My Desire
Back to Your Side

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"Who the hell is this.." muttered Azkara annoyed. "Yes hello.."

"Miss.this is my Tama.." Tama called in a trembling voice.

"What's Tama doing..?"

"Mr.lady.sir.."

"What's up with EL. Quickly say.."

"Master's accident.."

"What..!!! an accident.."

"Yes non. This is me already in the hospital.."

"OK.. good wait for me. I'll be there after my business here is done.."

"Non good.."

"You tell Abdul and Mustofa to come to Bandung.."

"Non good.."

"Explain to them, Abdul will pick up mom and Mustofa will I stay in the hospital because Noah was hit by gunfire.."

"Non good.."

The call ended after Azkara made sure everything was going according to his direction.

Oh my god, this is what trials are. Poor El, I beg after this give him happiness, be able to form a family together with the people he loves.

After arriving at the hospital in the Bandung area, Noah was immediately taken into the IGD room and immediately got treatment.

Azkara immediately picked up her phone and tried to contact her.

" Ho Azka... How's Noah doing..?"

"Have entered the operating room." replied Azkara. "Mother please stay away from Aira if you are near her right now.."

"Why..? what's up..?"

"I beg you mother.."

"Alright." said Harika while slightly away from Aira. "I'm away. Talk.."

"My mother please, I'm strong to hear this news.."

"Don't play puzzles with mom.."

"Mothers.. Haiden accident.."

"Oh my god." cried Harika. "why did Azka happen..? how's your brother doing..?" harika's entire body was limp, her hands were trembling and her tears were beginning to fall.

"I don't know mom yet.. Abdul and Mustofa just picked us up. I beg you not to let Aira know. behave as usual mom. I do not want this news to affect the baby.."

"Yes, yes. I understand.."

Call ended. Harika still shed tears. He took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Then slowly she wiped her tears.

"What's the matter, mom..? everything's okay, right..?"

"Yes everything's fine.I just feel sorry for Noah.he's been with us for a long time and an orphan like you.."

"Everything will be fine, ma'am." said Aira while hugging gently Harika.

"Well, we're going home. There's a Mustofa who's going to look after Noah.."

"All right. I'm helping you pack.."

"Thank you Aira." said Harika who stroked her cheek gently.

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After arriving in Jakarta

"How is my son's condition doctor..?" ask Harika.

"I have to tell Mrs Harika everything and I hope you're strong enough to hear it.."

"We're ready to dock." Azkara replied.

"So the condition of Mr. Haiden's body only suffered a fracture in the hand, some stitches due to tearing, it's in the legs and temples. everything we can overcome...."

"What is it, doc..?" ask Harika to panic.

"Haiden's two eyes were hit by broken glass, breaking his corneas.."

"Oh my god..!" peekit Harika's. "Will Haiden go blind, doc..?"

"Yes, Miss Harika.."

Harika sits limp on hearing what happened to her beloved son. He will not be able to see again, his world will be dark. What about his condition later if he knew he wouldn't be able to see again..

"Mother calm down." said Azkara trying to calm down. "Sorry doctor, can you handle it with an eye donor..?"

"It can be. but it must find an eye that matches that of Mr. Haiden. and it can take quite a long time.."

"I beg the doctor.we will pay whatever origin my brother can see again.."

"I know. but this eye graft procedure needs a process. it's not instantaneous, so I beg you all to pray that soon we find an eye donor.."

"We'll also look for doc.."

"Well, then excuse me.."

"Thank you doctor." said Azkara. "Mom let's sit there.." Azkara helped Hatika stand up and sit in the waiting chair.

"How will your brother's fate be. he will definitely be in shock.."

"It must have been like that at first, but I'm sure El will be able to rise from all this.."

"Well, how about Aira.."

"Let her give birth to her first mother.I'm afraid that she knows this news will shock and affect her fetus.."

"What about the company..? I'm old Azka. let alone Noah is still unconscious at this time.."

"Then let me hold it, mother.."

"How about Kemal..? he knows about the business.this is only temporary.."

"Don't mom. I beg you.. El can be angry if he finds out about this. Let me just.." said Azkara. "In the meantime, let us not add to the burden of his mind.let him heal first.."

"But you've never led a company, let alone studied art.."

"Mom take it easy. I can learn.. Eda will help me.."

Azkara and Harika faithfully stay in the hospital until Haiden wakes up. Almost eight hours they waited and Haiden finally came to his senses.

