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"Noah.. Did you see Aira..? I didn't see him before.."

"Sorry miss, Aira just left.."

"Go..? where's..?" ask Azkara again.

"House of his friend, he's been given permission by Miss Harika.."

"Mother..? where's Haiden..? why don't you let my brother.."

"Mr Haiden is still sleeping in the room.."

"Tumben once he woke up late. He is not usually like that." said Azkara. "Did something happen..?"

"No lady." replied Noah. He couldn't tell her before he got permission from Haiden.

"I'll wake him up.."

Azkara leaves Noah alone. He went upstairs to Haiden's room.

"El. el. wake up. let's get up.." Azkara said half-crying. He opened the curtains so that sunlight entered the room. Haiden just kept quiet and didn't move at all.

"El. el.. I love water..!!!" yelled Azkara again while patting Haiden's shoulder.

"Oh common Az. my head is dizzy." murmured Haiden while moving the position to be tilted to the left.

"You drunk..? party with who..? what time did you come home last night..?!" azkara with various questions.

"Iwanka.."

"That snake woman..!!!" shouts Azkara in disbelief. "Oh my god El. It turns out that my brother is so stupid. Why did you accept the snake woman's invitation..? I don't want her to be my sister-in-law.I don't want to..!"

"Stopped..! you're noisy..! come out. I'll rest again.my head is still dizzy.."

"Oh. dare now you throw me out.."

"Hmm. This is my room understand.."

"OK. okay. I'm going out.." said Azkara he was lazy to argue with his brother. This morning her mood dropped after hearing the story that Haiden last night was partying with Ivanka.

"Wait the fuck.."

"Moreover..?"

"Call Aira here. Just tell me my head hurts.."

"Aira went out this morning.."

"What..! who would dare to allow..?" haiden was shocked. He then tried to wake up "Aauuww..!" he screamed while holding his head.

"You okay, what El..?" azkara asked in panic as soon as Haiden felt pain.

"Jawab my question first.."

"Mother allows.."

"Why did he leave in the morning.does he not know that I was sick.."

"Just ask the mother, she gave me permission, why are you mad at me." said Azkara annoyed while coming out of Haiden's room.

Haiden sat for a while while leaning on the bed. He felt a very severe headache. He tried to catch his breath so as not to get emotional. The reaction of the stimulant drug is really very strong. Wait who helped me. He took the phone on the nightstand. He found a message on a small piece of paper.

"What is this.." he muttered as he read the writing.

...'Sir, I'm sorry today to ask for permission to leave because my best friend Nayla needs help. I've got permission with Miss Harika. I have toiletries, warm water and clothes ready. When you get a headache this morning there's warm honey water on the desk'...

Haiden saw on his desk a cup of honey water. He then squeezed the paper and threw it away in any place out of annoyance. How dare you come out without my permission. Wait for the punishment when you go home inner Haiden.

Haiden immediately called Noah to go to his room, believing Noah had arrived. Because it's too late. It's all because of Ivanka fucking woman.

Tok..

"Now.."

"Good morning, sir.."

"Morning." replied Haiden. "Grab some honey water on that table.."

"Yes sir.." Noah immediately took the honey water and handed it to Haiden.

Haiden sipped a little then placed it on the nightstand.

"You've got information about yesterday's incident.."

"Already sir." replied Noah. "So Miss Ivanka got the drug from one of her doctor acquaintances. After I investigated the doctor was issued and revoked his license from the hospital where he worked. For two years the doctor was not working. He now sells drugs - hard drugs that are prohibited from circulating in Indonesia.."

"Did David not intervene in this matter..?"

"There was absolutely no master. All were purely Ivanka's actions.."

"But there's no way someone like Ivanka could have an idea like this to set me up. I'm sure David's behind it all.."

"If we can find any evidence of chat or recording we might be making evidence of Mr. David's involvement.."

