My Introvert Husband 3
Why can't you feel?

Before leaving Adam's engagement party. Ken once again searches for Alana there, but the result remains the same. Ken ruffled his hair in frustration.The apparent worry on his face.

"If she's just around here. I've definitely found her, but, I've been looking everywhere, but nothing."

"Where exactly is he?" Ken gets into the car and tries to call back Alana's phone.

"The number is still inactive!" gerutu Ken with annoyance, he drove his car to leave the place.

***

After Alana from the toilet, she was forced out of the building because, she felt unable to stand the crowd there.The music that was pounding in the building, because, it really made Alana's ears and head ache. she was not used to such a party. In fact, the more the night, the more pungent the smell of alcohol in her sense of smell, adam's family does provide alcohol for all his guests. Besides Alana feels uncomfortable being there. Valerie's presence so close to Ken is one of the reasons he left the building as well.

Alana walked barefoot, because the heels she wore made her feel difficult to walk freely until she was forced to carry the heels in her hands. Both eyes look swollen, swollen, his eyes were so empty his heart was still sore and chaotic as Ken's image of such concern for Valerie flashed through his mind. Once again, Alana really doubted Ken's feelings for her.

Brucks

"Aww..."  Alana shouted as her feet suddenly tripped over a rock big enough to make herself fall.

"sickness..." Alana held onto her bleeding thumb and also her kneecap which was scratched by the asphalt. Alana did not immediately stand up. she still left her body in the same position while staring blankly in any direction.

"What did Mami say."

"Not that, I married Ken for Daddy's happiness? I was willing to feel hurt. But I didn't expect that if I had to be this sick, why did it feel this sick?" Alana rubbed her tears that fell hard in turn.

"Over this time, I misinterpreted Ken's kindness to me. Ken's a good guy, I just misinterpreted his feelings." Alana is increasingly unable to control her emotions as she remembers every time Ken treated her so special, treating her like a truly loving wife.

"I've never felt this way before, not even with Darrel.I really loved, Ken.but Ken never loved me." Alana closed her eyes, not a few tears were swept there.

"Ken loves Valerie. I'm just a hindrance in their relationship. didn't Ken marry me for being forced to save Papa's company? maybe Ken was forced to leave Valerie because he married me." Alana guessed that, in fact, made her heart even more claustrophobic. Alana wiped her tears and held onto her injured thumb and kneecap.

"My feet hurt..." Alana tried to stand up.

"sick."

With her feet still naked, Alana again continued her footsteps with indeterminate direction.

"Where should I go? I don't know this area.I don't want to meet you, Ken. She's gonna be mad at me." Alana highlights around with confusion.There is no one at all there.The streets look increasingly quiet.However, Alana is just a fool and does not want to think about it all. he kept walking in limp and followed his feet.In fact, not a few tears were still breaking.at least like this, Alana could be so relieved.nobody saw him cry, cry, no one knows his pain but himself.

Alana stopped walking for a moment, she reached into the phone tucked inside her bag.she tried to open the phone, however, the phone turned out to be dead because it ran out of power.

"Low batt's." Alana sighed violently.he put the phone back into the bag. Then, she resumed her footsteps. However, a white car suddenly stopped in front of him. Alana, who was still crying, quickly wiped her tears.

Someone got out of that car. And now, he stands right in front of Alana, "Alana?" the man was none other than Jasson.

"Jasson?" Alana lowered her head trying to hide her face which was still in the shade of sadness.

"What are you walking here alone at night? Where's Brother?" jasson asked while looking around, but he found no one there but Alana.

"I'm lost!" alana said with her voice running out.

"How can I get lost?" jasson asked, but he got no answer from Alana. Jasson looked at Alana's face that was still down.

"Where?" call Jasson. Alana raised her face a little.

"You've been crying?" jasson asked, narrowing his eyes, he noticed his brother-in-law's eyes were swollen.

"No!" rebut Alana while shaking her head.

"If you don't cry, why are your eyes so swollen?" Jasson looked at Alana's bare feet.

"And your leg is hurt." Jasson squatted down and touched Alana's feet.