"Airas.. Aira.." he muttered slowly

"El dear you've come to your senses. oh thank goodness.." Harika approached and gently stroked her cheeks.

"El. drink first." said Azkara.

Haiden drank a little Azkara water.

"Where's Aira..?"

"Hm.. Aira what..? I don't understand.."

"Where's Noah ma'am..?"

"Noah.. Noah.." said Harika nervously.

"El. You don't talk much first. I'll call the doctor to check on you okay.."

"Mother, Azka why is it dark..? why are my eyes closed..? what's going on..?"

"Dear, you calm down, son.." Harika tried to calm Haiden while sobbing.

"What happened..?! Azka quickly say..!!!" Haiden began to scream - hysterical screams.

Azkara and Harika get overwhelmed because Haiden wants to get out of bed until finally the doctor and some nurses come and give him a sedative.

"Thank you doctor.."

"I beg the family to convey the condition of the patient slowly - slowly so as not to shock like this earlier.."

"Good doctor.."

"Well, I'll stay if something can call me. Excuse me.."

Harika sat next to Haiden while continuing to hold her hand.

"Mother rest first.Let me take care of El.."

"Mother is fine - what Azka. mother is worried about El's condition.."

"I'm sure El will be able to accept everything ma'am. and I'll soon probably find an eye donor for him.."

After a few hours Haiden regained consciousness this time he was calmer.

"What happened to my eyes..?"

"Your eyes are damaged by broken glass El. everything can be overcome with donor eyes but for now there is no donor. Calmly we will continue to try to find it.."

Haiden just kept quiet to hear Azkara's explanation. But Harika knew that her beloved son was in shock to hear her. It has become a habit of Haiden he will be silent if harboring problems.

"El, I hope you have patience waiting until the donor eye is there. Relax son we will always be by your side.."

"What about Noah..?"

"He was shot by El, and the bullet hit his chest, but thank God it was surgically removed, but until now he was unconscious.."

"I'm sure someone did this to me on purpose.."

"You mean El..?"

"The brakes on the car I was driving in the blong were exactly like the accident that hit Aira's parents.and it just so happened that Roberto also escaped from prison.."

"So you suspect that Roberto is behind all this." said Harika

"You take it easy. The police are still investigating the case.you just concentrate on healing.." Azkara tried to calm down.

"You guys take it easy I'm fine. I'm fine. I'll recover soon.." Haiden tried to convince himself.

"El. I know you have a hard time accepting this situation, but I beg you to survive.."

"A little step away I'm going to meet Aira ma'am. and I'm going to apologize to her. But just looking blind in my eyes I'm embarrassed.. maybe it's karma for what I did to him.."

"What do you mean, son..?" ask Harika. Azkara and Harika looked at each other.

"I ruined her future mother.."

"Destroying how the mother increasingly does not understand..?"

"The night Ivanka gave me a stimulant, I unknowingly raped her mom. Maybe that's one of the reasons she left our house.."

Azkara and Harika were surprised because Haiden realized it so quickly. Azkara gestured for Harika not to continue the conversation.

"Relax El. I will find a way to meet him. and explain your true situation." said Azkara.

"No. You don't have to do that. Let him go. I'm ashamed of my condition which is now blind. I'm no longer Haiden who has power but I am Haiden who is blind.."

"Well if that's what you want.I'll do it. It's important that you restore your condition first.."

"Yes right, son, we will always be by your side.."

"Thank you, Azka.."

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It had been almost more than a month Harika and Azkara had not come to visit Aira. They only communicate by phone. When Aira asked how Haiden was doing they only answered well and immediately switched the conversation. Whenever Aira requests a videotape of Haiden's activities, Azkara only sends out old videos on the grounds that if he frequently records Haiden it will raise suspicions.

This morning Aira arrived - suddenly wanted to pick vegetables that were behind the house. He was prepared and walked slowly because the content was already large. He went to the back to get a bamboo basket. But finally he stole Ujang's talk with Asih because Haiden's name was mentioned.

"The one I pity is non Aira. was already heavily pregnant but the Haiden master had an accident.."

"Asih.we are just helpers.don't interfere with the employer's business.."

"It's not that I'm just sorry, which is now said non Azkara, Mr. Haiden is blind.."

"Ssssttt. don't be loud - hard. remember the message of non Azkara, don't let non Aira know.."

"Yes, yes, kang.."

"Just let's get back to work.."

