My Desire
Start to Know Everything

Hmm. The base of the big baby still did not change the inner Aira.

"I'm sorry for my stupidity sir. I only do my best for you.."

"But you have to know the limits.You're here only a new servant.remember that.."

"Yes sir.."

"I'll have breakfast here.."

"What kind of breakfast do you want..?"

"Whatever.."

Haiden lay in his bed again. Taking care of this big baby does require extra patience. But that did not dampen Aira's determination to make Haiden rise.

"Mrs. Aira.." call Noah.

"Hey. I told you not to call me that. It makes me want to laugh.."

"How's your mood this morning..?"

"Hmm at first it was good, but it was a little angry." replied Aira. " why..? you want a report on the company.."

"Where do you know..?"

"That file in your hand.."

"Oh.."

"Later after breakfast, you give it to him.."

"Good.."

"I go to the room first. My big baby calls.."

Aira immediately brought a tray containing breakfast and a glass of warm milk.

"Why so long..?"

"Sorry sir today I tried to make a special breakfast for you." replied aira as she placed the tray on the table. "Let's sir.." Aira helps Haiden sit down for breakfast.

"What perfume are you using..?"

"This is Rafael's baby perfume." replied Aira. "Master isn't bothered by the scent isn't he..?'

"No.."

"Today's breakfast menu has mashed potatoes, Bazlama and a glass of warm milk.."

"It turns out Eda told you everything.."

"Yes sir." replied Aira. Not been told but because from the beginning I already knew you liked eating that inner Aira while helping Haiden eat. While eating Aira continued to invite him to chat until without feeling the food was exhausted without remaining. "Do you want fruit..?'

"No need.."

"Well then." said Aira. "I'm sorry Noah's waiting outside." she reported.

"Send him in.."

"Okay, sir, if you'll excuse me.."

Aira got out and Noah got in.

"What do you want to say..?"

"There are a few things I would like to report sir.."

"Sit.." Haiden ordered. "Start.."

"Good sir.so first of all the company's problems, I've found a traitor who has given a lot of information to David's company so that David can easily steal our projects and clients.."

"Fired him..!"

"Okay, sir." replied Noah. "Now Baskara's company has been taken over by David.."

"Suckers..! they took advantage of my blindness..How is the condition of the company now..?"

"It's already starting to develop, but I found something strange here.."

"What do you mean..?"

"Actually the ownership of the company is in the name of Denaira Kamania Abimana.."

"Our Aira..?"

"Yes, sir, in the written shareholding letter. All shares will be handed over to Denaira when he is eighteen years old. Baskara's shareholder letter is only temporary.."

"Crazy.the family is crazy..!" said Haiden. " Did Aira know about this..?"

"Not yet sir.it seems that he does not care so much about all that.all he cares about is living a simple life quietly and happily.."

"Hah.I still feel guilty with her." Haiden muttered as he leaned against the sofa. "Everything you want to say..?"

"I've found a witness to the shooting, sir.."

"REally..?"

"Yes, sir, he gave the police a face sketch and it was true Roberto.. right now the police are already spreading Roberto's photo as DPO and that will narrow down his wiggle room.."

"Noah's good work." haiden.

"Thank you, sir.."

"You've asked the hospital when my donor eye is ready.."

"Already sir.."

"What do they say..?"

"They've got donors who might be a good match for you. They get it from the eye bank in Turkey.."

"Good.I will see again soon." said Haiden. "You can get out.."

"Okay, my lord, excuse me.."

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"You why Iv..? your face is pale..?"

"I don't know ma. My body is limp and my lower abdomen is in pain.."

"Can you come to the moon..?"

"No ma. The end of this comes my month irregular.."

"You can't get pregnant with David, can you..?"

"There's no way ma. It's been a month or so I'm not in touch with her.."

"Another man..?"

"Oh common ma. I'm not cheap like that." replied Ivanka angrily.

"Let's take a check.."

"I'm ready first.."

It wasn't long before they were both ready to go to the doctor. They went to the gynecologist.

"Good day I can help you.."

"Look at the doctor, my son complained that his body was weak and his lower abdomen was painful.."

"Oh.. I'm sorry my mother's daughter is married..?"

"Not a doctor.."

"Well Miss Ivanka there are some things I need to ask about the condition of the body of the lady.. is your period regular..?"

"Hmm it's been a year of this irregular doctor.."

"Sorry.. do you often whitish..?"

"Yes doctor.."

"All right, let me ultrasound first." said the doctor. "Please.."

