My Introvert Husband 3
Unknowing

Today, there have been four days of Holmes's departure, leaving deep wounds for Alana and Daven. However, here, Alana is hardest hit by the departure of her father. From childhood to adulthood, only Holmes was so close to him. He is not only a father to Alana, but also as a friend.

That morning, he is seen sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at his childhood portrait with Holmes, Alana really misses the time with her father. Not even a few tears poured from both eyes, to inundate the pigora that showed photos of his childhood with his father.

Ken, who had just come out of the bathroom in his neat work clothes, looked at his wife's mother. Because since the departure of her in-laws, Alana became so moody and speechless. His days were spent crying in the room, and even eating Ken found it hard to persuade him. Ken walked over to Alana and sat down next to her. "Honey, let's go to Mama's house" he asked as he wiped his wife's tears.

"What's going to Mama's house for?" alana asked with her hoarse voice.

"I have to go to work today, and I'll probably be home late at night. Daven needs to, I don't want to leave you alone at home" Ken said.

"I'm fine, I'll be home!" alana.

"If you're home alone, I won't be quiet going to work." Ken rubbed Alana's head trying to make her understand.

"Well, I'm going to go to the bathroom for a second" Alana put the pigora she was holding onto the table, and she got out of bed and went into the bathroom to pee, however, he saw so many flecks in his underwear. But Alana ignored him. He took out new underwear and replaced them immediately. Then, Alana took her coat and bag and waited for Ken to take her to Mama Merry's house.

***

Ken and Alana are in the car on their way to Mama Merry's house. Ken could not help but look at Alana who had just stared at the window with a blank look. There was no chatter or mild jokes as usual, the joy was gone from the face of his wife.

Soon after, Ken stopped his car, when the car he was driving had reached his Mama's yard. He invited his wife to come down and enter the house. However, Mama Merry first greeted the two of them at the doorstep. At that time, at home it was very quiet. Mama Merry, Jasson and Jesslyn are going to college, while Papa Gio is out of town and will be back in the afternoon.

"Well, Ken..." Mama Merry warmly welcomed the child and his daughter-in-law while alternately hugging him.

"Ma, Ken, put Alana here first, yeah. Like Ken said on the phone, Ken's coming home tonight" Ken said.

"Yes, baby." Merry took off her smile sincerely showing that she did not mind at all.

Ken approached Alana who had just been silent and was staring at him. His hand rubbed Alana's head. "I'm staying at work." she said.

Alana just nodded without making a sound. Ken was soon running away from his mother's house. Even before leaving the house, he repeatedly looked at Alana who was waiting for him in front of the yard with Mama Merry.

When it was felt that Ken's car was not visible from the reach of his eyes, Merry immediately invited his son-in-law to enter the house.

***

In David's apartment, Ashley is seen sitting at the dinner table enjoying breakfast with Valerie and David. For a few days, Valerie was still staying at the man's apartment because she was so afraid that if she had to go home to her grandmother, she really did not want to meet Billy.

"Miss Valerie, when are you going to stay here?" ashley asked as she chewed the food in her mouth. The question Ashley asked made Valerie who was busy chewing her food immediately stop her activities and was silent for a moment.

"Ashley.." scolds David.

"I'm just asking!" Ashley Saut.

"I'm going to get out of here, I'm still looking for a place to live that Billy and my grandmother would not have easily reached" Valerie replied.

"You don't want to go home to your grandmother?" ask David. Valerie shook her head.

"I don't want to go home to my grandmother" Valerie replied.

"Then how was your marriage to Billy? aren't you getting married soon?" ask Ashley. Valerie was silent and lowered.

"I'm confused.I don't want to continue my marriage with her" replied Valerie.

"If you don't continue your marriage, then what about your Grandma? didn't you prepare everything?" ask Ashley back.