"I'm fine." Alana took her foot away from Jasson.

"All right how? obviously this is hurt. Come sit here, I'll treat your legs," Jasson asked who tried to stand up and pulled Alana's hand towards the long chair that was near them.

"I'm fine, Jasson. Please go, leave me alone!" exciting Alana.

"It's already night! how could I leave you alone! let me take you to Brother!" exclaiming Jasson.

"No, I don't want to go home, I want to be alone, please go!" alana Pinta.

"Are you having trouble with Brother?" ask Jasson.

"No." Alana shook her head.

"Then where is Brother?" ask Jasson. Alana just kept quiet and looked at him.

"Where?" call Jasson.

"He's still at his best friend's wedding" Alana said softly.

"Did you know you were here?" ask Jasson. Alana lowered her head and shook her head slowly.

"Come, I'll take you to Brother." Jasson pulls Alana in the hand and tries to get her into the car.

"I don't want to, Ken will scold me." Alana pulled back her hand.

"Alana, you must be looking for you!" jasson exclaimed. Suddenly Ken's busy shadow of Valerie, flashed through his mind.

"She, won't look for me!" alana said with teary eyes.

"I know my brother! he must be looking for you, let me take you to meet him!" force Jasson.

"I don't want to!" reject Alana by raising her voice, but Jasson does not let go of Alana's hand.

"I don't want to! he'll scold me. Don't force me!" exciting Alana.

"Don't be a child! Brother won't scold you. It's already night! Big brother is a very easy person to worry about, don't confuse him and trouble him just to look for you!" jasson shouted in annoyance. Alana fell silent from fear as Jasson shouted like that.

"Say where the show is? I'll take you?" ask Jasson.

"I don't want to go back there, I just want to go home" Alana said in her lowest voice,

"Well, get in the car!" jasson's orders. Alana says it and gets in the car.

"She must have a problem with Brother," Jasson asked inwardly as he did not take his eyes off towards Alana who was currently sitting next to her steering chair. Jasson immediately drove the car at low speed to drive Alana home.

***

While Ken is still busy nursing the streets in search of his wife, he is afraid that bad things will happen to Alana. Remembering, in the past, Alana was once disturbed by thugs when walking midnight, the memory made Ken more worried for him. Ken's two eyes were endlessly highlighting every road he crossed, Ken said,  hoping he finds Alana, however, he doesn't find her.

"Where is he actually going, it's been a night and the streets are deserted?" Ken clucked as he scrunched his forehead.

"I'm afraid she-"

Drrt

Drrt

the sound of Ken's cellphone shakes lying in his car drawer was so clear that one message entered his cellphone.  Ken immediately grabbed the phone, however, his eyes did not care to look for Alana.

"Jasson..." Ken spoke without making a sound, he immediately opened the message.

Brother, are you looking for Alana? ~ Jasson.

Yes, Brother is looking for Alana, why? ~ Ken.

Alana's with me, I'm on the way.to drive her home ~ Jasson.

Ken stops his car when he reads a message from his sister saying that Alana is with him.

You're with Alana? where is he now? ~ Ken.

Yes, he was with me. It just happened to be after the celebration of my friend's party.I accidentally met him alone, sister.and he seemed to be crying. ~ Jasson.

Crying out? all right, tell me later. Thank you, we met at the house of Sister ~ Ken.

If Alana comes home, don't scold her, sister. ~ Jasson.

Ken just read Jasson's last message without replying.

For whatever reason, Ken breathed so easily when he knew Alana was now with Jasson, he put his phone back into the drawer and immediately drove his car towards the house at maximum speed.

***

Ken gets home first, he parks his car in the yard and goes inside to look for Alana, but he finds Alana nowhere, including in their room.

"Young Master's home yet?" bi Ester's voice made Ken turn to him.

"Where is alana, Bi? is he home yet?" ask Ken.

"Miss Alana hasn't come home yet, sir, did Miss leave together, sir." Bi Ester frowned in wonder.

"Oh, yes, Bi. maybe he's still on his way" said Ken.

"Alana, let's get down!" jasson's orders.