The doctor did an examination of Ivanka.

"Sorry what is your final weight - the end of this is decreased..?"

"Yes the doctor when I'm not on a diet, but it's an advantage for me." explained Ivanka with a smile. "Isn't it every woman's dream to have a thin body..?"

"It's true, but it has to be healthy.."

"Doctor mean..?"

"If we lose weight drastically when we still eat a lot and do not diet it means there are some indications we are exposed to a disease.."

"According to the doctor what is my illness..?"

"I can't be sure yet.have to go through some laboratory tests as well." replied the doctor. "You often change partners in sexual intercourse..?"

"The doctor asked too personally." replied Ivanka in a high tone.

"This should I ask because if it is true then I will refer you to a dermatologist and genital specialist.."

"I mean my doctor is sexually ill..?"

"That's just my guess.to make sure you're willing to cooperate.."

"I did change mates a couple of times.."

"Active of relationship.."

"Yes the doctor, it's because I'm sometimes unconscious because of the influence of alcohol.."

"Sick when you do it..?"

"Last recently - this is the doctor.."

"Well Miss Ivanka. I ask you to stop having sex freely.This will give me some medicine and vitamins.."

"Thank you doctor.."

They both returned to the consultation room.

"This is my referral letter to a dermatologist and a genitals specialist.."

"My son is sick what doc..?" ask nungki

"It takes a couple of tests of the mother, so I can't be sure.All Miss Ivanka's information leads to a pretty serious illness.."

"Pe.pe.serious diseases doc.."

"For that we need some laboratory tests.easy course my guess is wrong." explains the doctor at length. "And also I beg you to always monitor Miss Ivanka in her association.for the time being I advise not to conduct conjugal relations let alone without protection.."

"Doctor if I may know.. what do doctors think about my child's illness..?"

"Maternal Cervical Cancer is easy - hopefully not.." replied the doctor. "This is the letter and here's the recipe.."

"No doc. that's impossible..!" shouts Ivanka hysterically.

"Relax Miss Ivanka. This is only a guess therefore it needs further examination.."

"The doctor must be intentional.."

"Sorry Miss Ivanka.we are sworn to perform our duties in a respectful manner and cross-legged in accordance with dignity.it is impossible for us to give a false diagnosis.please take care of your attitude miss.."

"Basic jerk..!" Ivanka left the doctor's office with emotion.

"I'm sorry my son doc.."

"It's okay ma'am.."

"I'm sorry, then.." Nungki took the recipe with trembling hands. He could not believe what happened to his beloved daughter. This must be because Aira, since there was that child, our life has always been unsettled inner Nungki while clasping the paper firmly.

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..."Aira dear.." a whisper of someone in her ear has awakened Aira's sleep....

..."Mr.."...

..."Yes, I love.."...

..."Sir can already see..?"...

..."Hmm.." replied Haiden while nodding. "Why call me sir..? call me El.."...

..."El.."...

..."Yes, baby, I miss you so much." he said softly. The smell of mint from his mouth slurped into Aira's nose. Haiden started kissing Aira's lips. Giving a deep but not rough kiss, a kiss that is demanding but not pushy. There was persuasion and seduction in every kiss Haiden gave. Giving kisses and licks that make Aira always want it....

...Especially when the top of the twin hills jammed with the chest of the field belonging to Haiden made a sound of pleasure out of his mouth....

..."You enjoyed it, honey..?" asked Haiden when he took off his kiss....

..."Yes El.."...

..."I want more.."...

...Haiden's mouth has now moved over his chest after getting tired of tasting his lips and neck. Start playing - play with her twin hills sucking mercilessly. "Ohhh." The voice came out from her tiny lips. Groaning and holding Haiden's head tighter....

...Haiden's body moved down. Started to open both thighs belonging to Aira and bring his face closer there. Aira's body trembled as Haiden's tongue separated her wet lips and played along the sides....

..."Ohhh. aaahhh.. El.." he shouted.Haiden's two hands held Haiden's head to immerse his face deeper. Haiden's hand firmly restrained both of his thighs. His tongue began to suck strongly the pleasure bulge of Aira's....

..."Oohh El. yes. yes.. there baby..!" yells repeatedly....

Suddenly "Oek. oek. oek.." the sound of Rafael's crying awakens from his beautiful wet dream.

He quickly approached the baby "Rafael dear.you're thirsty son." he said still with hunting breath. His dream was beautiful and felt real. Aira carried Rafael while breastfeeding him. Aira glanced at the wall clock, the time showing four o'clock in the morning. After nursing Rafael. He rushed to prepare his small baby equipment before taking care of the big baby.

