My Life Partner [On Going.].
#21: Missed her

"What do you mean, I've fallen in love with Mr Kevin???" asked Dara..

The same night Kevin woke up from his sleep.. He sat in his bed and began to remember what he dreamed to make him wake up.

"Geez, why do I dream about Miss. Dara???!! Hopefully he'll be fine there" said Kevin, rubbing his face violently.

After Kevin awoke from his sleep, he was unable to close his eyes again. Then he went to the bathroom to wash his face with water and when he was looking at his face in the mirror as soon as he recalled Ivan's words this morning.

"But you didn't fall in love with Dara like I did???!!", recalls Kevin.

"Why do I remember what Ivan said???!!", asked Kevin puzzledly.

Kevin sat in his chair and started to open his laptop and pulled out some important files in his bag. At the same time Kevin accidentally issued a file that read "Letter of Contract of Work", then Kevin began to open the file slowly and visible there written Dara's name and his signature.

After looking at the contents of the file as if Kevin's memories began to return during the first meeting with Dara and one by one the events they went through together, all seemed to be remembered very clearly in his mind.

"Geez, what is this with my mind???!!", asked Kevin puzzled..

Kevin's mind seemed to be chaotic after remembering the memories with Dara and to eliminate the feeling of the glass that Kevin finally went to the kitchen to make a cup of coffee. While he was stirring his coffee, he immediately remembered the taste of the coffee made by Dara for the first time..

"A very strange taste of coffee on my tongue.. But since I've tasted the sweetness of your lips so to me it doesn't matter" Kevin recalled.

Remembering that Kevin became laughing because of his actions that made Dara become very angry with him. But Kevin stopped stirring his coffee when he remembered kissing Dara's lips deliberately in the car park..

"Geez, Ivan would be so mad at me if he had known, I'd kissed a woman he loved" Kevin said as he breathed..

A few minutes later Kevin began to try to return to work on his pending task but his mind still could not focus on concentrating on his work.

"Geez, is this getting messed up my mind???!! How can I finish this task immediately???!!", said Kevin confused..

All night until this morning Kevin was silent and did not know what to do, because he could not concentrate on doing his job.

"What's wrong with me???!! My eyes can't be closed and my mind is so messed up I can't concentrate, this morning I had to come to the Doctor" Kevin said.

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The new time shows at 06.05, so early Kevin was dressed neatly in his suit. His mother became very surprised by the appearance of kevin like this.

"Darling in this weasel you want to go where?" asked Mommy.

"I'm going to Mother's office" Kevin replied.

"This morning are you going to the office???" asked Mother in surprise.

"Yes Mother, so much work to be done. Oya Bun, tonight until the next few days I will go home to the apartment so you don't have to worry about me" Kevin said as he kissed his mother's cheek.

"Darling you just came home yesterday, but why don't you have a problem living in your own home??" asked Mommy.

"Have let it go, if he needs it with us he will definitely come home here" said Father as he sat on the chair.

"It's Dad, you better have breakfast first.. Oya Kevin you do not have breakfast first, dear??", asked Mommy.

"No Mommy, I'll have breakfast at the office, I'm angry" said Kevin and kissed his mother's hand.

"Based on disrespectful children, playing away at will" said Dad annoyed.

"You indulged him so much that he became disrespectful to his own father" Dad said.

"It's Dad, let Kevin go" Mother said.

After saying goodbye to his mother, Kevin left the place without caring what his father said because he did not want this early there was a commotion in his house.

Once Kevin really needs peace of mind so he drives his own car to the office without being accompanied by his personal driver. Upon arrival there without wasting any more time he began to try to focus on doing his job.

This time all the work and the schedule of his meetings with the client, all Kevin who arranged because he had not got a new secretary who replaced Mala. But because Kevin is used to doing it himself so for Kevin it is not a problem.

In the afternoon before lunch Kevin had arranged a meeting with the Doctor. After Kevin finished calling a hospital to make an agreement with one of the doctors there, suddenly someone came knocking on the door of his room from outside and then a Kevin employee came in who wanted to see him.

