My Desire
I'm Not a Shit Carrier

"How's Ivanka doing..?"

"Oh Mr. David thank God you're going to see my daughter.."

"Well considering we used to be close.."

"Sir David can you help me..?"

"What's that..?"

"Seeing Ivanka's condition that has not been improved, how about we take her to Singapore.I heard the doctor there is no doubt his ability.."

"I understand you mean Miss Nungki.. You need money right..?"

Nungki was surprised to hear David easily guess what he meant "Eh yes right. considering now the company has fallen into your hands and we are only a subordinate.."

"There is no need to rush the madam.I think the doctor here is good enough.let alone Ivanka condition that is still unconscious will not be good later if you have to travel far.."

"Eh right too.."

Suddenly a nurse came who would give some injections on the infusion of Ivanka. It was a routine injection given to Ivanka every morning and evening. Now his life depends on medicine and tools.

"Excuse me. I'll give you an injection for Miss Ivanka.." said the nurse.

"Please.."

The nurse entered the ICU. As they passed, David and the nurse looked at each other.

From the glass outside Nungki saw the nurse deftly inject some medicine into the infusion. Do some checks, check the tools whether they are still functioning normally. After all, the nurse came out of the ICU.

"How's sister..?"

"The condition is still the same as yesterday ma'am.and later the doctor visits a little afternoon because there is a schedule of surgery.I'm sorry first.."

"Thank you sister.."

The nurse then leaves Nungki and David. Nungki looked at her beloved daughter with a sad look. Even Nungki's current appearance was different from his appearance when meeting with his social friends.

"Look at Mr. David.he used to be so beautiful, so excited now his condition is very sad." said Nungki began to sob. Her tears rolled down both of her cheeks.

"Relax my mistress I'm sure Ivanka will be cured.."

Arriving from the glass in the ICU room looks Ivanka's body has a seizure - seizures..

"What happened..! why is his body convulsing..! Iv.. Iv.. Ivanka..!!!" yelled Nungki from outside. "Doctor..! the doctor..! help..! please..!"

A few doctors and nurses came in. Ivanka's heart doesn't work very well. They did some injections, still to no avail. They take a defibrillator or pacemaker to give an electric shock so that the heartbeat can return. Several times they did, but the results were nil. Ivanka has been pronounced dead.

"Yetakaakaakk..! nope..! don't leave mama Iv..!" Nungki was crying so much - so he roared - roaring on the floor without caring about the many eyes looking at him.

Baskara and Dave came running, he approached Nungki who was still crying on the floor.

"Pa.. Ivanka.h..!"

"Yes, yes I know ma.." said Baskara shaking, he shed tears while hugging Nungki.

The doctor immediately removed all the tools attached to Ivanka's body. Then put his body on top of the gurney. Some nurses pushed her out of the ICU.

David stopped their activities for a while. He approached and removed the blanket covering Ivanka's face.

I've helped you relieve that pain Iv. I speed up your process of meeting with God so that you don't suffer any more. May you calm down there inner David with a meaningful smile. With the code he ordered the nurse to continue her work to bring Ivanka's body to the morgue to be cleaned.

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"Good day, sir.."

"What's up Noah..?"

"There's a report from the police that Roberto's been found.."

"Good. Let's go there.."

"Sorry sir.. Roberto's dead, his body burned.."

"Died..?"

"True sir, his body was found near the river, by the people fishing.."

"Crazy..! it's a crazy man's act.."

"In his body there is poison and there are four bullets, one in the head, and three in the chest.It is likely that he was poisoned and shot before his body was burned to remove any traces.."

"What poison was found in Roberto's body..?"

"According to the forensics team his name is Botulinum Toxin.."

"Can I see the bullet used to shoot Roberto..?"

"This is the picture and explanation, sir.."

Haiden looked carefully. He seemed to be silent and thinking of something. In the report noted that the bullets used are brass-based and gold-plated. Having a shape like a boat, the tip is very pointed while on the back it looks large. That means the bullet is specially designed.

Not everyone uses it. This bullet is commonly used by Russians and used on the Gsh-18 pistol made in their country. Only people from Russia's ministry of resilience use Haiden's inner workings. He knew because his father was of Russian descent.

"Noah.I suspect someone.my father used to have a gun loaded with this type of bullet.. and you know that my father's sudden death fell ill and his body weakened. It's all because in his body there's the same poison as Roberto's Botulinum Toxin." said Haiden. His hands seemed to be clenching due to the emotions he was enduring.