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"You know I'm gonna have an operation soon.."

"Yes, sir, I congratulate you.."

"You're sure the operation will be successful..?"

"I'm sure sir. and wish you could see again.."

Haiden silently heard Aira's words. " Take me out.."

"Tu.tu.tu want to walk - walk.."

"Well, take your son Rafael, too.."

"Oh.all right, sir.wait a minute.." Aira looked nervous from being too happy and excited. He immediately took Rafael and put in the baby stroller. "We're going to walk with dad. Don't be fussy yeah." said Aira while pushing the baby.

"Already sir.."

"Where's your baby..?"

"It's mister." replied Aira as she grabbed Haiden's hand and aimed at Rafael.

Haiden smiled as he continued to stroke Rafael's stomach "Hmm. You're getting fat apparently." said Haiden. "He ate a lot..?"

"Just drink ASI tuan. is only six weeks old so only ASI can enter.."

"Oh.." Haiden replied with a bow. He was embarrassed to hear Aira's reply.

"We walk now, sir.."

"Come.." replied Haiden.

Aira put Haiden's left hand on his shoulder while Haiden's right hand held the stick. Both of Aira's hands pushed the baby troller. The two of them started walking, along the way Aira continued to explain the atmosphere he saw very clearly. So even though Haiden could not see he could feel the atmosphere described by Aira.

It didn't feel like they had been in the park for nearly an hour. "Sir, how about we go in..? the wind is a little strong.."

"All right, let's go in.."

"Sir is cold..?"

"It's okay - what.."

"Hmm.. for a moment." said Aira while confirming Haiden's shirt button so that it can cover his neck. "Well, this is warmer.."

"Thank you.."

"Let's get our master inside.."

They went inside the house. There was Harika and Azka who were in the living room.

"El dear.." said Harika

"Mother.."

"I'm glad you want to walk." said Harika while hugging Haiden.

"Tomorrow I'll try breakfast in the dining room.."

"really..? oh, I'm so happy to hear that, son.." cried Harika.

"I'm glad you want to change El." Azkara said

"One more week I'm going to have surgery.I'm sorry if I've been making you anxious and keeping Azka busy.."

"Well, you have to pay a lot for it." Azkara replied.

After talking for a while Haiden decided to go to the room.

"Sorry sir I will return Rafael first in the room.."

"Hmm." replied Haiden.

Aira immediately brought Rafael to the room.

Meanwhile Haiden sat on the sofa. His face looked fresher. He thought about asking his new waitress for help to shave. He stood up and walked slowly with the help of his cane to the connecting door.

"Ka.." His call stopped when he heard something.

"Hmm. You're glad my little baby's been walking around with dad.." Aira said to Rafael while changing her clothes and diapers. "Mother stay first.don't fuss yes.in a minute mom Eda comes okay.." pamit Aira while kissing the cheek of padlocked Rafael many times.

Haiden who heard that all held his staff with trembling hands. Between shock, anger, pleasure and confusion.

They had all dared to lie to me in the moment when my inner blind Haiden growled. He immediately returned to his couch. Shortly after, Aira returned.

"Sorry my master for too long.I have to change Rafael's clothes first.."

Haiden just kept quiet "Call Noah here..! get him into my study..!"

"Yes sir.." Aira immediately grabbed her phone and made a call with Noah. "Here you are. Noah will be here soon.."

"Take me to my office.."

"Yes sir.."

Aira immediately took Haiden to her study. The room he used to clean regularly. Shortly thereafter Noah arrived.

"Leave us alone.."

"Well sir excuse me.." said Aira.

After the departure of Aira. Haiden was only silent, but his hands trembled withholding emotions if he was not blind at this time already in making sure Noah would be battered because he had dared to lie to him.

"I'm waiting for you to tell me.."

"Sorry what story, sir..?"

"About your lies.."

"Sorry what you mean..?"

The braakkk..!!! "Don't pretend to be Noah's fool..! I was blind..!" shout Haiden. Noah could immediately read the situation.

"I'm sorry before, sir.."

"You're my man Noah. You should have been loyal to me.."

"I understand sir, but please listen to my reasons for doing that.."

"All right, let me give you one chance.explain everything.."

"Well sir.before I got a gunshot wound I actually wanted to tell you that Aira was pregnant even though Miss Azka and Miss Harika were preventing her at that time.."

"What..! mom and Azka know that Aira is pregnant..?"

