My Desire
Mystery of Torn Shirt

"It's just a perfume and a shirt, sir, I'll change it.."

"You're right now Eda.."

"I'm sorry sir, I don't mean that.."

"You want to protect a crime..?!" said Haiden. "Stolen is a criminal offense and can be sentenced to five years in prison.."

"But this is Sira sir, who she brought with her only perfume and also she's a servant who has given her time and energy to the master.."

"But he also left me Eda..!!!" shout Haiden.

Eda closed his eyes, he thought hard how to make Haiden calm "Maybe I mean Aira brought perfume and master clothes to treat his longing for master.We are the same - just as not knowing the reason he left.."

Haiden was silent, bit by bit his face turned even calmer. Then he sat down.

"Why did he leave me Eda..?" mumbling slowly.

"I don't know sir.."

"I didn't do anything to hurt her, I protected her but what she did to me. shit..! fuck..!" Haiden breaking table. "Come out. I want to be alone.."

"Okay, my lord, excuse me.."

Aira what have you done. You've been playing Mr. Haiden a mobster you've been looking for Eda's inner problems.

Meanwhile, in the room, Haiden receives a call from Noah.

"Yes Noah.."

"Sorry sir, Gilang we can't seem to suspect because he's clean. There's no sign of Aira there.."

"What about his two best friends..?"

"Sama, they don't even know if Aira's not working with you.."

"Handung..? is he in Bandung..?"

"Until now we have not found him, sir.."

"Stupid..! how do you guys work..?! I paid you guys a fortune to work.."

"Sorry sir.."

"Find him soon..!!! I don't want to know..!!!" haiden shouted and ended his call.

He held his head temple. His breathing was hunting, due to the heightened emotions. He came out of the room "Prepare the car.."

"Yes sir.."

"Hey big baby where are you going..?" asked Azkara who happened to cross paths in the hallway.

"It's none of your business, little boy.."

"OK. I won't help you find Aira." Azkara said as she left Haiden alone.

"Hey you..!" haiden shouted while looking at Azkara.

"Sorry sir, the car is ready.."

"Let's go.."

"Where's mister..?"

"Kelab.."

Haiden got in the car. He went to calm down. Trying to keep his mind off Aira. Damn why losing a servant like him is almost the same as me losing Haiden's inner world growled.

"We've arrived sir.."

"You just wait here.."

"Yes sir.."

Haiden entered the VIP room himself. He ordered some drinks. Who knows, with a hangover I can forget your inner Haiden. He drank a sip after a sip, again and again.

"Sorry Mr. Haiden, do I need to call someone to accompany you.."

"Whatever.." replied Haiden of origin. He was half unconscious because of the drink.

Shortly thereafter came a beautiful, sexy woman wearing only a bikini.

"Good night, Mr. Haiden." said the woman. He poured the drink into Haiden's empty glass. "Tonight I'll make you enjoy the paradise of the world." the woman's hand began to caress Haiden's chest.

"Hey..who are you..?"

"I'm your woman tonight." whispered the woman in Haiden's ear. He gently sat on Haiden's lap.

"Hmm. no. no. No. my woman left.." said Haiden half unconscious. "You're not Aira.."

"Whatever you want to call me.. Aira can too. Tonight I will be Aira for you, sir.."

"Hmm.. step aside.." pushed Haiden. He then stood up with a stagger. "Aira smells so good it doesn't stink like you.."

My insolent rejection was raw - raw. I should be able to get you the inner Haiden woman that night growled.

Haiden walked towards the door with a stagger. The woman of the night managed to hug him from behind "Master don't go. I need you. I'm willing to warm you tonight sir.."

"Go..!" haiden said as he tried to let go of the woman's embrace.

"No sir. I won't leave before you taste me.." forced the woman while swiping her twin hills on Haiden's back.

Suddenly Noah entered "Let go. or you will accept the consequences.."

"Who are you..? mr. Haiden will spend the night with me. Come out you..! don't interrupt..!"

"Aaaccchh..go all of you..!!!" Haiden suddenly shouted

"Heh. well, basic useless men.there is a sweet opportunity not to use.." said the woman was upset and then left them.

"Come, sir.." Noah helps Haiden walk out..

