
"Anti-depressant drug?" Ken mimicked the doctor's words.
"Yes, this is a sedative for people who are depressed, sir," said the doctor.
"Did Miss Alana have been depressed before?" tanyakanya.
"I don't know, Doc." Ken shook his head and looked at Alana who was still lying down.
"If what the doctor says is true is anti-depressant drugs, then Alana has indeed experienced depression, Doc. Because Alana was sick and took the drug when her father had an accident, but she lied to me, she said it was just a regular vitamin not an anti-depressant drug" Jesslyn said.
"This is clearly an anti-depressant drug. Sir, Miss Alana is currently experiencing severe depression, but please do not give anti-depressant drugs carelessly that are not in accordance with the dosage recommended by the Doctor!" doctor Say.
"Depression is not a trivial problem, if we let our guard down just a little, it will be like Miss Alana who will desperately hurt herself even to end her life," added Doctor.
"Then what should I do, Doc?" ask Ken. However, his gaze was not at all separated from Alana, his feelings now became chaotic.
"Never leave Miss Alana alone, invite Miss Alana to find a new atmosphere so that you can forget things that can trigger stress, I will give you medicine later, excuse me.." said the doctor.
"Sister, pity Alana.." Jesslyn said.
"Come out... Brother wants to accompany Alana alone," Ken ordered.
"All right, Brother." Jesslyn walked out of the room.
Ken rested his body on the side chair of Alana. He clasped his wife's fingers and kissed her, closing his eyes. Obviously, Ken is also suffering what will befall his wife at this time.
***
An hour later, both of Alana's eyes again blinked and her consciousness had recovered, she glanced at Ken and looked at him. Makes Ken smile back.
"Alana, are you awake?" ken's question only kept Alana quiet and didn't answer. He turned his gaze to the ceiling of the room with a blank look. It seemed like the medicine given by the doctor had calmed himself down a bit.
"Darling..." Ken called out to him, but did not make Alana look at him one bit.
"Alana, why are you doing all this?" ask Ken. Alana just kept quiet and closed her eyes, her tears flowing back in both corners of her eyes. Ken rose to his feet and positioned his face right above Alana's face, his thumb rubbing the tears to make Alana reopen both eyes.
Ken looked at the two beads of Alana's eyes with such a deep gaze. "Do you love me?" tanyakanya.
Alana fell silent, then nodded. "I love you" he replied in a hoarse voice.
"If you love me, please don't do anything like this again, don't hurt yourself!"
"Do you know, I'm really scared? please don't do anything like this again" asked Ken with a heavy voice.
Alana's right hand moved to touch Ken's face and rubbed his wet eyes in turn. "I'm sorry, Ken. I'm sorry," he said softly. Ken immediately hugged Alana and kissed her forehead for so long.
"Please promise not to do this again" whispered Ken. Alana asserted it with a faint voice, because her voice was almost exhausted. They took off each other's arms.
"I want to go home" Alana asked.
"The doctor hasn't let you go home yet" Ken said.
"I want to go home, I don't want to be here" he asked.
"Well, I'll talk to the doctor." Ken calls Jesslyn and tells her to take care of Alana, and she goes to the doctor's office to ask for permission to take Alana home and take an outpatient. The doctor actually did not allow Alana to go home, because Alana still needs recovery and on the other hand it was night. However, because Ken insisted, doctors were forced to allow him and give some medicine to Alana.
when he got permission to go home from the doctor, Ken immediately approached Alana and Jesslyn in his room. And they're getting ready to go back home.
When Ken was about to go home, he first received an incoming call from Daven who at that time frantically asked Alana for news after knowing his brother tried to end his own life, he wanted to go to the hospital to catch up with her. However, Ken forbids her and tells her that Alana is going home, telling her sister-in-law to go to Mama Merry's house and meet Alana there. After exchanging his voice through a mobile phone, Ken immediately ended the call and slipped his phone back into his pants pocket.
Ken helped Alana to get into the car. As well as Jesslyn, he immediately got into the car and sat behind the steering wheel next to Alana. Ken immediately drove his car at the speed he was heading home.
***
Arriving at Merry's house, Ken parked his car in the yard, there also seen the car belonging to David and Daven stuck in the same place. Ken was about to send Alana down, but he saw his wife asleep.
"Sister, Alana's sleeping" Jesslyn said.
"Let it go, don't wake him up..." Ken immediately got out of the car, opened the door and lifted his wife's body to enter the house. Jesslyn followed her sister and opened the door.
In the living room, all of them are seen gathering, seen David, Ashley and Daven accompanied by Mama Merry, Papa Gio and Jasson. But there was no Kimmy in there, as if he was in Jesslyn's room.