"So they mean their master was killed by the same man.."

"Well, it's true that the poison was in my father's body only I knew. At that time I asked for an outopsy without the consent of the mother.so keep this a secret.."

"Yes sir.."

"Do a silent investigation - stay in my uncle's house." he ordered.

"That's mister.. mister Kemal..?"

"Yes, I suspect he's behind all this." replied Haiden. "Isn't he the one who most likely killed Roberto in that Roberto was the one who molested his son.."

"But Roberto was an accomplice of Mr. Kemal, he had already devoted himself to their family.."

"It was cold-blooded, with Olif's aunt alone he could have abused it.."

"Okay sir I'll investigate soon.."

"Good.." praised Haiden for his performance. "Have you called Aira to deliver my lunch, tell her to take Rafael and tell her all the way.."

"Okay, sir, if you'll excuse me.."

Noah's out with the file. He then told some people to infiltrate Kemal's house when they were not around.

Shortly thereafter came Aira with pushing stroller baby. Many eyes looked at him as he carried the baby in the office. They asked why a waiter would deliver lunch while carrying a baby. But they did not dare to gossip or talk about Mr. Haiden behind his back for firing his sentence.

"Good day, sir.."

"Oh Kania. come in.."

"Thank you, sir.." Aira enters and encourages Rafael to see his father's office. Haiden saw it all. He seemed happy, if he could be frank if he could see again he wanted to feel like he welcomed them with a warm embrace.

"You brought Rafael..?"

"Yes, sir. according to your orders.."

"Is he happy..?"

"It seems very happy.he babbles constantly during the trip.."

"really..? come here I want to carry it.."

Aira picked up Rafael and handed it to Haiden. Haiden tickled Rafael's fat stomach and sometimes kissed him with anxiety.

Aira noticed the interaction between the two of them. Rafael has always been quiet in Haiden's arms. Had he been frank would Haiden have rejected their presence.

"Master.. have lunch first. Let Rafael I put in the stroller.."

"All right.."

After putting Rafael down, Aira immediately served Haiden lunch. This time Haiden had lunch with steak and vegetable salad. He was almost finished eating and Rafael was crying.

"I'm done. You can take care of Rafael.."

"I'm sorry, sir, next time I won't take her to the office.."

"It's okay.I'm now used to the sound of her crying.."

"Sorry sir if it bothers you, sir.."

"It's okay what Kania.."

"Then excuse me for a moment." said Aira. He went to stroller Rafael "Why baby. You're thirsty son.." Aira then held him in a sling. "Sorry sir, Rafael is thirsty.."

"It's okay - anything go on anyway I can't see"

Aira sat down and started to pull out her weapon. Well a twin hill that Haiden always feels almost every night. He cleaned the shoots with sterile tissue before giving them to Rafael. Haiden looked without blinking. His filthy thoughts floated up if he could enjoy them right then and there. Haiden gulped his saliva many times, his breath hunting.

"Slow down baby no one will ask.." Aira stroked softly Rafael and smiled looking at her thirsty-looking son. Without him realizing the man before him who was pretending to be blind was also thirsty.

Tok..

"It looks like there's a guest of master." said Aira. He tried to remove his twin hills from the mouth of Raphael. But what happened was that he was crying.

"You go into my room. Continue your activities there.."

"What room, sir..?"

"That's right there behind the bookshelf is a new room.I used to use it for breaks.."

"Oh. well sir, thank you.."

Aira immediately brought Rafael into the room referred by Haiden. There is a fairly spacious bed, wardrobe, refrigeration closet and bathroom.

Do not - do not this room he used to sleep with his female employees. They are all good at seducing and flirtatious in front of the inner master of Aira. He is at war with his own mind. Suddenly he heard the voice of a woman.

"Oh so the guest is a woman.It is fitting that he tell me to come in.." murmured Aira. "Look at your father every day there's a woman approaching him.."

Once Rafael is full he gets out of bed "You calm down here, son, if you don't want to lose dad, I'll take him back.."

With a slow step he walked out of the room. From behind the bookshelf clearly he saw a woman named Goddess who had a very large hill. The woman handed him some papers to sign but why did she seem so agitated.

"Who..?"

"I'm the goddess of the master.."

"What's up..?"

"Give over the files you need to sign.."

"What file..?"

"This is a routine financial statement, costs - costs that must be incurred and also the project.."

