My Desire
Temporary Sacrifice

After doing all the checks related to his eyes and the condition of his body, then the operation can be done immediately.

"Mom's glad you'll be able to see El again.."

"Yes ma'am, this blindness of mine pretty much taught me a valuable lesson.."

"I am also happy that my burden will soon be reduced." Azkara said

"Don't dream of you being a child, once I'm healed you still have to help me take care of the company.."

"Yes.iya.iya we think later, the important thing is that you recover first.."

The doctor and several nurses came to take Haiden to the operating room immediately.

"Good morning, Mr. Haiden." said the doctor.

"For doctors.."

"It looks like you're ready for surgery.."

"Yes doc. of course.."

"Well then.we can start now.."

Two nurses took Haiden into the operating room. Aira did not come because he had to take care of Rafael, but actually deep down he was very afraid of Haiden's operation. Last night he could not sleep, even had to turn back to see Haiden who was sleeping. What he really fears.

This corneal transplant operation lasted for almost two hours. The doctor replaces all the corneas and uses a small suture to hold the new cornea in place.

The lights in the operating room have been extinguished, it is a sign that the operation has been completed and the doctor came out of the operating room.

"How's doc..?" ask Harika.

"The operation went smoothly and Mr. Haiden will move us to the recovery room. Kira - about two days later you can go home.."

"For the healing of his eyes until later normal how long doc..?"

"Hmm. about two or three months. It all depends on the condition of the patient. Every two or three days I and a nurse would come to check on Mr. Haiden's condition.."

"Thank you very much for the help of the doctor.."

"Same - same mother.I'm sorry.."

Harika and Azkara immediately headed for Haiden's recovery room. They should be patient waiting for the results of this eye donor surgery. For a while Haiden still had to take medication, should not exercise heavily. Shortly after, Haiden realized.

"How do you feel, son..?"

"I'm good mom.."

"Thank God.."

"When can I go home..?"

"Two days more. but still have to wear a bandage.the doctor will check every three days.. if your condition is good and your eyes don't have any irritation or infection within two months you'll be able to see again.."

Haiden silently listened to the explanation from mother. He really wanted to see Aira and Rafael, and he missed him a lot.

"Where's Kania ma'am..?"

"He's actually waiting for you here, but I'm sorry for Rafael he still needs ASI.

Hmm. It looks like you will be my rival later in grabbing the attention of Inner Aira Haiden.

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"Who is she ma..?"

"He's Roberto Kemal's men.."

"Why is he here..?"

"He needs temporary protection.."

"Mama means he's a fugitive cop..? I don't want to get involved with the cops ma.."

"It's a while until he gets a passport and a ticket abroad.."

"It's up to you, I don't want to interfere. If there's anything - don't I want to get involved.." said Ivanka as she walked into her room. Roberto looked up at Ivanka.

"Don't you take my son's word.he's like that.."

Roberto was silent. His face looked cold and cruel.

"Later your room is in the back.You can rest now.."

"Okay, my mistress, excuse me.." Roberto immediately went to the back room. He fell on the bed as his mind floated on Ivanka.

Gludak. gludak. gludak. Roberto came out to see who it was. Turns out Ivanka was looking for something in the barn.

"Can I help you, miss..?"

"Have been silent don't interfere..!"

"I'm just offering.."

"It's none of your business..! remember you are a fugitive..! don't get close - close to me..!" ivanka said in a high tone. After finding what she was looking for, Ivanka left Roberto. Roberto saw Ivanka's departure by clenching her hands.

When dinner arrived Nungki told Ivanka to feed Roberto.

"I'm lazy ma.. Just dave.."

"Mama asked Iv. We don't have any more helpers.."

"He is a stranger who hitchhikes in our house. Why do we have to be nice to him..?"

"Have followed your mother's request." said Baskara.

"Well..! yes where is it..?"

"It's.."

Ivanka went to the back room. Tok.tok.tok Ivanka knocking on the door. Soon the door opened and Roberto came out.

"Seat this.." Ivanka handed him a rough hand until his vegetable sauce spilled over the shirt Roberto was wearing.

"Thank you, miss.."

"No need..! as long as you get out of here I'm satisfied..! benalu's..!" he cursed Ivanka and left Roberto and went back to her room

Roberto's sharp and cold gaze made anyone would be terrified. The gaze of a cold-blooded killer.

It's getting night. But Ivanka's eyes seem hard to shut. He took a beer bottle and drank it. In the hope that he will fall asleep quickly.

"Oh..!" he screamed while holding his stomach. His lower abdomen is back in pain. "Basic of a fucking disease.." Ivanka walked to her bed. He lay down for a while, arriving..

Ceklek. (open door voice).