"Ken, why did you bring Alana home? why not just stay in the hospital?" reproach Merry.
"He who forces wants to go home, Ma."
"Go to the room for a minute" she said.
"Well...." Kimmy yelled, he was seen coming out of Jesslyn's room and walking quickly to her. But Jesslyn's body stopped him.
"Don't scream! I patch your mouth!" jesslyn.
"I just want to look at Alana" Kimmy said.
"Let Brother take her to the room! Ken ignored the two women, he kept walking to the room and immediately laid his wife on the bed, Jesslyn and Kimmy followed him and were followed by Daven.
"Don't be noisy!" ken orders Jesslyn and Kimmy.
Kimmy immediately smothered his mouth tightly. "We won't be noisy." Kimmy shook his head. His voice was stuck in his palm.
Ken's body squeezed into his wife's face with a mind so desperate, he could not imagine if Alana's recklessness could take his life. The incident this afternoon made Ken's heart so bitter when he remembered it.
"Sister, how's my brother?" ask Daven to Ken.
"Your brother is in a deep depression" replied Ken.
"Daven, did you know your brother used to be depressed?" ask Ken.
"No, Brother. I don't know" Daven replied.
"That's a shame, Alana. Just left Uncle Holmes, then lost his future son" Kimmy said, staring at Alana's mother.
"Daven, come with me ahead. There's something I want to talk about" Ken ordered. Daven. Ken entrusted Alana to Kimmy and Jesslyn. Then, he took his sister-in-law to the front room to meet the others.
Ken rests his body on the couch and is followed by Daven.
"How's Alana doing, Ken?" ask David and Ashley.
"Alana was depressed, Alana had been depressed before, too" Ken replied with such a heavy weight. Merry and Gio were surprised to hear that.
"Mama can feel what Alana feels, never leave Alana, son," said Merry.
"Where might Ken leave it, Ma. Ken would never leave him even as bad as his condition was" Ken replied.
"Ma, Pa, Ken will invite Alana to stay for a while in Papa's villa that Alana and Ken had visited for a honeymoon, is it okay?" ask Ken.
"Of course, son. Papa thinks it's a good idea so that Alana doesn't drag on in her grief" Gio replied.
"Yes, Brother. Alana does need calm" said Merry.
"How long will Brother take Alana to stay in the villa?" ask Jasson.
"Well, maybe the next few months, at least until Alana is completely calm and forgets about her grief" Ken replied.
"Then what about your job, Ken?" ask Ashley.
"Yes, Ken. You've received a lot of tenders and cooperation, especially in the company of Uncle Holmes" David said.
"Alana's condition is more important than my job, I can do my job anywhere, there's Uncle Lennon who helps me, too" Ken replied.
"Yes, Ken. You can work anywhere, Papa will help you too" said Gio.
"Thank you, Pa."
"Daven, do you mind if your brother lets me out of town for a while?" ask Ken.
"No, Brother. Daven doesn't mind, Big Brother's health matters" Daven replied.
"All right, then. Come with Brother back home, help Brother prepare Alana's clothes," asked Ken. Daven. Ken said goodbye to Merry and Gio to go home for a while, he also left his wife to his parents. While David and Ashley, he also said goodbye to go home.
***
He left the suitcases he was carrying in the car.
Ken immediately went inside the house and met Alana in the room. He sees Alana awake and accompanied by Kimmy, Jesslyn and Mama Merry who look very sleepy, but they hold her back because they do not want to leave Alana. Mama Merry had told her three daughters about her youth. Yes, Alana and Kimmy were already considered like her own biological daughter by Merry.
"Ken, are you back?" reprimanded Merry when he saw his eldest son was sculpting in front of the room door. Ken agreed and walked closer.
"Mama can rest, sorry Ken has been troublesome," said Ken.
"Nothing is bothered here" Merry said with a smile.
"Jesslyn, Kimmy, go back to the room and go to bed, thank you for accompanying Alana" Ken said.
"All right, Brother."
Merry invites Jesslyn and Kimmy to get out of the room. Ken closed the door when it was felt that his sister and mother had left the room.
He walked back to Alana and now his body was perfectly on the bed.
"Let's go to sleep again." Ken helps Alana to lay her whole body down. Pull the blanket and wrap it to part of their bodies.
Ken held Alana's wrist tightly wrapped in a bandage, revealing the piercing blood on the white cloth. "What hurts?" tanyakanya. Alana nodded her head without making a sound. Ken kissed that wrist. "It won't hurt anymore" he added.
