My Desire

My Desire
Blame Your Parents


"What does mother mean..?"


"You really don't know what it is..?"


"I swear, I don't know ma'am." said Aira trying to convince Eda.


Eda let out a long sigh "Well I believe you, continue clean - clean you soon master will wake up.. Don't be late.."


"But that was what was mom..?"


"Let's remember my message, don't be curious about what's going on in this house, we're just servants and our duties are only to serve the host.get it..!"


"Understand mom.."


Eda immediately exited the room with trash found by Aira. This kid really doesn't know what it is. Every man has it in his mind.


Aira resumed her work. He also found some cigarette butts. Once he was feeling clean he immediately climbed the stairs to Haiden's room.


"Sir... wake up.."


"Heh Abi."heerang Haiden. "My head is so dizzy.."


"I'll get you some medicine.."


"No need, last night I had too much to drink.."


"Then wait a minute, sir.."


Aira left Haiden's room and headed to the kitchen to make something and then went back to Haiden's room.


"This man is drinking first.."


"What's this..?"


"Warm water with honey sir.."


Haiden sat down and leaned against the bed. He drank the honey little by little.


"Already.".he said while giving a glass to Aira. "Today I'm not at the gym just yet.."


"Yes sir.."


"Let me sleep for a while, at seven wake me up again.."


"Before you go to sleep, give me your hand.."


"Make what..?"


"I'll just flinch for a second.."


"No need..!"


"For a moment, sir, when my father was alive and had headaches, my mother used to massage to relieve his pain.."


"As much as you are.."


Aira immediately grabbed Haiden's palm. Large and warm hands. He began to massage the area between the thumb and forefinger for about five minutes. After that, move on the toes.


"I'm sorry my master moved to the face if you will.."


"Hmmm." replied Haiden who still closed his eyes.


Slowly and painstakingly Aira massage the forehead up to the top of the eyebrows and down towards the back of the neck.


It turns out the massage was good too. I also no longer feel a headache like Haiden's inner self.


Master Haiden's face was very handsome if it fell asleep like this inner Aira with a smile. Suddenly Haiden opened his eyes. Those loveliest eyes stared at Aira for quite a while. As bewitched Aira fell silent.


"Ehemm... already..?"


"Eh. I'm sorry sir." replied Aira while letting go of her massage and looking down embarrassed. He bit his lips to reduce his heartbeat.


"Come out. I'm gonna take a break.."


"Yes sir.."


"Abi.." call Haiden again. "This morning your cousin will come here.."


"Who's mr..?"


"Ivanka.." replied Haiden. "Today what cook chef..?"


"Hmmm. for breakfast later, there is corn cream soup, garlic bread and Almond milk.."


"Did Ivanka like that menu..?"


"Maybe like.."


"You can get out.."


"I'll excuse you, sir." said Aira. Heh he sighed it turns out he was very considerate with Ivanka. Ivanka deserves it, she's beautiful, classy. He deserves a guy like Mr. Haiden, so for what I feel a little upset inner Aira.


He's headed straight to the kitchen.


"Abi.. You already told the master of the menu that we'll serve.."


"It's Eda's mom.."


"There's a change..?"


"No ma'am agreed because of the arrival of a special guest.."


"Who..?"


"Miss Ivanka my cousin.."


"Tumben master invited a woman to eat, usually they come alone uninvited.."


"Maybe because you like it.."


"Master doesn't fall in love easily.I've known him for a long time.."


"Maybe this time it's different ma'am.didn't you always be close to many women.."


"Daddy..! remember not to talk too much..! hurry and help us arrange the dishes.."


"Sorry. good mom.."


Aira immediately helped Eda arrange the dishes. He had no trouble because at Baskara's house he often did it.


"Mother Eda. It's seven o'clock I'll wake you first.."


"Yes, I'll be ready to welcome guests.."


Aira went back upstairs. He was very worried about Ivanka coming. She felt Ivanka had a plan. I hope it doesn't bother her work here


He was silent for a moment in front of the door before going inside. After taking a deep breath he then went in to wake Haiden up.


"Sir..sir..get up.."


"Hoahhmmm.. is it seven.?"


"Already sir.."


"My head doesn't hurt anymore, so you're good too.."


"Thank you for the compliment.."


"I don't praise you." said Haiden sewot. "Ivanka likes men of what style..? prepare for me.."