"Roberto..!" shout Ivanka. "What are you doing in my room..?! step out..! hurry out..!"

"I won't go out miss. before giving a little lesson to you." she threatened while locking the door from the inside.

"Ap..ap.what do you mean..? don't be like, I'll scream..!!!"

Ivanka has not had time to shout calling the entire house her mouth has been fixed by Roberto.

"Huff.hufft.." Ivanka tried to make a sound but the result was nil

"Hahahahhh, now your mouth has not issued words that hurt people.." Roberto is happy with Ivanka's condition which is now helpless. He then tied Ivanka to a chair.

Ivanka started crying when Roberto pulled out a knife "Hhufft.."

"What..? what are you talking about..? I didn't hear it." said Roberto, putting a knife in Ivanka's cheek. "You are indeed very beautiful but love your tongue as sharp as a knife. have heard the saying 'your mouth is your day' you will soon find out the meaning of the saying.." said Roberto furiously. His hands shook and the blade hit Ivanka's cheek, fresh blood pouring from it.

Ivanka thrashed - her tears kept flowing. He felt a lot of pain. "This is just the beginning of miss." said Roberto. He made several incisions on Ivanka's smooth cheek.

"Hahahhahh...!!! remember, ladies, be careful when you speak.."

Plaque..! the plaque..! the plaque..! Roberto hit Ivanka's cheek repeatedly. Bugh. bugh... bugh..!!! Roberto again hit Ivanka's stomach repeatedly..

Arrive - arrive. tok.. "Iv you're asleep, mama wants to talk to you for a second..?" nungki's voice from outside. As it gets strength Ivanka tries to shout "Hhuufft.."

"Shut up..! quiet..! quiet..!" roberto said slowly but with great emphasis.

Ivanka doesn't care about Roberto's orders. He continued to struggle - thrashing, his feet in a stomp and finally the chair where he was tied fell. Braakk..!!!

"Iv.. You're okay - what..?" ask Nungki. He tried to open the locked door from inside.

"Iv open..! Ivanka open..!" Nungki kept banging on Ivanka's bedroom door.

"Damn..! fuckin..!" shout Roberto. He took a knife and stabbed Ivanka in the stomach several times before finally escaping through the bedroom window.

"Papa..! Dave..! papa..! Dave..!" Nungki yelling - yelling.

"What the hell is ma..? night - night screaming - yelling.."

"Ivanka pa.. mama gedor - gedor door does not say at all even a rowdy voice from inside.." explained Nungki.

"Dave. get me the spare key.."

"Good pa.."

Shortly thereafter Dave returned with a spare key and managed to open the door.

"Ivanka..!!!" pekik Nungki saw blood everywhere.

Baskara and Dave immediately untied the rope in Ivanka's bloodied hands and feet.

"Who did this to you, son..?" isak Nungki's.

"Ro.ro.berto.." said Ivanka softly and then fainted.

"Dave fast phone Ambulance.." Nungki orders. "Ivanka don't leave mom.." Nungki's hug on Ivanka's helpless body.

After going through the rescue process so as not to bleed out Ivanka finally get treatment in the hospital. He was immediately operated on for his stomach stab wound and is still in the ICU due to unconsciousness. His face was also full of cuts.

Kemal came to the hospital to visit Ivanka. He feels guilty for what happened to Ivanka because of Roberto's actions.

"How's he doing..?"

"Come here.." Nungki pulled his hand and took him away from the ICU room.

Plaaq..!!!

"Hey..why did you slap me..?"

"Suckers..! basic men do not know themselves..! not responsible..!" scream Nungki exploded - explosive.

"Diminish your voice. This is a hospital.." Kemal warned.

"I don't care anymore. All I care about is Ivanka's fate in the future.see her face..!" nungki. "You have to take responsibility.."

"I didn't do it, it was Roberto and I didn't ask him to do it.."

"Your staff says that.." Nungki looked at Kemal furiously. His body trembled withstanding the emotion of hearing Kemal's words.

"Just blame Roberto not me..! he also helped you become a scapegoat for the accident that befell your brother-in-law..!" yelled Kemal won't lose.

"OK. fine, but you need to know one thing.. Ivanka is your real daughter..!"

"So.so.. Ivanka is..."

"Well, he's your real son..!" Nungki.

"Oh my god I don't believe." said Kemal while scrambling his hair. "Why did you. You didn't tell me from the beginning." said Kemal.

"For what..? to accept insults from your family.I still have Kemal's pride.." Tears began to drip.

"Yes.yes, I was wrong.I'm sorry.." said Kemal while hugging Nungki.

A pair of eyes watched them with a look of disbelief. He overheard all the crimes committed by the two of them. After recording the conversation his body trembled violently to sit on the floor. He is Iwan Baskara's personal driver.