What..!!! lord El is blind.Oh my god what is happening in the inner Aira. The tears are flowing. I have to go to the hospital, thought Aira. Because he was in a hurry and did not pay attention to his steps he finally slipped. "Bik Asih.. bik Asih.. bik Asih..!!!" the grill repeated. He had trouble standing and his stomach felt pain.

"Yes non." answered Asih from the kitchen. He immediately approached Aira. "Oh my god.why can it fall like this non..?" shouts Asih, he tried to help Aira stand up but could not.

"Sick bik.." groaned Aira while holding her stomach.

"Why is there water..?" Surprised again. "I. i. this is non amniotic water..! kang. kang. kang ujang. please..!!!"

"What's the Asih..?" ask Ujang

"Non Aira fell, the water broke.let's take her to the hospital.."

"Ii.ii.iiya.yeah." answered Ujang nervously. He pulls out a car and helps Asih take Aira to the hospital. Once everything is ready. Asih immediately contacted Azkara telling her about Aira's condition.

It didn't take them long to get to the hospital. Aira immediately got the handling. Due to a very urgent condition he immediately entered the operating room. With great force to sign the procedure of taking action of the operation.

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"What happened Azka..?"

"Aira's fallen mother.Now she's in the hospital preparing for delivery.."

"God save Aira and my granddaughter. Mom will come with you.."

"No mommy is here to accompany Haiden. I'll go alone.."

"Well after you get there please call mom.."

"Well ma'am. If anything - what with El immediately call me.."

"That's for sure.heart on the way.."

Drrrttt. drrrttt. drrrttt mobile phone Azkara reads.

"Yes Hello.."

"With Miss Azkara.."

"Yes right.."

"We from the hospital reported that the patient on behalf of Mr. Noah was conscious.."

"Oh thank goodness, well I'll be there.."

Call terminated.

"Who's Azka..?"

"From the hospital ma'am.. Noah is conscious.."

"Oh thank God, one by one the problems have begun to resolve.."

"After meeting and confirming Aira's condition, I'll visit Noah, maybe I'll come home tomorrow morning, ma'am.."

Azkara leaves for Bandung without a driver he is afraid of his departure to meet Aira and his nephew will leak. Moreover, the shooter Noah until now has not been caught. It can be ascertained by the police that the shooter and the saboteur of Haiden's car are a plot.

After a fairly exhausting journey Azkara finally arrived at the maternity hospital where Aira was treated. It just so happened that Noah's hospital was not far from there either.

"How is Aira doing, make Asih..?"

"Non Aira has been taken to the Inpatient room but the baby is still in the incubator.."

"All right. Keep him, I'll see the doctor for a minute.."

"Non good.."

Azkara soon meets with the doctor who handles Aira.

"Good afternoon doctor.I am the sister of Aira's mother.."

"Oh. Aira's mother's family. Let's sit down.."

"Thank you doctor.. How's my sister and the baby doing..?"

"The condition of Aira's mother after surgery is good - fine, but for a while her baby must enter the incubator first because it was born at the age of thirty weeks and weighs only two comma two kilograms.."

"How long should her baby be in the dock incubator.."

"Hmm maybe about three weeks.at any time we will always monitor his organs such as the heart, his breath and also drink the acid.."

"Well doc thank you for the help.I'll see my sister first.I'm sorry.."

Azkara immediately said goodbye, before heading to Aira's ward, he took the time to see his nephew. Azkara saw his nephew who was very similar to El. He took a picture and sent it to Harika.

"Hey. "greet Azkara.

"Azka.. when did you come..?"

"I just went to the doctor's office first.."

"Have you seen the baby..?"

"Here is. very handsome baby.safe yes.."

"Thank you." said Aira. "How's your brother doing..?"

"Well, everything is fine." Azkara answered trying to hide her sadness every time someone asked her brother's condition

"Azka don't lie.. Your brother is not good - right.. what about his eyes..?"

"You already know.." Azka was surprised by Aira's question.

"Yes.I accidentally heard the conversation of bik Asih with mang Ujang.."

Azkara looked towards Asih and Asih just looked down..

"Well, I'll tell you a story.It's useless that I hide it from you.." said Azkara. "So when Noah was shot almost the same time El had an accident and exactly like what your parents experienced. Thankfully, El's body only had broken bones and ripped, but his eyes were damaged by broken glass.."

"Oh my god, Mr. El past is in shock.."

"That must be a long time ago he could accept the fact that if for a while he lived in darkness until there would be a suitable donor for his eyes.."