"I don't care about it, I will accept the consequences even if I don't get an inheritance from my Grandmother, I lived with my Grandmother only because I obeyed my Mother's wishes before I died so that my Grandmother's inheritance would fall into my hands. Because my grandmother's granddaughter is just me" he said. Valerie's eyes turned red as if holding back her tears. David watched the woman, clearly, he saw a lot of sadness stored in both his eyeballs.

"At least, I'll hide until my wedding day" he added.

"After my apartment is being rented. If you want, you can rent it" said David. Valerie was silent, David's apartment was very elite, so where could Valerie possibly rent it? while he only has money that may be enough for him to live the next 3 months, because he does not bring money anymore.

"I'll rent it out for you" added David.

"No Mr. David, no need. I'll find somewhere else" Valerie declined. David looks at her for a moment, knowing why Valerie refused his help.

"You take it easy, you can pay when you have money!" said David.

"Did you mind lending me some money? apartment rental prices here are not cheap," Valerie said unkindly.

"It's okay, I'll lend it to you" said David.

"Well, it's exciting if you stay in the next room, so every day we'll meet" Ashley said. Valerie just smiled.

"Please don't tell Ken about where I am here" Valerie said.

"Why?" David nodded in wonder.

"I promised I'd get away from her life, I've learned to forget her" Valerie replied with a smile.

"You like it, Ken?" ashley exclaimed in surprise, but not with David. David nodded his head.

"I've been friends with Ken since I was in junior high school, so it's only natural that I've harbored feelings for Ken" Valerie replied.

"There's nothing wrong with loving someone, but it's wrong to expect the same feeling of reciprocity." said David.

"It's true what you said. I really don't know if Ken's married, I shouldn't have seen him again. Because that meeting made me feel so envious of Miss Alana who was so lucky than me, that it made me feel closed and blinded myself. I expected Ken without thinking about Miss Alana's feelings, all I thought about was my feelings, without realizing I was really cruel to love someone else's husband. But you guys take it easy, now I've been able to accept the reality and learn to forget Ken." she continued with a smile.

"Good, if it's like that!" Ashley Saut. Valerie smiled, He stood up and excuse me for cleaning the dirty dishes at the dinner table.

David was still unceasingly looking at Valerie with questions. "He's not as bad as I thought, love is so cruel. It's true, when it comes to matters of the heart, not everyone can easily control their feelings" he murmured.

***

At Mama Merry's house,

That night, Ken just got home from work. He entered the room he used to live in before he married Alana. Both of his eyes looked at Alana who was sleeping in a careless position.

Without taking off her work clothes. Ken sat next to Alana and perfected his sleeping position. He looked at his face so closely. Ken could see the remains of tears still attached to his wife's face. Ken gently rubbed his head and gave a kiss there. He was about to stand up intending to change his clothes.

"Ken, are you home?" alana's voice suddenly stopped her footsteps. Ken turned his head and saw Alana looking at him with puffy eyes showing that all day he was just crying.

"Yes, I just got home. Why are you awake?" asked Ken who was about to take off the suit attached to his body. Alana just quietly did not answer him, he got up and got out of bed to help her husband take off his suit and shirt, then he walked closer to the closet. get Ken a change of clothes out of that closet.

"Hurry up and take a shower, I'll prepare some food for you." Alana puts the shirt on Ken and leaves.

"No need, rest again, I was eating with my client" said Ken.

"You're not lying?" ask Alana. Ken shook his head and smiled.

"Have you had dinner?" ask Ken.

"already, it was with Jesslyn," replied Alana.

"All right, I take a shower first," Ken passed into the bathroom. And Alana went back to laying her body on the bed while waiting for her husband to get out of there .

Alana stared blankly in any direction, making herself daydream, not realizing that Ken had come out of the bathroom and was now joining the body beside him.

"What are you daydreaming about?" alana's daydreams spread as Ken's hands coiled around her body.

"Nothing." Alana tried to smile. But that smile is obvious when forced.

"Let's go to sleep." Alana nodded and hugged Ken's body tightly submerged her face in the chest of her husband's field until the distinctive aroma of Ken's body was very concentrated in his sense of immersion, the warm embrace was so soothing to him. Ken's hand was moving to rub the head of Alana to make his wife fall asleep again will sleep.