"Hm.. Noah..? why are you here..? where's Aira..? where are you hiding..?"

"Sorry sir, let's go home.."

"No. no. There was Aira here." he said, pushing Noah and staggering himself.

Noah immediately follows from behind, keeping Haiden from falling.

"Aira baby.. Where are you..? where are you hiding, baby..?" he screamed repeatedly

"Sir, watch out.." Noah immediately held onto Haiden's waist in order not to fall. And lead him into the car.

"Master why..?"

"Drunken up. Let's go.." Noah told Tama.

"Okay. ouch. pity sir.."

"Don't ask too many questions.." Noah reminded.

They immediately returned to Lukashenko's residence. Throughout Haiden's journey delirious.

"Aira.." he said.

"That's delirious sir." said Tama.

"You don't have to ignore your concentration on driving.."

"Aira.." he said again. "Why did you leave me..? what's my fault, baby..?"

"Who are you calling me dear..? what does that mean..?"

"Tama. don't interfere with the matter of the master. be quiet and pretend not to hear.."

"Yes. yeah.."

"Well, thank you for calling me if you're at the club, otherwise the problem will be even more complicated.."

"Yes the same." said Tama with a proud smile.

Master I promise to find Aira any way. I won't let you slump for much longer. There must be someone inside behind this. But who was such a neat person hiding the inner Aira Noah.

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Time passed, days changed with days, months changed with months. It did not feel like for almost four months Haiden still continues to search for Aira's whereabouts. But now the situation is calmer, he has been on the move and not slumped again. Although deep down he still wanted Aira back to his side.

Azkara came to visit Aira.

"Hmm. onty's niece is already big.well - well yes in there." he said as he stroked Aira's stomach.

"Today's a sleepover, right..?"

"Sorry Aira I can't. Mom has started to suspect because I'm often in Bandung.."

"What is your excuse this time..?"

"To the cement house in Bogor.."

"Smart you.."

"Eengg.. How's mister..?"

"He's getting better, but he's still looking for you.. Aren't you thinking of going back..?"

"Actually I want to. I miss the mistress, mother Eda, bik Sumi, mister Mustofa and also your sister." replied Aira bowed shyly.

"Well what else are you waiting for. Look at your belly is already enlarged.. soon also give birth.."

"I'm still afraid of Azka.."

"Egoist and prestige.You two are the same.do not want to admit that you actually love each other.."

"I love each other not only, not your brother.."

"Airas.. Aira.. if my brother doesn't love you, it's impossible until now that he's still looking for you who's not a bene a waiter.."

"But he never expressed his feelings for me.."

"How to express your feelings, you just run away first." said Azkara. "El was a stiff man, who he knew only work, business and loved by women.he never pursued or approached a woman.."

"He was after Ivanka.."

"That's out of curiosity, and Ivanka's end result is that ngebet approached El. come on Aira we return home.." Azkara persuaded.

"Later I will think back.I am afraid to reject Azka.."

"You haven't tried it yet. How do you know the answer.."

Aira was silent for quite a while, she digested what Azkara said. It's all true he shouldn't be a coward.

"Think of Aira." said Azkara disperse his reverie. "Well, here I bring your request.Video Haiden riding.You should know my struggle to persuade him to play horse.."

"Thank you Azka. He must be very handsome.."

"How's your content..?"

"Oh he is very healthy and active especially every time he sees the video master he always kicks.."

"Have you figured out her gender..?"

"Say the doctor man.."

"Wow.if El had known he would have loved his first son - a boy." said Azkara. "You've been shopping for baby gear..?"

"Not until seven months.."

"That'll be a little later.I'll be shopping.okay.."

"Hahahahh.well it's up to onty Azka.."

They laugh together. After lunch Azkara came home.

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Azkara arrived at his residence. He had checked carefully no one was following him.

"Azka.. I want to talk..?"

"I took a shower, ma'am, my body was sticky.."

"Well, I'll wait in your room.."

Harika and Azkara entered the room. Azkara immediately took a shower to get rid of his tired and sticky body. After refreshed he immediately met Harika.

"What do you want to talk about..?"

"Where's Aira..?"

"What does mother mean..? I don't understand.."

"Don't lie to Azka. I never taught you to lie.."