At first glance Haiden saw that it was not the contents of the file he was carrying. The file contains a stock switch. Hmm. Want to lie to me apparently inner Haiden.

"Where should I sign..? you know I'm blind now.."

"Oh, this way, sir.."

I have to act. You can't see now, who knows it's a file to trap him which will cause a big loss in the company. Aira takes the water from inside the cooling cupboard. He'll pretend to give Haiden water.

"Sorry sir." said Aira who suddenly appeared. "This is the mineral water, didn't the master tell me to take it in the master's private room.."

"Ah yes. bring it here." orders Haiden.

The goddess looked very surprised to see the arrival of Aira who arrived - arriving from behind. He thinks Haiden is alone. His reddened face held in anger, his plan almost failed.

"Oh my god, I'm sorry, sir.I'm sorry.."

"What are you doing..!" shouted the Goddess furiously. "Heart - donk heart..! work with eyes..!" objurgation.

"I'm sorry I didn't accidentally.." Aira pura - pura lamented. In his heart he cheered happily.

"Don't say that Goddess..! he's my guy..!now you're out..!" haiden's orders.

The goddess angrily and emotionally came out of Haiden's room carrying the wet file earlier. Aira smiled happily at the departure of the Goddess.

"I'm sorry sir.."

"It's okay, you didn't intentionally.."

"Yes, sir, then I'll clear the table first.excuse me.."

Aira cleaned the table of Haiden's former lunch that she had not had time to clean. Honestly, Haiden is proud of what Aira did. I can't stand to hug him. His actions were his attempt to save me. Aira is getting older, inner Haiden.

"Moor.."

"Yes, sir, I will be there for a while. This is still a little less.."

Haiden continued to step closer to him, and a crazy idea emerged.

"Oh.." he pretended to stumble and almost fell. Aira swiftly grabbed him, but because of Haiden's high and large posture they both ended up falling on the sofa with Haiden's position on top of Aira.

"I'm sorry I tripped. You know I can't see.."

"Eh he is the master is fine." said Aira. I want him to be in a position like this. It was an accident, but it was a beautiful accident. I can enjoy your face as close as this inner master. Aira used this opportunity to look at Haiden's handsome face. He thought Haiden wouldn't know that because of his blindness.

"I'll stand up, please help." said Haiden. This he did because something down there was already starting to harden. He was afraid that Aira could feel the process of her manhood standing upright.

"Oh for a moment sir.sorry sir can tilt to the right so as not to fall later let me shift." said Aira gave instructions. Her chest rubbing against Haiden's hard sturdy chest made her female core pulsate as well.

After going through the process of holding back their love interest they finally sat next to each other with an awkward situation.

"Hmm. Then I'll go home, sir.."

"Oh yeah.."

"I'll take Rafael first.."

Aira immediately picked up Rafael and immediately left Haiden's room. Aira got off using a special elevator.

"Noah.. Aira and my son go back and watch them till they get in the car.."

"Yes sir.."

Aira has arrived at the lobby. As soon as the elevator door opened he was greeted by the Goddess.

"Here you are." the Goddess ordered while pulling the rough hand of Aira.

"Hey.!.little swallow I brought a baby.."

"I don't care..! follow me.."

"Yes. yeah.. patience..!" aira said as she flicked the Goddess' grip from her hand.

They headed next to the employee cafe which was quiet at that time because the lunch hour was up.

"What do you mean earlier..?"

"What do I not understand..?"

"You were deliberately spilling water on the file that I brought, right..?"

"If so why.."

The Goddess's hands floated up wanting to slap Aira, but Aira swiftly parried her.

"You want to slap me..! you're wrong, miss..!"

"Detach..! get off..!" The goddess tried to take away Aira's grip.

"Remember anyone who tries to harm Mr. Haiden and his family I will not remain silent..! gotcha..!" Aira looked at the Goddess's eyes.

After throwing the Goddess' hand he immediately left her. Raphael also woke up from hearing the Goddess' cry.

Noah tells Haiden about the incident.

"Sir Goddess..!"

"Reason sir..?"

"Because he dared to bother my wife.."

"Sorry whose master's wife..?"

"Moor.."

"But isn't the master not married to her yet..?"

"I'm assuming it's because she's pregnant with Rafael my son.."

"Oh. well sir.."

"And another one, he had a file with the transfer of shareholders.he thought he could fool me because I was blind.."

"Well master will I investigate further, Dewi did that on whose orders.."