"True sir. after I realized from the coma they met me telling me the reason why they hid this from the master.all Aira requests because he was afraid if the master knew that he had raped her, sir will consider this a trap from him. Considering he still has debt.at first he did not know that it will make him pregnant and after knowing he chose to leave.."

"Who's hiding it..?"

"Miss Azka sir. So Ujang was the one who took care of Aira during her pregnancy.."

"Damn it. the little boy managed to prank me..! just wait for it..!" Haiden growling.

"Aira did not know the accident that befell master, until finally she knew and was in shock so that she gave birth prematurely." said Noah.

"Why did he do that..? why is everyone fooling me..?"

"Because at that time the master refused to meet Aira. The lord is plunged into blindness. But Aira was determined to take care of the silent master and change her name to Kania." Noah explained. "Everyone wants you to rise and not fall again.and you need to know that Aira loves you very much.."

"What makes you so sure that she loves me. She's tricked me anyway.."

"During her pregnancy she always asked Ms. Azkara to make a video about mister. not aborting her baby. giving her baby name with the combination of her master name and her name.it is all because Aira loves her master. He thought he was the only one who loved the master.he was ashamed that a servant liked the master.."

Haiden silently listened to Noah's explanation. He tried to think calmly without emotion. "You actually know how I feel about her..?"

"Yes sir.."

"If I don't love him there's no way I'm looking for him like crazy, don't he know and feel that." said Haiden.

"Sorry all this time, you have never been frank, sometimes women need reassurance, replied Noah

"Noah I want my operation to accelerate.."

"Yes sir.."

"Come here." orders Haiden. "Close to me.."

"Okay sir." replied Noah as he advanced directly in front of Haiden.

Then Haiden held Noah's cheek and plaakkk..!!! "It's a slap because you lied to me.."

Noah grimaced

"I'm lucky I'm blind. Otherwise you're already in the hospital.."

"Thank you for the kindness of you.."

"Take me to my room and keep pretending that I don't know what until my surgery arrives.."

"Yes sir.."

Noah Segppera escorted Haiden into his room.

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"Good morning, sir.."

"For Kania. help me shave.."

"Okay sir." replied Aira. He immediately prepared everything. Razors, cream, towels and warm water. "Let's sir.." Aira began to shave, initially her hands were trembling because they had to be close to her master even just a thin distance away. Haiden's breath felt warm on his face.

"You used to shave your husband..?"

"Ii.ii.iiya sir.."

"Mirror..?"

"Yes because this is the first time I shaved a man." she replied

"She once shaved your husband..?" ask Haiden with a smile. You're trapped in her inner Aira.

"Oh. yeah, I mean another man, sir.."

"Oh.." Haiden nodded - nodding. "It looks like it's still got fur.less clean." said Haiden as he touched his cheek.

"really..? which one is sir..?"

"It's.."

"It seems to have cleared all the masters.."

"Look a little closer.My hand still feels rough.."

"Yes sir.." Aira looked closely even very close just a few centi away. He opened his eyes wide. And suddenly Haiden turned his face towards her. Quickie kiss, a short kiss.

"Sorry sir.." Aira nervously immediately retreated and dropped her razor. He immediately took it.

"It's okay." replied Haiden, on his face looks a satisfaction.

"Sa.sa.I will take a new knife, sir." said Aira.

"Yes." replied Haiden. He deliberately moved his legs slightly, finally Aira stumbled

"Aacch..!" his yell. He sat on Haiden's lap. "Sorry sir." said Aira trying to stand up but Haiden's burly hand held her back.

"Looks like you miss your husband..?" the whisper was soft in Aira's ear. It made her nape Aira feel amused.

"Lord.iiya." replied Aira as she stood up again and succeeded. He left immediately for fear that his heart would be heard by Haiden. You contain the inner Aira of Haiden and I love it.

After the drama of shaving the beard occurred Aira immediately prepared some clothes and equipment that must be brought for his master eye surgery in the hospital. He was grateful that Haiden would be able to see again. But he was also sad what if Haiden found out about him. Will he accept his present condition.

"Cania.."

"Yes sir.."

"Can I hold Rafael..? I came - I wanted to carry her.."

"Well sir a minute.." Aira immediately took Rafael and placed him on Haiden's lap.

"Hmm. add fat you're Rafael. That means you drink breast milk very well." said Haiden. Now Aira became embarrassed to hear it even when she remembered her mischievous dream.

Aira had captured the moment, he was afraid that his master would not accept his presence and Rafael.

Soon I will see Rafael my inner son Haiden.

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