"We must be careful.. David can't be underestimated at playing very neatly and planned.."

"Yes, sir, I will continue to seek deep information about David's involvement.."

"Hmm. one more.."

"Yes sir.."

"Who helped me..? the drug Ivanka injected was very high dose. Until now I still feel the effect.."

"Aira sir.."

"How does he help me..? a little woman like her can control my passion.."

"Say he soaked master with cold water.."

"That's all..?"

"Yes sir, that's all." replied Noah.

Haiden was silent he felt something was strange. Because at that time Haiden felt that he had done the unification and even reached ******* so that the influence of the drug was reduced. But why when you wake up everything looks good and nothing happens. Or this was all due to the influence of the drug so he hallucinated.

Aira is the key. When he comes home, I have to ask him..

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Aira put her foot into the public funeral. He was sitting in front of the graves of his parents. This time he really missed his parents. He needs a backrest on what he's been through all this time. Her tears were unstoppable, she was crying so much - so. If his father and mother were still there, of course, he would not have experienced all of this.

"Moor.."

Aira turned her head to the source of the voice while wiping away her tears. "Nayla.." he said softly.

"Hey.. What happened..? why are you crying here..?" asked Nayla while clutching her shoulders.

Aira was getting sad. He was crying on his best friend's shoulder.

"Sometimes tears are the only way when lips can't explain what makes us hurt. Crying Aira won't make you look weak.."

Aira kept crying out all the sadness, all the wounds, all the burden of suffering on her best friend.

"If you're not ready to tell me it's okay what Aira is. Most importantly, your feelings can be relieved and I will support all of your decisions" Nayla said.

Aira wiped her tears "Nay.. Can I sleep in your house tonight..?"

"May." answered Nayla without asking much. "Let's it's late in the afternoon.Have you eaten..?"

Aira shook her head.

"No need.."

"Okay then we'll just go straight to my house.."

Nayla helps Aira stand up. They're out of the public cemetery. On their motorbike to Nayla's house. Nayla's parents were small-time employees. Although simple they live very happily.

Aira wants a life like that. A simple life but filled with happiness. Therefore if he can break away from the Lukashenko family he wants to stay and have his own life. But with the incident last night, of course, ruined all his hopes.

"Go to my room. Rest.."

"Where are your parents..?"

"My parents are on two days off.My grandmother in Semarang is sick.."

"Nay, I'm taking a break.."

"Hmmm..."

Aira went into Nayla's room. He lay down while looking at the sky - the sky of Nayla's house. His eyes were heavy and he eventually fell asleep.

..."I can't possibly do that to you, you're just a servant..!!! you liar..!!!" shout Haiden....

..."I'm telling you the truth, sir, I'm not a liar.."...

..."Hahahhahhh.. you liar..!!!"...

..."No sir. no sir.. mister El..!!!" shouted Aira as strongly as possible...

"Aira. aira.. wake up.. wake up.. you dream..!" nayla said while waking up Aira.

"Oh my god." said Aira. His breath seemed breathless. His forehead was full of cold sweat.

"It's a drink to calm down." said Nayla while giving a glass of water. Aira immediately drank it to ludes without remaining. "You want to sleep again..?" ask Nayla.

"No." answered Aira. "Nay I want a story.."

"OK. I'll listen, but if you're not ready I'm not forcing.."

"I'm fine." replied Aira. He took a deep breath and exhaled slowly before starting to tell a story. "I work as a servant in the Lukashenko family as collateral for Baskara's debt to Mr. Haiden.."

"What..! so all this time you didn't work in your company but in the house of Kafael Haiden Lukashenko.but why did the time we met you didn't know each other..?"

"There I disguised myself as a man.."

"What..! so men, oh my god, your family's heart is yours." said Nayla while hugging Aira.

"So slowly my disguise was revealed but thankfully the Lukashenko family did not get angry or punish me. They were very good to me.." said Aira. "You know Ivanka really likes Mr. Haiden..?"