***

The next morning, the usual sunlight that infiltrated freely into the room made both eyes of Alana blinked feeling glare. He woke up, but did not find Ken next to him. He was about to get out of bed. But her head was heavy, her lower abdomen was cramping to the waist behind her, Alana frowned at the pain that suddenly bruised her stomach so violently.

"Why my stomach hurts so much..." Alana clutched her stomach. He immediately walked quickly to the bathroom when he felt something uncomfortable in his pants. Alana was surprised when she saw the blood clot in her underwear, not even a little blood flowed so much there. Alana thinks that she is only getting monthly guests. But why does it hurt so much than usual, even this is very painful.

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Ken was in the living room with Papa Gio, Mama Merry and Dr. Louis.

Dr. Louis went to Gio's house that morning to leave Kimmy because he and his wife would go to Japan to have a meeting between Doctors. Because Kimmy does not want to live in his brother's house, the funny woman prefers to be entrusted with Merry and Gio. Kimmy is more comfortable living at the home of his parents' best friend, because he can play with Jesslyn and Alana.

Amidst the conversation of the four of them, suddenly Alana's voice was heard many times calling Ken's name from inside the room.

"Come, Pa. A moment."

"Uncle Louis, Ken excuse me to go to the room" he said to Ouis.

"Yes, Ken," said Louis.

Ken's strapping body quickly invites him to go to the room to meet Alana. As he entered the room, his eyes were shocked to find Alana unconscious at the bathroom door.

"Well..." Ken immediately approached her in a panic. He repeatedly called and patted his wife on the cheek, but did not make her aware.

Ken lifted Alana's body onto the bed and laid her there. He quickly got out of the room and went to the front room to see his parents and Dr. Louis.

"Uncle Louis, please!" Ken put on a panicked face and voice.

"Ken, why are you suddenly panicking like that? what's up?" ask Louis.

"Uncle, Alana's suddenly unconscious, help her Uncle."

"Why is Alana suddenly unconscious, Ken?" ask Gio and Merry who did not panic.

"Ken doesn't know..."

"Come on Ken," Louis stood up, he immediately followed Ken who walked ahead of him, as did Merry and Gio who followed them both.

Louis immediately checked the state of Alana who was lying on the bed, and at that time Alana was aware, her eyes blinked adjusting the view around. He saw Ken. Mama Merry, Papa Gio and Dr. Louis are standing next to him.

"Ken.." Alana's pale lips called out that name.

"Alana, what's wrong with you? are you feeling dizzy?" ask Louis.

"Yes, Uncle. My head was so heavy, my lower abdomen suddenly cramped and it was so painful" Alana said as she frowned remembering what she felt earlier.

"Are you pregnant?" ask Louis.

"Alana doesn't know," Alana answered so innocently.

"When did you last menstruate?" ask Louis. Alana tried to remember it, then shook her head.

"Alana forgot, Uncle. Alana Rasa, Alana has not menstruated for two months," she replied.

Then, Alana told Louis in more detail that she had seen spots yesterday and had seen blood clots. Suddenly Louis fell silent and looked at Ken and Alana in turn.

"Louis, what's wrong with my daughter?" ask Gio.

"Uncle, please tell me, Alana why? what did Alana just say was a symptom of the disease?" ken asked in a pushy tone, because the look on his face looked so worried about his wife's situation.

"Ken, relax!" merry.

"No, Ken. This is not a disease" Louis replied.

"Then what, Uncle?" ask Ken impatiently.

"Ken, Uncle think Alana had a miscarriage" said Dr. Louis. Both Ken's eyes rounded gasping, as did Alana.

"Miscarriage?" alana asked with her eyes almost full. Alana sits down and is assisted by Ken.

"Yes, from what Alana said, it was a symptom of a miscarriage, but to be sure, take Alana to the hospital to do an ultrasound" Louis said.