"Yes I know I didn't lie to you.." Azkara tried to convince her mother.

"Look at my eyes when you're talking.."

Azkara looked at Harika's eyes.

"Now I ask again..Have you hidden where Aira..?" Azkara then looked down. "Let's answer..why shut up..?"

"Mother.I can explain everything.."

"Okay. I'll wait.."

Azkara took a deep breath - in then exhaled slowly - slowly before telling a story. Fear the story will make you shocked.

"So one night after Ivanka's party, El was injected with a high dose of stimulant drugs he managed to escape assisted by Noah.. and now Aira's pregnant.."

"Ap..app..at..!!!" shout Harika. He was shocked to hear Azkara's story, his face was pale and it made Azkara panic. He immediately brought Harika a drink.

"Mother.it's a drink first.."

After Harika can control her emotions and is calmer she starts asking Azkara "So I want to have a granddaughter..?" ask Harika slowly - slowly.

"Yes mother, a grandson.."

"really..? oh happy mother Azka.." said Harika with eyes glazed - glass. "For a long time I wanted a grandchild. Can I see Aira..?"

"I'll take mom there." said Azkara. I'm sorry Aira, it's time you knew I couldn't lie any longer inner Azkara.

"How's he doing..?"

"Very healthy mother.just the beginning - the beginning of El who dizzy, nausea and cravings. hahahhh.."

"So the loss of El perfume for this reason..?"

"Yes.. Aira's not nauseous about smelling El's body.."

"Ah. mommy so you know the reason why you often tell your sister to make videos.."

"Hehehehhh. Yes ma'am it was Aira's request, she said that if she saw El's tape, the baby would kick in.."

"Oh.really, I can't wait to see her.."

"Mother.I beg El not to know this matter first.I really appreciate Aira's request.."

"Well if that's her request..later I will persuade you to return home..but what is the reason Aira hid this truth..?"

"Aira is afraid if it is considered to trap El. because he is only a servant. actually Aira has loved El for a long time but the basic El the stone heart is insensitive to Aira's attitude.."

"Heh. very dear.."

"Well, how did you know that I hid Aira..?"

"Remember my husband is a reliable businessman, of course my brain must also be smart." said Harika proudly. "First you went out of town a lot. Both mothers heard you talking to Aira. and thirdly as a child you always hid El's favorite things to attract her attention.."

"But I mean well ma'am, so that he confesses his feelings that he loves Aira.."

"Mom knows what you mean.."

"Mom doesn't mind Aira's servant status.."

"Mom doesn't mind.. Aira is a good, independent child and also very sincere to like your sister.I'm sure El will be happy if he is with her.."

"Ah. thank goodness I'm relieved to hear it.."

"Remember tomorrow the mother looks at the grandchild.."

"Ready to do oma.."

They both laughed together..

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I don't know why Haiden misses Aira so much tonight. Every day to get rid of his longing he busies himself with work in the office. Many work with several clients at once. He tried to be busy so that the shadow of Aira did not have time to stop in his heart.

Haiden put his feet behind where the servants slept. He went into Aira's room. He tells Eda to guard Aira's room and empty it. He hoped that at any time Aira was found to be able to occupy the room again.

Sometimes Haiden is silent - silent sleep there while looking for the scent of Aira's body left there.

He sat on the edge of the bed stroking the pillow where Aira often slept.

"I really miss you Aira. His eyes glazed - glass. "I'm sorry I wasn't being honest with how I felt. I love you so much.."

Drrrtt. drrrttt. drrrtt. But in a hurry to lift it the phone fell to the floor. Haiden immediately ducked down to retrieve it.

Hey what is it. A pack is left under Aira's bed Inner Haiden. He immediately took the package and opened it.

"What is this.." he murmured. A maid's shirt that's been torn. Haiden researched it carefully.

"This is Aira's shirt.. Why is it torn like this..? there are some buttons that don't exist..? and these buttons are the same as the ones I found in my room.."

Then he picked up another item that was still left in the package. "Hey..this is my bed sheet..Why did Aira keep it..?"

Haiden continued to pay attention to the bed sheet "Wait..what is this..? bloodstains..?" Haiden looked very surprised. "I have to find out." said Haiden, clutching the shirt and bed sheet.

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