving Jaemin and Heechan on the roof.