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Finally, Aira arrived home. He was welcomed by Harika.

"How is granddaughter oma..? is it nice to be in dad's office..?" asked Harika while taking Rafael from the stroller. "Oh. granddaughter oma is getting fatter huh.."

"Yes she drinks her breast very strong mom.."

"Hmm. just like his father when he was a kid.."

Arriving from the back of Sumi came while struggling.

"Sorry madam, non Aira.."

"What news bik..?"

"This was Iwan's phone. he said non Ivanka...."

"Why Ivanka..?"

"Non Ivanka is dead.."

"What..! oh my god. that's impossible..why doesn't Baskara call me..?"

"That's me not knowing a non.."

"Let's go over there bik.." take Aira, however Ivanka is her cousin. They had been living together since childhood although not familiar his sudden death made him very sad. "Mom. can I just take Rafael for a second.."

"Just calm down.Go I'll take care of Rafael with Eda.."

Aira and Sumi immediately go to Baskara's residence in between by Harika's driver. Not long before they arrive. Plenty of bouquets and guests from friends, business associates. There David looks accompanied by several bodyguards come to serve.

"Of.."

"Moor.." Baskara hugged Aira.

"Patient to you.."

"I'm sorry for all Ivanka's mistakes.."

"Yes om.. I have long forgiven him. oya where is aunt Nungki..?"

"He's inside. Come in, your appointment was devastated by Ivanka's departure.he needs a friend next to him.."

"Okay, I'll go in first.."

Aira went inside, she passed some guests sitting on chairs.

"Who is that..?" murmured David. Very beautiful inwardly

"That's my cousin Aira." answered Dave who apparently heard David muttering.

"Well, I remember I met in a shopping mall with Ivanka.."

"He's Abimana's son.."

"Your father's brother..? first owner of the company your father runs..?"

"Yes right.."

Hmm. interesting. she is very beautiful. her eyeballs are clear and shady. as if I found peace there inner David.

Meanwhile inside Aira meets Nungki at Sumi's company.

"Tante.." call her slow.

Nungki turned his head towards Aira, his eyes suddenly glared at "Why are you here..?!" his yell. "Go you..! go..!!!" expel Nungki.

"But my aunt came to see Ivanka.."

"No need..! you're the unlucky carrier of our family..!" Nungki pushed down Aira's body.

Aira knew at that time her aunt was in shock over Ivanka's death so did it unconsciously. Nungki's shout attracted the attention of other mourners. Sumi held Aira so as not to fall.

"I'm sorry aunt.." Aira's tears were unstoppable again when it was said to be the unlucky carrier.

"You killed my son..!!! you're a killer..!!!" shout Nungki. Baskara went inside to calm Nungki down. While Aira continued to sob.

"It's already ma... This Aira is not a killer.."

"Since he was present in our family.he always brings shit..! the company went bankrupt and now Ivanka died.fuck you..! benalu's..! the murderer..! damn bearer..!" shouted Nungki while continuing to beat Aira's body, slapping and clawing blindly. Aira just kept quiet and cried. It is impossible to fight. This is his grieving family. Sumi was also overwhelmed protecting Aira.

"Stop lady Nungki..!" david shouted suddenly. He pulled Aira's body to avoid Nungki's attack.

"Don't interfere, Mr. David. My son is dead, that means he must die too..!"

"Please madam don't make a fuss.Poor Ivanka let him calm down.."

"Ma. has ma... has been embarrassed by guests.."

"But our son is no more.."

"Yes, I know, but it's not Aira's fault.." Baskara tried to calm Nungki down. "I guess you go home. om thank you for coming. forgive me.."

"Yes, I understand." said Aira. With a weak body and smashed by Sumi, Aira leaves the Baskara residence.

"Eh wait, miss." cried David. "Wouldn't you treat that wound..?"

"Eh no need sir.." replied Aira lirih. He felt his body sore and sore because of the nail Nungki.

"David. Just call me David.."

Aira looks at David's face, she remembers the person she met in the shopping mall with Ivanka and David Haiden's friend who once made her the target of time archery being Abi. Looks like he doesn't know that I'm Abi Inner Aira "Ah huh.. David." he said with a smile. "No need. I just go home.."

"Don't mind if I drop off..?"

"Hmm. I've got someone to pick me up.." reject Aira smooth. "I'll excuse you then.."

Aira immediately left David alone. David saw Aira's departure from afar. "Hmm. beautiful.." she muttered with a smile.

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