MY BROTHER (NCT)
A FRIGHTENING REALITY

Winwin nodded, "Because from that day on, I assumed that you were gone forever from my life. Besides the reason I still keep this coin so that I still remember clearly the pain and disappointment that I felt at that time, so until this moment I always hate you." Winwin pocketed the coin back and took his eyes off the Run.

"You still hate me, I thought you were just pretending all this time." Renjun also stopped looking at Winwin and just stared straight ahead.

"You're right, sometimes I wonder why Mami would rather take you than me? Why am I the only one left to suffer in that house alone?" ketus Winwin who did not care at all about the feelings of Renjun at this time.

"I don't understand what you mean, what's happened to you all this time? It's not that you have Papa who loves you more than me" Renjun concluded.

"If that's what you've been thinking about all this time, that's it... I also have no reason to tell you about everything I've been through" Winwin said.

"If I ask you to tell me everything as my last wish, can that be a reason for you to tell me everything?" ask Renjun.

Winwin smiled, he could not stop thinking about the Renjun thinker who was threatening him.

"Don't blame me if you feel even more guilty" said Winwin who still did not stop laughing insinuating.

Then he began to act seriously, the glare of hate that began to shine in both eyes.

"Papa did love me more because he was bored with you who are sick, he felt all the attention of Mami was only on you. So he vented his desire by playing with other women, but unfortunately the act was discovered with Mami and made a great quarrel between them." Winwin stopped his words for a moment, he tried to calm his intense feelings of anger when remembering the events of that time.

"I don't know about it" Renjun said.

Winwin turned his head furiously at Renjun, "Obviously you don't know anything about it, you spent all your time in the hospital bed and made our finances run low. You know what it's like to see your parents fighting every day and almost killing each other, moreover, seeing the face of Mami who is always battered because it was hit by Papa plus all the mockery of Papa that turns on you for the crack of their Household," furious Winwin.

Runjun who was still listening to half the reality had started to not stand it, he could not hide his fear and tense face.

"I don't want to listen anymore" hentinya who can no longer listen to the story Winwin.

"Why? Are you afraid to listen to the truth or are you afraid your guilt is getting bigger?" winwin asked while showing a look that humbled his sister.

"I know it's all my fault" the wistful Renjun who started to lower his head, his eyeballs did not stop moving around so much he panicked.

Winwin just sighed, then ruffled back the Runny Hair.

"It's not your fault, you suffered then and I'm grateful you didn't give up on staying alive until this moment!" said Winwin who deliberately dampened his emotions when he found out his sister was not okay at this time.

"Because hating is so much easier than missing you and Mami every day," replied Winwin who made Renjun turn his head in shock.

"I'm sorry, I can understand what you've been through all this time." The fear of the Runjun began to subside, likewise, Winwin immediately pulled his hand back and repeatedly sighed to relieve the pain in his chest that felt tight every time he realized the fact that his sister was really in front of him when these.

"So, can we get better from now on or will you be hostile again after today?" ask Renjun.

"I have no reason to make up for you, after all I see you're fine without me and you've got good friends like them." Winwin said it bluntly as if he really intended to reject Renjun's desire to improve.

"If I had another reason, would you reconsider?" ask Renjun.

"Perhaps" replied Winwin who seemed indifferent, although without knowing by Renjun if he was hiding his fear.

"I'm afraid of death! I'm afraid to let you continue to hate me, as the wall between us thickens. Don't you realize that?" asked Renjun who made Winwin glare sharply, now he began to feel more fear that had been hidden tightly.

"Aren't you afraid of losing me again? Don't you want to accompany me through this pain together? Are you going to leave me alone again and let Mami cry on me like that?" asked Renjun whose voice began to sound trembling.

"Nobody's gonna take you away from us anymore, you gotta remember that! You may not have leukemia anymore or whatever the fucking disease is, either" argued Winwin who could not hide his two trembling eyes.

Renjun smiled, "I'm not your innocent sister anymore, Hyung. Anyone knows that leukaemia's back on me, even the symptoms are visible and you still want to keep lying to me."

Renjun put away all the objects covering his legs, then he grabbed the white uniform that was hit by the blood.

"The recurring nosebleed, the excruciating pain in the head and the feeling of fatigue that does not make my legs tremble. Besides, you were also suddenly kind to me and acting stupid after receiving a call from Om Chanyeol to make your face bruised and my phone broken, is that not enough evidence?" asked Renjun with a smile, then he tried to stand back up and put his white uniform Winwin into his bag while willing the bag.

"I'll wash your clothes to get clean again and you can also consider my wishes again, Hyung!" pukas Renjun who immediately walked away and let Winwin still stunned you in the park with tears that immediately fell when the steps Renjun had completely far from him.

Winwin laid himself down on the lawn, closing his eyes and letting the tears continue to hatch.

In the silence of that afternoon and the blazing sun that was getting away by the clamor of the slowly blackening clouds.

Winwin muttered softly while laughing heartily, he spent several hours continuing to cry there and let the raindrops begin to drip one by one on his face. There may be about five hours Winwin stayed there, calm his heart that did not stop screaming in fear and imagining the possibility of all that would happen if the destiny really took Renjun away for ever from this World.