"Have you ever seen Daddy sad?" ask Ken back. Alana looked at Ken and tried to remember him, her tears flowing back when she remembered her father. Then he nodded.
"When did you see Daddy sad?"
"Often when I'm sick or crying, Daddy is always sad and confused" said Alana trying to resist the longing for his father.
"Do you like seeing Daddy like that?" ask Ken. Alana shook her head.
"If you don't like to see Daddy sad don't do this stupid thing again, Daddy will blame himself for seeing his daughter like this" Ken said.
"If you don't take away Daddy and our future son, how can they live quietly there?" coined. Alana just kept quiet and looked at him, her feelings suddenly coming back chaotic.
"You want to have another child?" ask Ken. Alana nodded immediately.
"If you still want to have children, you have to heal and don't drag on like this, we'll definitely have another child" she said. Alana nodded again, At least Ken's words made her a little more excited. Ken hugged and held tightly to his wife's body.
"Tomorrow morning we will go and move for a while" Ken said.
"Where?" ask Alana.
"Tomorrow you'll know, now go to sleep!" Ken further tightened his embrace as if he did not want to let go of his wife. He was completely sleepy, but he held it before he saw Alana sleeping first.
***
The next day, Ken and Alana were already preparing to go to the villa they were going to temporarily occupy. They both say goodbye to his family who are now driving their departure in the front yard of the house.
"I'd love to come along..." Jesslyn pursed her lips with a clear look.
"Yes, I'd love to come too." Kimmy said.
"The car doesn't fit!" exclaim Ken.
"Sitting in the trunk is okay" Jesslyn said.
"Putting into the suitcase is also not a problem, as long as Jasson also has to come, fearing that later in the middle of the road I'm out of breath!" scoundrel Kimmy.
Jasson, who heard it, only glanced at Kimmy with a cold gaze, making Kimmy shrivel in fear. "I was just kidding," he said with a scared chuckle as he looked at Jasson.
"Alana goes to the villa not for the holidays! Don't whine like a child!" exclaim Gio.
"Later you can also go there to see Alana," said Merry.
"What's true, Mama, sister. Can we go there to see Alana?" ask Jesslyn.
"May, but two mingu once. Not every day!" exclaim Ken.
"Who wants to go there every day!" grouse Jesslyn.
Ken was so anxious for his sister. He hugged her and kissed her repeatedly. "You must not be naughty! Don't fight with Jasson!" mutilate.
"Sister take it easy, as long as there's Kimmy staying here, Jasson will be rarely at home and she will be reluctant to bother me," Jesslyn laughed wryly.
Merry and Gio take turns hugging Alana and giving a kiss on her forehead. "Take care of yourself, baby." Alana smiled and agreed with what the two parents-in-law said.
"Alana, we will miss you very much..." Kimmy and Jesslyn hugged Alana so tightly that she had trouble breathing.
"Not for long!" Ken immediately pulls up, keeping Alana's body away from Jesslyn and Kimmy.
"What a tickle, Brother also every day has hugged Alana, while we? " excited Jesslyn.
Daven who was there also hugged his brother. "If Daven's off, Daven's gonna look at Brother over there. Take good care of your brother," he said.
"You also take good care of yourself," said Alana by returning her sister's embrace. Daven.
After saying goodbye, Ken and Alana get into the car, Ken immediately drove his car away from his parents' house. Jesslyn and Kimmy's hand is still clearly visible in the rearview mirror.
"Where are we going to live?" ask Alana.
"Later you'll find out" replied Ken.
"How long? why are we carrying so many things?" tanyanya back.
"As long as you want."
***
They travel to the villa for 3 to 4 hours.
It has been almost two and a half hours they traveled, both eyes Alana now treated to shady trees that lined there, the two eyes of Alana, he opened the car's glass window and breathed in the cool air that danced his sense of smell, as soon as he won the soul. Alana did not flinch to look at every street that felt familiar to her.
"Isn't this the way to the villa where we were on our honeymoon?" alana asked without looking at Ken.
"Yes, do you remember?" ask Ken. Alana looked towards him.
"Of course, you almost dropped me off on this street, didn't you?" ask Alana, please,
"Why does he still remember? sucks!" muttered Ken in the heart.
"Yes, right?" tanyanya back.
"Yes, don't remember it anymore!" saut Ken was upset.
"Just try I can drive the car, I'll drop you off here!" hearing Alana's upset words. Ken suddenly smiled, he really missed his fussy wife very much.
"Are we going to stay at the villa then?" ask Alana. Ken.
"You don't like it?" ask Ken.
"Like.." saut Alana with her flat face.
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