"I'm afraid Ken will scold me" said Alana who was still down.

"Sister won't scold you!" jasson tried to calm his brother-in-law down. Jasson got down and opened Alana's car door. Alana got down from the car with a trembling body.she was really scared of Ken who was currently shaking his waist and was endlessly staring at her sharply.

Alana fearfully hid behind Jasson's shoulder and lowered her gaze. Ken walked up to Alana and pulled her hand.

"Where have you been? did you know I was worried about you?" ken exclaimed in annoyance.

"I'm sorry, Ken." Alana spoke with trembling lips while bowing her gaze.

"Sister..." Jasson touches Ken's arm, hoping his brother doesn't scold Alana, because Jasson knows exactly how Ken is.

"Alana, comein!" jasson's orders. Alana nodded and immediately went inside the house leaving the sister and brother behind.

***

"Don't scold him, brother!" jasson.

"Sister is really upset! do you know that Brother is looking for her everywhere, Brother is very worried about her, because it's late. What if something bad happens to her?" exclaim Ken.

"I know, Sis.but don't scold her. She's so afraid to let Big Brother scold her!" jasson.

"How can he be with you?" ask Ken.

"So, I crossed behind the road that was far enough away from the old school sister.and I accidentally saw Alana walking alone there. I came down to her. she looked like she was crying," jasson said, recalling.

"Crying why?" ask Ken.

"Come on, sister. I asked but she didn't confess, is there a problem with Alana? because, he had not wanted me to take him home, because he was afraid that Brother would scold him," said Jasson.

"No! Brother was fine with her. Yesterday, Adam's engagement, said David and Ashley she said she wanted to go to the toilet but didn't come back. That's why I was worried when I saw she wasn't there."

"Oh, the one you attended was Adam's engagement party. There must be Valerie, right, sister?" ask Jasson. Ken was silent for a moment.

"Yes, Valerie's obviously coming, you know she and Adam were close" Ken replied.

"Maybe because of Valerie, Alana left the show" Jasson said, however, Ken denied that.

"I go home first, Brother, don't scold her" Jasson said.

"Thank you for delivering it." Ken patted Jasson on the shoulder and let his sister go from there after the car driven by Jasson was invisible from the reach of the eye. Ken went inside the house immediately.

***

Ken went into the room and closed the door, he saw Alana sitting on the edge of the bed. Ken looked at her with a sharp look as if he was about to scold her, making Alana bow her face so scared.In fact, the woman's face looked very pale. Alana brushed both hands and gulped her saliva with great difficulty.she did not dare to look at Ken. instantly, Ken was sitting next to Alana.

"I'm sorry, I, Ken. I'm troubling you. I won't repeat it again, I'm sorry..." Alana said with tears in her eyes.It was so clear that she was really scared.

"Why are you crying?" Ken lifted Alana's lowered face even, at this moment. Ken saw clearly his wife's face was wet.he immediately gave Alana tears.

"I've always troubled you, I'm sorry" he said.

"I was just worried about you, did you know I was looking everywhere for you? why did you just leave?" asked Ken. his voice sounded soft.

"I'm sorry, I. My head was spinning, so I left the show, sorry, Ken." Alana wiped her tears.

"It's okay, don't do this again, you understand? I was really worried," said Ken. he briefly hugged Alana and kissed the top of her head.However, Alana suddenly distanced her body to make Ken frown in wonder.

"Ken, it's better from now on we keep our distance." Alana stood up and turned her legs.

"What do you mean talk like that?" asked Ken in annoyance, he stood up and approached Alana.

"Please, Ken. from now on treat me as your friend only.not more than that," said Alana.he was as hard as trying to endure the pain.

"Alana, what are you talking about? you're married to me. And you're my wife, so I have to treat you properly!" exclaim Ken.

"Are we not married just because we want to help our parents? we got married just as much as a business deal, Ken. Did you forget that? so please treat me properly. don't treat me more than that," Alana said.In fact, she can't control her emotions until her tears get louder in the face.

Ken walked up and lifted Alana's cheeks again.he saw clearly Alana's tears that were getting wet on her face.