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It has not been nearly two months since Haiden underwent eye donor surgery. Everything is going well and normal. Haiden still pretended as if he did not know that it was Aira and Rafael his son. Rafael is getting closer to him. The boy was always calm in Haiden's arms.

"Cania.."

"Yes sir.."

"Today my bandage will be opened.."

"Ke..ke..why didn't you tell me..?"

"Everything has been prepared Noah. Anyway, just open the bandage and I'll be able to see again.."

"Oh.yes sir.."

"Can you come..?" pinta Haiden's.

"What about Rafael, sir..?"

"Let Eda take care of her.."

"All right then. I'll be ready.."

Aira immediately headed to her room to change clothes.

"Mother Eda.. sir wants me to come to the hospital. Can you take care of Rafael for a moment..?"

"Go. Take it easy I'll take care of her.."

"Thank you, Miss.."

"You nervous..?"

"Yes, I'm afraid you'll kick me out if you see me.."

"Why are you so narrow-minded as that Aira. don't make your own conclusions before they happen.face bravely whatever the outcome.."

"Behold, since there was Raphael sometimes I demand more from God.. Even though I know it's hard but I really want to have a whole master.. Am I too greedy ma'am..?"

"No Aira. We are all entitled to love, entitled to fall in love with anyone, but to get it we must try.."

"Thank you mom Eda was always by my side." hugged Aira. "Then I'll go first.."

"Yes, be careful." Eda's message. "You're so pretty today." praises Eda.

Aira smiled at him and immediately exited the room towards the front room and waited for Haiden's presence with Harika and Azkara. Once all is ready they leave for the hospital immediately.

"How are you today, Mr. Haiden..?"

"Healthy doctor and of course spirit.."

"Good.then we can start." said the doctor. "Suster please prepare everything." the doctor ordered. "All right, Mr. Haiden, we'll start now.."

The doctor put on sterile gloves and began to open the Haiden bandage slowly. Harika was very tense waiting for the result. Aira and Azkara even held hands and encouraged each other to accept any results.

"Well, open your eyes slowly - Mr. Haiden's land.."

Haiden tried to open it slowly

"Yes right like that. Slowly - slowly to adjust the light that enters your new eye. Initially the view is a bit blurry but over time will be clearly visible.." obviously doctor. Haiden could already open his eyes, he blinked - twinkling to adjust.

"How's mister..? it's clear her eyesight..?"

"Dok why I still can't see what..?"

"Initially the view is a bit blurry sir. for a long time it will be clear because the eyes have adapted.." explained the doctor again.

Haiden tried to blink again, but still he complained he could not see. "It still can't doc.."

"Wait a minute." the doctor took a small flashlight and examined his eyes. There was absolutely no reaction.

"How's doc..?" ask Harika.

"Hmm. I apologize to the family that this operation is not one hundred percent successful as I thought. for Mr. Haiden's condition like this indicates that the donor's eye has not been able to adapt to the patient. Usually for conditions like this can be up to a year more.."

"Oh my god, doctor.." Harika was very saddened by what her beloved son had experienced.

"Mother and Miss Azkara can we talk to you for a second..?"

"Can doc. mari.."

Azkara embraces her mother towards the doctor's room. Aira was alone in that space. He wiped his tears many times. He held back his sobs so Haiden wouldn't hear him.

"Cania.."

"Ii.iiya sir." she replied in a trembling voice.

"Come here. Get me a drink.."

"Yes sir.."

After taking a deep breath and taking it out slowly - Aira slowly approached Haiden and took him to drink "Please sir.."

"You sad..?" he asked while holding the cold hand of Aira.

"Of course, sir, but I'm sure you'll be able to see again.didn't the doctor say it just needs an adaptation between the donor's eyes and the condition of the master.."

"Sorry. I'll trouble you again.."

"It's okay sir. I don't feel bothered.." Aira said with a smile. He looked at Haiden's eyes, which were still blind. The eyes that once made her fall in love were for the first time, the most beautiful eyes she had ever seen. He hugged Haiden tightly. Giving a sense of security and comfort, that he is not alone there he is, Rafael and the family who always support him.

"Where's Noah..? I want to talk to him myself.."

"Well, I'll call you, sir.."

Aira immediately went out to look for Noah.

"Master told you to come in.. "

"Excuse me." said Noah and immediately entered Haiden's nursery. Aira was waiting outside.

"Sir.."

"You're still as handsome as you used to be.."

"So you can see.."

"Well, the operation was successful.."

"Congratulations, sir." said Noah. "But why is it that the lord of the temple still can't see..?"