"Have you heard from the hospital..?"

"All hospitals have been trying to find a suitable donor but it does not exist yet.."

"Lantas how he continued his life.his job.."

"For almost a month he preferred to be in the room, even though he said it was okay - what is really his heart is very hurt. El was used to holding everything himself.Oya Aira, El already knew about the events of that night.but it seems he did not know that you were pregnant yet.."

"How did he know..?"

"Either.. El is too clever, but after his eyes are blind I don't know anymore.." said Azkara. "Aira. actually before he got shot Noah had told El your existence wanted him to meet you but when he found out that he was blind now, he was ashamed to meet you.. he considers this to be karma for what he has done to you.."

"No Azka. I have long forgiven him. Let alone the presence of the little angel makes me very happy. I am no longer alone in this world.."

"That's what you think but not with El. he felt inferior and as a useless man because he was blind.he used to be very successful, handsome, rich, much loved by women, a lot of women, feared by his business opponents but now he's afraid of being looked at one eye.."

"I will return to your house Azka.."

"What..! is it true what you said.." cried Azkara pleased. He did not believe what he heard

"Yes I will help you and I will take care of Mr. El.."

"I'm so glad to hear that.."

"Later after my baby can come out I'll be home soon, but there's one request.."

"What's that..?"

"I want you to keep my whereabouts a secret, I will play the role of an ordinary servant until Mr. El can see again later.."

"What's your excuse..?"

"Sir El must be ashamed of his condition.His guilt towards me made him not want to meet me.You know Azka, I love your sister very much.I don't want her to continue slumping in the dark.."

"Well, if that's what you want, I'd love to hear this news.So she'll soon meet her granddaughter.Thank you, Aira, you're back.."

"Yes I will never part with your brother again, with the people who love me.."

"Well, what's your baby's name.."

"How about Rafael..?"

"Hmm. the combination of your names. Good I agree. let the middle name later the mother who gave it.."

"Yes, I agree.."

Azkara hugged Aira, she was very happy with her decision to return home. But there's an uphill task for him to condition that Haiden doesn't know it's Aira.

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After going to the maternity hospital to visit Aira and her nephew, Azkara went to a private hospital in Bandung to see Noah.

Noah's fate is almost the same as Aira, he already has no one - who. His parents died of illness. His other family lives in Medan.

Not long before Azkara arrived at the hospital, he immediately headed to the inpatient room because Noah had been transferred there.

"Hey Noah's.."

"Good night, miss.."

"How are you doing..?"

"Very good.it still feels stiff.."

"Well that's because you've been unconscious for too long, but the doctor said with a few treatments everything will be fine.."

"Thank you for the kindness of the master and the lady's family to me.."

"That's because you're loyal to us." Azkara said with a smile. "Yes there's something you need to know Noah.My brother had an accident almost the same time you got shot and now he's blind.."

"Lady blind man..?"

"Well right, I hope you recover quickly and be right next to him like you used to.."

"Yes my lady will try to get out of the hospital immediately.."

"Aira has given birth, she gave birth to a very handsome baby.It is very similar to El as a child.but because it is not yet time she has to be in an incubator.."

"What about Aira..?"

"He's fine, and he's planning to go back home for El's mental healing.."

"Thank God he'd come back. You've been looking for him for months.."

"But Aira doesn't want El to know that she wants to take care of him, because after El finds out that he's blind she doesn't want to meet Aira because she's ashamed of her condition.."

"But I'm sure you'll want to see him.."

"You don't know my brother's current condition yet, he's moody and always in the room. You know the company needs it the most. I can't handle it myself Noah. I beg to keep it a secret, this is for El's recovery."

Noah seemed to think, all this time he was loyal to his master he never lied at all. But if this concerns his recovery then he must be prepared.

"All right my lady is ready.."

"It's good to go back home with Aira and her baby. Oya El doesn't know that Aira is pregnant and is now giving birth.."

"Well my lady will keep it a secret.."

"I left first Noah. I told people to look after you here because your shooter hasn't been caught yet.."

"Are there no witnesses..?"

"Nobody around who knows is also less clear with his face.."

"Yes, thank you.."

Azkara immediately came out of Noah's inpatient room. He decided to stay at the hotel one day after that return to Jakarta. The trip and the many problems made him very tired. But she was grateful that people who were very loving and loyal to her brother wanted to return to Haiden's side. And he hopes people who harm his family will soon be caught. And go into prison..

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