"Yes sir.."


Aira headed to the walk on closet she picked out some clothes. He tried to remember the men who often drove Ivanka home. He saw navy blue sweatshirts and trousers. He smiled with satisfaction. Master must be handsome wearing this thought Aira.


"Are the clothes ready..?" tanya Haiden arrived - arrived


"Aagghhh..! why are you naked..!" aira shouted while turning her body.


"Hey. hey, your eyes are blind. I still have a stupid towel.."


"Yes but bare-chested.."


"No need to be excited..! this is what men do. Where are my clothes..?"


"It's mister.." Aira handed over the clothes she had chosen without looking at Haiden. He then walked sideways while closing his eyes out of the walk on closet.


Why is this street kid wearing blindfold all Haiden noticed Aira. Arrive - come aadduuuhhh..!!!


"Why shout - shout..!" Haiden walked over to Aira who was sitting down.


"My head sir.."


"Either if the road uses the eyes. You fool.." Haiden looked at Aira's reddish forehead. "sick..?"


"Sick sir.."


Haiden held Aira's banged forehead.. "Aauww.." cried Aira.


Crazy why the voice of Abi sexy like the inner woman Haiden shocked. "Get out and love your forehead medicine, I don't want Ivanka to think I'm a mean man, always torturing you.."


"Well, I'm sorry.." Aira's voice shook with the cry. Either because his forehead hurts or because of something else.


He went to his room to get the ointment that Eda had given him. While looking towards the mirror, his face was now a male face. He must be strong to face this. Once Baskara has paid off his debts he will be released from here. The plan is to go somewhere quieter. Let all belong to om and his aunt, he will start a new life full of happiness.


"Abi.." call Eda. "Your cousin brother has come.."


"So soon ma'am, I will come out." replied Aira, after wiping her tears and making sure her eyes were not red she immediately came out. "Where is she ma'am..?"


"There's in the living room waiting for the master to come down.."


"Alone or with Dave..?"


"He came by himself. It turns out that your brother is very beautiful but his aura is very cunning.."


"Ivs.."


"Hey.don't call me that. You're here now waiter.."


"Okay I'll call you miss.."


"Good you should know yourself, you're just a guarantee here.."


"Yes the guarantee that saves your life and your family.."


"I don't care." replied Ivanka. He saw Haiden coming down the stairs towards him. "We continue later. watch out for you..!"


Aira just kept quiet without saying anything..


"You've come.."


"Yes according to my promise to you.."


"Well, let's have breakfast." take Haiden. "Abi... everything is ready..?"


"Already sir.."


They immediately headed to the dining room


"Morning mom.."


"Morning El's.. Hmm who's this pretty girl, baby.."


"Oya this is Ivanka Baskara Wijaya's son.." Haiden introduced Ivanka.


"Oh I'm glad El invited a woman here, let's sit down and have breakfast together.."


Eda immediately served breakfast. All there is is just silence and enjoy the dishes that have been served.


Bella Harika's personal servant whispers something. "Ivanka.I heard Abi Haiden's new servant is your brother.."


"Uhuk..uhuk.. hmmm. yes aunt but brother is far, very far away." replied Ivanka while glancing le direction Aira to follow the game.


"Pig.."


"Yes madam.."


"Is Ivanka really your distant brother..? for what relationship..?" asked Harika while looking intently at Aira. Aira was frightened by that deadly gaze. He briefly glanced at Eda, but Eda's gaze implied telling the truth.


"Eeee. My father and his papa miss Ivanka sisters mistress.."


"What brother..? answer it clearly.."


"Eeee. sister madam.."


"Ooo. Brother sister it's a sign that brother is very close not a distant brother.and funny you call him miss.." Harika smiled knot.


"Sorry lady. Now my status is a servant here and Miss Ivanka is a guest of master." replied Aira.


"Oh. Come on, ma'am, can we have breakfast in peace.."


"El. I just want to make sure your girlfriend is a good, honest man.."


"Mom.. Ivanka this is a friend not my girlfriend okay. and I have the right to be friends with anyone, right..?"


"OK.ok.ok, let's continue the breakfast, forgive mom.."


Ivanka stared intently at Aira, while Aira looked down. Eda noticed Ivanka's movements and looked on dislike.