Nayla nodded - nodding..

"So he invited Mr. Haiden personally at his graduation party. Somehow while there he managed to give Mr. Haiden a high dose of stimulant drugs.."

"Crazy..! your cousin's brother is completely insane.."

"But thank God you can get away from Ivanka and go home. At that time I did not know if master was under the influence of drugs. I helped her into the room. Mr. Haiden had initially kicked me out but I insisted on helping him. Until. until.." said Aira who could not continue the story.

"To what extent is Aira..?"

"Until he vents it to me." replied Aira softly and lowered his head.

"So..so..you were raped by your master..?!" ask Nayla.

Aira nodded - nodding, her tears had already fallen down her cheeks. Her lips trembled as it held all the emotions in her heart.

"I'm dirty Nay.."

"No. You are not dirty Aira." said Nayla firmly. "You did not sell yourself so do not consider yourself dirty.this is all because of circumstances and forced.."

"But I should have been. I could have more resisted sir. resisted with all my might. I. I was afraid of Nay.." Aira was crying again. Gently Nayla hugged him.

"Mr Haiden knows he did this to you..?"

"No.."

"Why don't you tell her..?"

"As if Nay. I'm just a waitress.how about he thinks I'm a liar who deliberately set him up and teased him for his fortune.."

"But he has to know about this." said Nayla. "Wait.. Do you like Mr. Haiden..?" nayla asked while looking intently at Aira.

Aira nodded slowly.

"Oh my god, Aira, why is your journey like this." said Nayla who re-hugged Aira. "Okay.we're looking for a way out.I'll definitely help and support you.."

"After talking to you, the burden that is in my heart is slightly reduced.I am happy to have a friend like you.." said Aira while holding his best friend's hand.

"Thank you Aira.."

"Nayla. please don't tell anyone about this. Mr. Haiden is also not aware of what is being done because of the influence of drugs.."

"Now what are you going to do..?"

"I will behave like nothing happened - what later if the debt om Baskara has been paid off. I will leave the house and start my new life.."

"Okay.I appreciate all your decisions.I will keep this a secret.it's all for your sake Aira.." said Nayla. "If you need anything, you can meet me.."

"Thank you, Nay.."

"Now sleep in peace.I will always be there for you Aira. tomorrow I will take you home.."

Aira was back on the bed. The burden is slightly reduced. He is grateful to have a friend who always supports him.

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"Sir.all the evidence - evidence against Roberto I have sent to the authorities.."

"good.. Roberto will spend a long time in prison for premeditated murder." said Haiden satisfied. "Aira would be happy to hear that.."

"Yes sir.."

"Kemal's confidant I managed to disable.I'll see to what extent Kemal dared to fight me.."

"Sorry sir, it seems that Mr. Kemal is currently working with Mr. David.."

"David..? ah let them all not be my opponents." replied Haiden. "I want us to remain vigilant Noah.because David is the one who takes all steps into account.."

"Ready sir.."

"Yes you can come out.."

"I'm sorry." said Noah who then came out of Haiden's room.

This day Haiden did not go to work and was in his room. His body has not returned like all. He rested at home.

Haiden picked up a cup of warm tea provided by Eda. He walked towards the balcony his mind was always on Aira. I don't know why he misses her so much.

"Aauuww.what is this.." murmured Haiden. He took something that had been stepped on by his feet. Buttons. buttons clothes who is this. this is not mine. It is strange that my room is always clean why there can be buttons clothes scattered here inner wonder.

Haiden immediately exited the room and called out to Eda.

"Governor sir.."

"You know what these buttons are..? the buttons on my shirt are nothing like this." asked Haiden as he handed the buttons he found to Eda.

Eda looked carefully "Sorry this master seems to be a button shirt belonging to the servant. because it has ordinary qualities.."

The waiter..? is Aira's..? why did the shirt button come off and it's in my room..?

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