"Sorry Mr. Kevin, there is a man who wants to meet with Mr. Kevin without making an appointment before" said Gita Receptionist.

"Tell him right now I'm very busy and can't be bothered. Come back tomorrow" Kevin ordered.

"Well Mr. Kevin" said Gita Receptionist.

When Gita was about to walk out the door, there was a man who came barging into Kevin's room to make his staff very surprised.

"Sorry father, please wait outside" said Gita Receptionist.

"Good day, Mr. Kevin Abraham" said Steven Chan.

For a moment Kevin was silent to see the arrival of Steven Chan in his room.

"Gita, please remind all Security if anyone comes to see me ask me for his full identity, because I don't want events like today to happen again and now you can go", said Kevin.

"Well Mr. Kevin" said Gita and passed away leaving his boss' room.

"What is it in your interest to come see me??" asked Kevin.

"I'm your business partner, do I need to make an appointment before I see you" Steven Chan said as he sat on the sofa.

"Even if you're my business partner, whoever wants to see me has to make an appointment first, including you, because I don't want to be bothered with anything that doesn't matter" Kevin said.

"It looks like you don't have a secretary who's going to manage all your schedules??? I think besides the beautiful Gita, Gita seems to be very suitable if it will become your new secretary" said Steven Chan.

"If you come here just want to say it, you better get out of here because I don't have time to listen to your jokes" Kevin said, typing on his laptop.

"It turns out the longer you're getting so upset. If I don't need information about Ms. Dara, I will not set foot in this place" said Steven Chan and left the sofa he was sitting on.

"What do you mean say that? Information about Ms. Dara???", asked Kevin curiously and immediately stood up from his chair.

"Take a look for yourself, aren't your men very much.!!!", replied Steven Chan.

"What do you mean??!!", asked Kevin and stepped towards Steven Chan.

"If you meet Ms. Dara came to her that I miss her so much. If only I could have ruined your marriage with him, I would have been the first to do it" Steven Chan said, leaving Kevin alone in his room.

After Steven Chan left, Kevin left his room and went to the hospital. Upon arrival he immediately entered the doctor's office, where dr. Hasan had been waiting for him since.

"Good day dr. Hasan.", said Kevin as he extended his hand.

"Good afternoon Mr Kevin, how are you today???", asked dr. Hasan shook Kevin's hand.

"My news is very bad", replied Kevin and sat in a comfortable chair that had been provided.

"Are we from now on, Mr Kevin?", asked dr. Hasan.

"Faster is better Doctor because it's been bothering me all day" Kevin replied.

Kevin started talking to dr. Hasan, a Psychiatrist who has known Kevin for so long that there is no doubt for Kevin to tell all his complaints and problems.

A few minutes passed..

"Have you finished telling me everything, Mr. Kevin?", asked dr. Hasan.

"All of them dr. Hasan", said Kevin.

"Ok well, I won't ask you any convoluted and long-winded questions. We talk about it like friends, friends or family, not like doctors and patients. Is it a few days or a few weeks or so that someone is close to you and that someone is leaving your life??" asked dr. Hasan.

"No Doctor, no one is close to me at the moment nor is anyone leaving my life" Kevin replied.

"Try slowly you hear back my question and respond" said dr. Hasan repeated his question to Kevin.

"What do you mean my former secretary??" asked Kevin.

"I don't think someone is him" replied dr. Hasan.

"Then who do you mean???!!", asked Kevin puzzled..

"Try to remember it!!!

I'm going to try to help you, it looks like this someone you haven't known for a long time, but lately your days have been with him. Even with a short time you meet, but because so many important events happen that making your subconscious catch this is not something ordinary but all this is special compared to everything that has happened to you before", said dr. Hasan explained.

For a moment Kevin fell silent and began to think who someone was dr. Hasan. Finally Kevin crossed paths with a woman he had not known for a long time.

"Is it possible that someone is.", said Kevin hesitated.

"I think you already know who I mean" said dr. Hasan.

"I still doubt this, whether my guess is correct or not" Kevin said hesitantly.

