MY BROTHER (NCT)
PAIN

The sound of the bell indicates that the class has ended along with the departure of the class teacher who ended the learning. Rendun hurriedly entered his book into the backpack, although there were currently countless more sweat pouring out all over his face that made him repeatedly wipe the sweat with his arms.

After that, he checked the incoming message from his mother who told him that they were waiting for Renjun across from the school, Renjun immediately replied to the message and put it back in his pocket.

Heechan who realized there was something wrong with Renjun immediately approached, along with Mark and Chenle.

"Why did you faint, Renjun?" ask Heechan.

"Where are your feelings now? All right, all right?" ask Mark who actually cares about Rejun, even though they just met briefly.

"I heard you got a nosebleed, why?" ask Chenle too.

"I'm fine, it's just tired and not eating breakfast so nosebleed that until fainting." Renjun threw his gaze at the three friends.

"Are you still sick now? How quiet ever since you got out of the UKS, is your body still carefree?" ask Heechan.

"No, it's just a little tired." Rejun lied, he tried to act ordinary at this time.

"Are you really just tired, Njun? Your sweat keeps pouring out!" Chenle began to feel suspicious, she was indeed a more sensitive person than Mark and Heechan.

Renjun just smiled while nodding, although there were several times his legs were shaking because they could not stay in place for too long.

"Oh yes, our duties were collected yesterday with Mr. Sehun right?" ask Renjun.

"You have to be calm, just calm Njun.You don't have to worry!" Mark spontaneously answered questions about the task, obviously he felt guilty for coming home too soon yesterday.

"Thank you, yes" said Renjun.

"I should be thanking you guys, already want to understand me who came home early yesterday." Mark scratched his head from feeling guilty.

"Okay, you have business too, so we have no right to restrain you either." Renjun patted Mark's shoulder shirt, then glanced at Jeno's already empty bench.

"Well, where's Jeno?"

"Ah, he's gone home like he is. Understand his behavior. He wouldn't be friends with us if it wasn't yesterday's job." Heechan showed his upset face.

"You can't say that! Maybe he's busy too" said Mark, trying to stay positive.

"I agree with Mark, " said Renjun agreed, followed also by Chenle.

It was only forced that Heechan could sigh and give in, he just nodded in agreement with a clear face that made the three friends smile.

"If I go home first, then there's business."

"Yes, be careful!" heechan.

Renjun assented and walked away from the class, he walked while still wiping the sweat that kept dripping around his face.

His steps began to rush because he was tired, and, he even just stared straight ahead because he could no longer look in all directions so he could find his parents' black car across the street.

"Finally.." muttered Renjun who immediately boarded the car, then without saying anything he took off his school uniform with a little moaning pain.

It seems like the red rash on his back began to sting because of the sweat that continues to pour, obviously Mami Wendy was immediately worried to see her son look back.

"Come on undressing? Is the rash getting sicker, son?" asked Mami Wendy who no longer needed to doubt how she felt worried.

Renjun nodded, it felt too difficult just to answer Wendy's question. Especially at this time he was busy lowering his body a little so that his back was hit by a car AC.

"Yeshe, Pa. Let's find the nearest hospital from here, Pa!" Mami Wendy began to worry when she saw the rash on Renjun's back getting redder than before.

So worried Mami Wendy to urge Papi Chanyeol to speed up the car immediately. Papi Chanyeol was panicked at the time, but he tried to keep himself calm so as not to make something bad happen if he followed the panic over the condition of the Runjun.

And fortunately they managed to find the nearest Hospital at this time , immediately Renjun get a thorough examination and treatment from the Hospital who immediately conduct blood tests and some of which will come out after 2-3 days later.

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Tonight Renjun could not sleep, he began to feel the heat but his body did not stop shivering in the bed. With a position of curled up in pain, he cried uncontrollably all night even though that time had shown midnight.

The sound of crying was even heard in the ears of Mami and Papi, to make the two together approach Renjun's room after putting Narang who still do not know anything and only assume that Runjun is just an ordinary pain.

Mami Wendy actually felt devastated to see the plight of her child, until she also cried next to Renjun.