"I have my own reasons." Haiden explained. "After you told me that Ivanka was tortured by Roberto and she is still DPO, Nungki and Kemal were the masterminds of the death of Aira's parents, David who is getting brave against me so I decided to make my enemies off guard.Let them know that I am still blind and weak.. when they're off guard that's when I'm gonna finish them off one by one.." Haiden was silent for a moment. "I want you to work with me. I just need a little time to turn things around for the better.."

"I promise to help you and gather evidence.."

"Good.you know as long as they're still hanging around out there I'm so afraid they're going to bother Aira and Rafael because they're my current weakness.."

"We're lucky Iwan is on our side sir, so there's a videotape of the conversation between Nungki and Kemal.."

"We need to find Roberto first.."

"Yes sir.."

"Call Aira here.You know she's getting prettier after giving birth to Rafael." Haiden said with a mischievous smile.

"Yes sir.."

Noah soon comes out and it turns out to coincide with the return of Harika and Azkara from the doctor's room. As recommended by the doctor Haiden must train his eyes and always control to the doctor.

"El let's go home.."

"What did the doctor say..?"

"No problem.you don't worry son. With a lot of practice and eye control I'm sure you'll be able to see again.." said Harika encouragingly.

"Well then let's go home.."

Harika took Haiden and immediately returned home.

Arriving at Aira's house brings Haiden back to the room. He deftly took off his shoes and took a warm towel to wash his face. He also brought a change of clothes so Haiden would feel comfortable.

"Master can I stay for a while. I'll look at Rafael first.."

Haiden. Aira immediately met the baby.

"Rafael loves kangen's mother." he said while holding Rafael who was getting bigger. "Heh.your father can't see us yet dear.but I'm sure one day he'll be able to see and accept our existence.." Aira continued to kiss Rafael. Haiden watched them from the connecting door. It feels like he hugs them tightly, takes care of them, gives love, a sense of security and comfort.

"Prophey dear.wait a little while until it's all safe.I'll always be there for you guys.." Haiden immediately returned to his bed.

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After dinner, Haiden's medicine and vitamins returned to his room again.

"Master wants me to massage before I go to bed.."

"No need. Rest, you must be tired of taking care of me and Rafael.."

"Okay sir. tumben once today he's a bit fussy.."

"Go back to your room." Haiden ordered

"Thank you sir, excuse me.."

Aira immediately returned to her room. After cleaning himself and changing his clothes with a nightgown. He took Rafael to sleep next to him. Usually he put it in a baby box but because it is fussy and to make it easier for Aira then tonight Rafael one bed with him.

"Why haven't you slept, baby..?" Aira tried to calm the baby. Sometimes invite him to play and without feeling the time has shown at one in the morning. The drowsiness had already attacked Aira. His eyes were heavy and he was finally fast asleep. Rafael, who was still not asleep, moved and began to cry.

"Ssttt. Don't cry my boy.." said Haiden as he slowly held Rafael. "Why did you make your mother tired..? you want to play with dad..?" Haiden started to bend Rafael. The baby looked calm in his father's arms. Haiden continued to carry her and pat her - patting her back gave a sense of comfort.

"Pardon Rafael's father." whispered Haiden. "Dad promised to love and protect you.."

How long Rafael slept. Haiden slowly placed it in the baby box while kissing it. After that his eyes turned to Aira who was sound asleep from exhaustion. He lay down beside Aira. Looking at the beautiful face of the woman who had made her heart ravage some time ago.

"You're more beautiful." she muttered as she stroked Aira's face. "Add sexy and full." whispered in Aira's ear. Haiden began to kiss Aira slowly - slowly on her forehead, her eyes, nose and lips. "I miss you so much Denaira Kamania Abimana. I love you so much.." The kiss started to come down to the neck.

"Hmm.." muttered Aira. Haiden stopped his actions for a moment. After being convinced that Aira had not woken up he continued on. Hmm. Your body scent does not change, it is always fragrant.

"Hmm. little baby thirsty mother ya.." muttered Aira again still in a position to fall asleep like a man struggling, Haiden smiled to see him. His hand stroked Haiden's head which he thought was Rafael's. Suddenly, Aira pulled out one of her twin hills right in Haiden's face. Then press Haiden's head to stick as when feeding Rafael.

Haiden was so shocked that he woke up something down there that had been sleeping for a long time. "Don't blame me Aira, you gave it away willingly." Haiden muttered. His lips began to enjoy the twin hilltops that he normally could only enjoy in his wet dreams. A pleasure in itself he can feel in the real world. His lips and tongue were engrossed in play while his hands began to stroke the center of the manhood which was getting tighter and throbbing. With only his hands he was satisfied. Someday our core property will be the same - the same give each other pleasure in the real world My dear inner Air Haiden is satisfied..

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