"Just this time I saw you didn't have the confidence to decide anything.. Is this someone so special that you do not realize it, but only your subconscious responds so strongly" said dr. Hasan.

I listened to the explanation from dr. Hasan, the more Kevin fell silent and tried to think hard. His doubts also drowned his mind. Kevin gave up not knowing what to do..

"Enough dr. Hasan, I don't know what else to think. Do I have to take medicine from you so that my mind can be calmer??" asked Kevin.

"That's not the right solution for your doubts right now. You've been my patient since you were 17, it was your mother who brought you here for the first time. You were so depressed about your own father that you broke out and didn't want to follow your parents' orders to study abroad. But at that time you expressed all your feelings and problems to me until you slowly found out what decision you should make. You're able to follow all the advice I've given you, all those problems you can solve without you taking any drugs from me.

Now you are 30 years old, now you have grown into a mature man with a myriad of achievements and your position in the business world can not be underestimated by anyone. With all your responsibilities and high levels of stress you can live them all in balance without any hesitation. Including not long ago you were heartbroken and disappointed in your ex-boyfriend, because so long you relate to him but what you expect is not in accordance with the reality you want. You could say you were almost depressed, but you are able to learn from all the experiences that you have gained so that over time you can accept and live everything with a new sense of confidence. You had a hard time at that time but you did not want to take any medicine from me and you were able to get through it all. Why am I telling you everything, because I want to tell you that your coping mechanism is very good, you are able to go through various pressures, problems and things that really make you become cornered, he said, all that you live and you go through without the slightest bit of you taking drugs from me" said dr. Hasan.

"Then what should I do now???", asked Kevin puzzled..

"Find that person and if you want to tell him something, whatever tell him" replied dr. Hasan.

"I'm more doubtful and confused at this time dr. Hasan because I don't know what really happened to myself, I don't know what to do. Even if you explain everything, my mind is still messed up" said Kevin, holding his head with both hands..

"Listen to my words carefully, tell your heart honestly, that you miss it so much" said dr. Hasan.

Heard all the words of dr. Hasan, the more confused Kevin and finally can only make him become silent..

After consulting with dr. Hasan, Kevin's back at the office. In the room Kevin again remembered all the words conveyed by dr. Hasan. Not a word from dr. Hasan was missed to be remembered by Kevin, but still Kevin still could not find the answer to all the questions of his heart.

While Kevin was trying to overcome his hesitancy, suddenly his phone rang and he immediately picked up his phone..

"Sir Kevin, there is a guest who wants to meet" said Gita Receptionist by phone.

"Just let my guest in my room" Kevin said by phone.

Not long after, a well-dressed man entered the room..

"Good day, Mr. Kevin" said Leo, bowing his body.

"Yes good afternoon, please sit down and report the results of your investigation" Kevin said.

Leo began to tell Kevin the results of his re-investigation. Kevin listened carefully to all of Leo's stories. Of all the stories told by Leo his men almost made Kevin distrust, because all the events turned out to have something to do with Steven Chan.

"Are you sure Steven Chan had something to do with the death of Goddess Khayang, the older brother of my former secretary??!", asked Kevin in shock.

"I'm very confident Mr. Kevin with all this investigation" said Leo firmly.

"Alright then continue to investigate this case to completion and find out where Mala is. And I'd like you to investigate Steven Chan, watch his movements" Kevin ordered.

"Well Mr. Kevin, excuse me", said Leo and left his boss' room.

After Leo left, Kevin thought for a moment with all the problems he faced. Everything seems easy for Kevin to face but for this one problem as if he can not decide.

He also remembered the words of dr. Hasan..

"Just this time I saw you didn't have the confidence to decide anything" Kevin recalled.

"What should I do???!!", asked Kevin puzzled.

Again Kevin just fell silent and did not know what to do, but immediately little heart Kevin said, saying the same thing as said by dr. Hasan.

"Tell your heart honestly, that you miss it so much" said Kevin.

"Did I miss him so much???!", asked Kevin in his heart..