"How do you like breakfast..?" Haiden asked to melt the atmosphere.


"Hmm yeah I like corn cream soup.."


"It's good that you like it." said Haiden, glancing at Aira. Aira immediately lowered her head.


I must be angry with Ivanka, but hopefully you are not angry with me also inner Aira in silence.


Eda felt sorry to see Aira, during the breakfast process he just lowered his head.


Breakfast is over. Haiden took Ivanka to tour his palace. Accompanied by several bodyguards and.servants including Aira.


"Sir.." call Haiden


"Yes sir.."


"Prepare tea and snacks for us in the side garden.."


"Yes sir.."


Aira immediately made chamomile tea put in a teapot and almond cake as a snack.


"Be careful Abi, it's still hot.."


"Yes chef.."


Slowly Aira brought tea and snacks to the back garden. Eda was waiting for him there. Aira immediately poured the tea into the cup. The first one is for Mr. Haiden


"Chamomile tea..?"


"Yes sir, after a meal drink chamomile tea best.."


"Good, this is good.."


"Thank you sir." said Aira with a smile. Ivanka looked at him with a dislike.


Aira again continued to pour tea in the second cup and then gave it to Ivanka. But the tea spilled on Aira's hand..


"Aaauuwww hot..!"


"Sorry Abi my hand was cramping.."


Eda immediately approached and saw Aira's reddened hand "You're okay - what..?"


"I'm fine - what mom.."


"You.." said Eda to Ivanka withholding emotion. "I'm sorry my master brought Abi inside first.."


"Yes." replied Haiden. He was actually sorry to see his servant too. "What about your hand is it still cramping..?" haiden asked with suspicion.


"It's okay, maybe yesterday I had too many college assignments to do.."


"O.o.." replied Haiden while drinking tea. What about Abi's hand, what needs to be taken to the hospital.


"Hm.. Haiden I'll look at Abi's hand for a while, I feel bad because my involuntary hand is hurt.."


"All right, I'll wait here.."


After Ivanka's departure, Noah immediately came to Haiden.


"Investigate Ivanka." she ordered.


"Already sir.the data I have emailed.."


"Good.." praises Haiden. For the speed of work Noah is no doubt. He immediately opened his phone. After seeing and reading the report Haiden frowned.


Meanwhile, in Aira's room.


"This is your hand.."


"Let me give you my own medicine ma'am.."


"It's okay, sir must understand.."


"Thank you.."


Eda painstakingly applied the ointment to Aira's hand while occasionally blowing her wound so as not to hurt the core.


"With this ointment your wounds will not break and return to how they were.."


"Thank you, mom, Eda, for helping me.."


"Ehem.." Ivanka's voice broke the silence. "I want to talk to my brother can you get out old lady..?"


"You..." Eda got up and almost slapped Ivanka in the face.


Aira immediately held him down, "Have you been angry to see this.." said Aira. "Iv let's talk outside.."


Aira and Ivanka are talking in the back garden that is meant for waiters. After making sure things were really quiet and no one saw them. Ivanka lanhsung.


The plaakkk..!!! Ivanka slaps Aira's cheek.


"Denaira Kamania Abimana listen yes..! never once - once you make me angry.."


"I'm making you mad about what Iv..?" aira asked as she held onto her cheeks that felt hot and numb.


"You don't see time at the dinner table.."


"You should know my position, here I can't do anything - anything. let alone lie.."


"Well, that's just your excuse to embarrass me in front of Miss Harika.."


"Iv I swear I have no intention of making you ashamed.."


"You claim to be a close brother that's been very embarrassing for me. Who would want to have a brother a servant. remember we are different huh.."


"But Iv I'm a servant for the sake of the company, I'm tired of having to live like this, have to be a man" Aira said, shedding tears.


"It's just your parents who left you alone.."


"You..! don't you insult my parents.."


Www..!!! "Don't yell at me..! remember that..! shout Ivanka. For the second time he slapped Aira. "If you want to live longer and quieter, don't ever - once you make trouble with me. You heard it was Denaira Kamania Abimana..!" shouts Ivanka who then leaves Aira alone there.


Aira's body trembled, her knees arriving - suddenly limp. It then sits on the green garden grass. He cried bitterly - sedu. Two pairs of eyes were watching him from different places. Heard and saw all their talk. Without knowing each other that they are watching the same person.