Alana's tears immediately flowed from both corners of her eyes, but she made no sound at all, she was so shocked by what Louis said.

"Alana, don't you know you're pregnant at all?" ask Louis. Alana just shook her head, while Ken, he rubbed his face rough as if in disbelief while looking at Alana.

"Alana, aren't you taking the contraceptive?" ask Ken.

"I don't drink it at all, Ken. I didn't drink it..." Alana's tears wetted her entire face.

"If Uncle is digested from what Alana said, the content of Alana should enter the age of about 6 to 7 weeks," said Dr.Louis. Ken closed his eyes as if in disbelief.

"Kennn..." Alana looked at Ken and crushed his hand.

"I don't want to, Ken. I don't want to lose my son, Ken..." Alana suddenly shouted and cried so hysterically, it felt like a nightmare to her.

"Alana, relax..." Ken hugged her trying to calm her down, but Alana was still crying.

"Ken, I don't want to..." Alana shook her head with a sigh. Mama Merry also cried to see her daughter-in-law, she knew very well how the pain of losing a child that she had not been able to give birth.

"Alana, don't cry baby, God will definitely give you more trust" said Merry who took over to hug Alana and kiss her face.

According to Lous's advice, at the same time, Ken and Merry took Alana to the doctor to do USG, and it is true as what Louis said, that Alana did have a miscarriage. The content has entered the age of 6 weeks and when the USG is visible only in the pocket only, hear the statement of the Doctor. Alana was crying again. Not yet healed of the wounds of losing his father, now he must be injured will lose a fetus that he did not realize growing in his womb.

***

After returning from the hospital, Ken drives Alana to go to the room and tells her to rest because the doctor advises Alana to bed rest for a few days. Alana had not stopped crying, making Merry and Ken even more confused to try to calm her down.

"Alana.." call Ken.

Alana looked at Ken with swollen eyes and could barely see her eyes "Why did God take what I had, Ken?  why doesn't she let me be happy and take it all away" Alana said with a mouthful until her voice was almost inaudible.

"Alana, you can't talk like that, it's fate." Ken hugged Alana to try to calm her.

"Just try, I'm gonna go see a doctor, at least I know you're pregnant, and I'm gonna be better able to take care of you" Ken said.

"Ken, why are you talking like that?" shout Merry.

"What's the matter, Ma? it's true, Ken had previously forced Alana to go to the doctor, but she was stubborn and would not leave. If only Alana would--"

"Ken, enough!"

"In times like this don't blame Alana!" exclaim Merry.

"Ken don't blame, Alana, Ma!" refute Ken.

"You talk like that, you blame him!" shout Merry.

The debate between Ken and Mama Merry made Alana feel even more guilty, she really regretted it. Because it was too late for her father to leave, Alana had to lose her fetus.

"I'm sorry, I'm Ken. I really don't know, it's all my fault" Alana said.

"No! You're not wrong.  I should be the one apologizing. Don't blame yourself, we can still have another child" Ken said.

"But, Ken-"

"Don't think about this anymore, now rest up, you need to rest a lot!" ken's orders. Alana nods and Ken helps his wife to break down. Although he said Ken's words, his heart refused.

"Mama, accompany Alana for a while, Ken will get her a drink" Ken said. Merry also agreed.

When Ken was about to go to the kitchen, he passed Louis who was about to say goodbye. Because he had not left the residence of his best friend's family.

"Ken, how's Alana?" ask Louis.

"Come, Uncle. Ken is confused, Alana really can not accept the reality, especially Uncle knows himself, his father has just died," replied Ken.

"What a messianic Alana," Louis said.

"Ken, accompany your wife and don't leave her or leave her alone" Louis said.

"Why Uncle?" ask Ken in confusion.

"He was really hit hard. So never leave him alone to make himself feel lonely!" louis.

"Yes, Uncle. Ken won't let Alana alone. Thank you very much" said Ken.

"Well, Uncle excuse me for coming home," Louis shook Ken's hand and patted his best friend's son on the shoulder, then immediately said goodbye from there.