"Tell me! why are you suddenly talking like this?" ask Ken.

"What's Caleey for? what because of your mom? did they both talk to you like that?" ken's question he was asking simultaneously.

"Take me off, Ken. This has nothing to do with them" Alana argued. Ken was getting confused.

"Then why are you suddenly talking like this?" asked Ken, he grew his voice so irritated.

"Is this all because of Valerie?" ken asked, but Alana just kept quiet and looked at Ken's eyes.

"Speak! is this all because of Valerie?" but Alana is still silent to make Ken justify his own question.

"Alana, I've told you several times! I don't have anything to do with Valerie. Why don't you believe me?" exclaim Ken.

"Even if I were someone else, I wouldn't believe it either, Ken." Alana spoke softly.her voice was accompanied by her sobbing.

"I swear I have nothing to do with Valerie!" refute Ken.

"But, you have feelings for her, don't you, Ken?" ask Alana.

"Alana-"

"Ken, help! please don't treat me like this anymore. Don't make me expect things I shouldn't expect!" Alana's getting away from Ken's arms, her heart's really tight.

"You don't believe it?" ask Ken.

"How can I believe it? you never even told me about who Valerie was to me" he added.

"You want to know about Valerie? I'll tell you everything about him!"

"Valerie is just my friend! she's my friend since Junior High, she's my only girl friend! for 10 years I've been friends with her, but our friendship is fractured because Valerie suddenly expresses her feelings to me. Back then, I didn't have any feelings for her-"

"And now you have feelings for her? you loved her?" alana said, she took her breath away with a whim.

"Don't cut my conversation. I'm not done talking!" ken exclaimed in annoyance, even as he clasped Alana's arm.

"I did open my heart to him, but he avoided me, never even contacting me at all!"

"But that was then, Alana. Now I'm married to you! I don't have any feelings for Valerie anymore, I swear to that!" exclaim Ken.

"We got married just for business, you want to help Papa and I want to help Daddy, that's all. You still have feelings for him, I can see that, Ken." Alana spoke with sobbing.

"I don't have any feelings for Valerie anymore. Why can't you understand that?" ask Ken.

"I still have eyes, Ken. I can still see them," Alana's voice grew louder and more unbearable.

"See what? tell me what you saw?" exclaimed Ken. However, Alana just kept quiet and still looked at Ken.

Ken felt frustrated to convince Alana, he looked at Alana who was still crying to make his heart so chaotic.

"Alana.." call Ken. but Alana just kept quiet.the woman is now seen bending her eyes while crying.

"Alana, I love you so much. Why can't you feel that?" Ken lowered his voice and approached Alana.At that moment Alana raised her head.

"You never loved me." Alana shook her head.

"Did I ever tell you that I didn't love you?" Ken raised his voice and pulled Alana's hand.

"You talk like that out of pity for me. I don't need that, Ken." Alana's voice grew heavy.

"Why do I pity you? If I didn't love you I wouldn't have to share a bed with you every day! I won't worry about you this much! and I would never want to know about your life.Why can't you understand that?" exclaim Ken.

Alana just silenced and widened her two eyes that had narrowed.he really still did not believe what Ken had just said.

"I love you so much, please believe me. I've really opened my heart to you, can't you feel that?" ken's voice softened.he did not hesitate to embrace Alana.

"Don't lie to me, Ken." Alana tries to let go of his embrace, however, Ken is unwilling to let go.

"I've never lied to anything like this, I love you so much please believe me." Ken tightened his arms.

"Is it true that you said that?" alana asked in disbelief.

"I've opened my heart to you. I don't know when. I really love you, Alana." Ken repeated his words again, taking off his arms and looking into Alana's eyes.

"Didn't you have the same feelings as me?" ken asks, he alternately looks at the two balls of Alana's eyes are almost invisible.

"I love you so much too, Ken. I'm sorry if my attitude was excessive, I just felt pain when I saw you with Valerie, earlier." Alana spoke in a low voice. Ken smiled and hugged Alana.

"You don't have to apologize, I should have apologized for making you misunderstand like this." Ken further tightened his embrace as if he did not want to let go of Alana.