"Darling, where's sick son?" ask Mami Wendy while caressing Renjun's head. But Renjun still continued to cry with his eyes closed while curling up.

"Tell Mami, where's Njun sick?" Mami wiped away the tears on Renjun's face, although there were several times her tears fell on Renjun's face.

Meanwhile, Chanyeol still stands near the door of the room that was deliberately closed by him, not that he did not care but he just wanted to give alone time between mother and child. The part that Renjun currently needed was the warmth of his own mother, so he thought standing near the door was the right choice at this time.

"Junts don't be quiet, tell Mami son...." Mami Wendy tried to persuade Renjun to be open, until finally Renjun began to speak this time in a soft voice.

Clasping tightly to the end of Wendy's sleeve, her eyes were still closed but her lips began to speak.

"I'm afraid Mommy... I'm afraid that if the results are disappointing, I'm afraid that the cancer will come again... I still can't afford to experience the pain of the disease, what if the results are positive cancer? What if Renjun gets sick again?" muttered Renjun who was getting tighter grasping the end of the long sleeves of his Mammya shirt.

"Njun who is patient, son, Njun can not be afraid let alone think badly like that...Mami and Papi are here anyway, we'll always be next to Njun for Njun's nemani." Mami Wendy started to stop stroking her son's head, she put her hands away from there.

"It hurts Mami, I still remember the pain of suffering from that Leukemia... It felt much more painful than when I was bullied first," cried Renjun along with his screams that tried to hit his head that was painful.

Obviously Mami Wendy immediately panicked, she hugged Rejun tightly at this moment as well while crying bitterly.

"Head Renjun is sick again!" his blind shouting, this time it might feel much more pain than this morning which made him thrash in pain on the bed.

Chanyeol who had been silent began to move closer to Renjun and hugged the body of Renjun and Wendy at that time.

Now he can no longer lie to his feelings, no longer able to withstand the turmoil of tears until finally the tears began to drip as well.

"Badan Renjun is sick, Renjun's head is also sick.." his groaning that began to be silent in the arms of Wendy and Chanyeol at this time, he began to open his eyes that had reddened.

Long enough he hid in the arms of Papi and Mami, without a single word now starting to be uttered from his third lip in addition to the dark sobs both from Rejun and the two adults.

Until not some time, finally Renjun began to fall asleep in the arms of his parents. Chanyeol who realized that his son was asleep immediately laid Runjun in his mattress back, even he also improved the position of the Pillow Runjun so that his son was comfortable sleeping.

After that he helped Wendy to get up, then he let Wendy hug him tightly while sobbing.

"The mountain will be fine, he is a strong boy so you don't have to worry!" chanyeol.

"Shouldn't my son have to suffer like this again, why is Destiny so evil?"

"You can't say that, Wen. You can't go against fate" Chanyeol advised, then he took his arms off Wendy and put his hands on Wendy's cheeks.

"We must be stronger than ever, we must help Renjun to be able to fight from his pain. Whatever the results will be, even if later the test results say this is Leukemia, we should not give up because now Renjun needs us. He needs us to accompany him and help him get stronger through all this, you trust me?" Wendy nodded, then Chanyeol kissed her forehead as a form of affection for the wife.

"Jude, you rest in the room now!"

"You?"

"You go first, I'd like to give Remanin a minute. Now you rest!"

"But I don't want to leave the prison, he's gonna need me tonight."

"When you get sick, what? You know now Renjun and Sarang need you, so herbal medicine rest first... You have to take care of Wendy's health, too,"

"You're right, I'm sorry." Wendy showed her sorry face.

"You sleep first, and besides, it's good so you don't have to worry anymore. It's 2 in the morning and I don't want you to get sick" Chanyeol said.

Wendy nodded, she just complied this time and walked dazedly out of Renjun's room.

Unlike Chanyeol who was still in the room Renjun, he immediately covered the entire body of Renjun with a blanket that had fallen on the floor and caressed the head of his son.

"But you know you must be a strong child" said Chanyeol who tried hard, then he went from there and turned off the lights of the room Runjun before finally completely disappeared from the room.