My Life Partner [On Going.].
#22: Worry

"Did I miss him so much???!", inward Kevin.

"Is this feeling really for her or is it just my escape???!! My heart was very doubtful and indecisive with all these feelings", asked Kevin.

On the other hand, Kevin's mind seemed to grow worried with his heart that continues to be turbulent because of his once delayed matchmaking, now it will be accelerated until the wedding day has been set by both parents.

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The next day, Kevin stayed in his apartment. He had not left since the morning from his chair, he sat there not to finish his work but he wanted to calm himself. All of his job duties he left everything to his other personal assistants.

"A very difficult choice.. I'd rather finish thousands of tenders of projects than I have to decide something to do with heart and feelings. Even though I love Viola so much, she now belongs to Steven Chan and soon they're both getting married. Although my heart said something else about Dara but now there is no use anymore because soon I will soon marry a woman I have never known. Oh my God, this is so confusing" said Kevin.

When Kevin's emotions are erratic like this, immediately someone comes into Kevin's apartment..

"Kevin.!!!", cried Viola..

Kevin was very surprised and unexpected by the sudden arrival of Viola. Viola approached Kevin sitting on his chair and slowly began to approach him as if to hug him, but Kevin soon avoided him.

"How did you get inside my apartment??" asked Kevin in surprise.

"Have you forgotten, you yourself gave me this key" Viola replied as he showed Kevin the key.

"Geez I forgot, it's been a long time since I gave Viola the keys to my apartment" Kevin said in his heart.

"Then what's your interest in coming here Viola???" asked Kevin.

"Don't you miss me???", asked the spoiled Viola as he wrapped his arm around Kevin's arm.

Kevin immediately got out of his seat when Viola did that to him.

"Stop this Viola you don't deserve to do, you already have a fiancee" Kevin said as he moved away from Viola.

"What's wrong with you Kevin??? Don't you love me anymore???!!" ask Viola.

For a moment Kevin was silent without a word of reply coming from his mouth. Kevin's silence was then used by Viola to approach him and slowly he began to approach him again and little by little his hand began to reach for Kevin's arm. Viola begins to remind Kevin of their past memories while still together..

"Of course you still remind Kevin when we vacation together in Paris, a very beautiful city and you also promised that if we were married, we would come back there again for the honeymoon. It will be very beautiful" said Viola and leaned spoiled on Kevin's shoulder.

"Have forgotten all that. It's all over.. You better get out of here, 'cause I don't want to deal with Steven Chan" Kevin said, letting go of Viola's hand.

"You've changed Kevin a lot, but I still love you a lot. If you ask me to leave Steven Chan, whenever I'll be ready. This isn't just bullshit, I'll prove it all to you. Today I will go to Canada to see my Papa and ask her to cancel my engagement to her" Viola said.

"Are you out of your mind doing that" Kevin said, turning his back to Viola.

"Of course you know me very well, Kevin" Viola said as she hugged Kevin from behind.

"Take me off, Viola.!!!", said Kevin in a high tone.

"I'm not going to let you go anymore Kevin, I'm so sorry that I left you" Viola said, hugging Kevin tightly.

"In the near future I'm getting married soon" said Kevin.

"What's married???!! What Steven Chan said is true. You're going to marry that woman??? I won't let Dara get you" Viola said annoyedly and let go of her embrace.

"What do you mean??? I'm not married to Ms. Tare. Both my parents have betrothed me to the woman of their choice. We're both getting married to the choices of our parents, so from now on forget me and include all our memories of being together" Kevin said.

"I don't want to follow all of your words, I beg you to cancel your marriage with her. I will continue to fight for our love, I will ask Papi to cancel my engagement to Steven Chan. Then promise me you'll wait for me until I come back" Viola said, kissing Kevin's lips and then leaving the place.

Kevin was silent after Viola's departure and then Kevin's heart said, "I'm sorry Viola, I can't change all this".

In a different place, in a cafe located in the square Bandung Ayahanda Kevin with his best friend is arranging the location of the wedding of their two sons and daughters which will be carried out in how many days..

"Darma what about this location I've set?", asked Mr. Abraham.

"The location will remain in the Bandung area, but I am looking for a more private place because I do not want the marriage of our sons and daughters to be sabotaged. I got information from my men that one of my son's business partners wanted this marriage to fail" Mr. Abraham.

"What do you mean???!! Does Kevin have enemies???", asked Mr. Darmawan was surprised.

"I know Kevin has no enemies and never looks for enemies, but things like this are common in the business world. Therefore I will invite only a few close friends from my business partners and the rest of our family. Especially for this sacred event, I will not allow the media to cover it" said Mr. Abraham.

"Well, whatever it is I will follow you, the most important thing is that after marriage your son will always look after and always protect my daughter from any threat" Mr. Obama said. Harman.

"My son is a hard worker like me, although he looks haughty, stubborn but he has a lot of respect for a woman. Surely he will always look after your daughter and will not waste it" said Mr. Abraham.

"I believe what you said, Mr. Abraham", said Mr. Charmmate

The two of them continued the conversation until dusk.

In the evening, on the balcony of her room Dara sat pensively recalling all the events that happened when she left the house, until the first meeting with her former boss Kevin.. As if all the memories with Kevin always remembered and flashed so clearly in his mind that sometimes it makes it difficult to close his eyes at night. But Dara always avoids her feelings, because she does not want her past to haunt her new life after marriage.

"Son, what are you thinking??!!", asked Mama while sitting next to her.

"Oh.. Mama", said Dara surprised.

"You daydreaming, son? What are you daydreaming about??", asked Mama.

"No Mama" replied Dara smiling..

"Well, son, do you want to see a picture of your future husband??" asked Mama.

"No need, Mom, I'll see him in a few days. I better not know him at all" Dara replied.

"Alright if that has become your wish" said Mama.

"Then what are you thinking??" asked Mama.

"No Mam.", answered Dara briefly.

"Mama knows for sure you are very anxious ahead of your wedding day which is only a few days away" said Mama while holding Dara's hand.

"Is that natural for me Mam???", asked Dara.

"Of course it's very reasonable.. When Mama wanted to marry your father, Mama felt this way too", replied Mama.

"But for me this is very different from Mama because I am going to marry a man I have never known and met" Dara said as she looked at the dark sky without stars.

"Trust Mama you will be a very lucky and happy woman after being edited by her into a wife" said Mama.

"Why is Mama sure??? Did Mama know him well??" asked Dara.

"Mama knows him, but it is your heart that knows him better.. Rest, my son, Mama also wants to rest in the room.. Good night", said Mama as she kissed Dara's forehead and left her alone there.

Dara was very clueless as to what Mama meant by saying something like this.

"Mama knew him, but it was you who knew him better" Dara recalls.

"Mama makes me more confused" said Dara while sighing.

"I miss talking to you, Windy. How are you there, hopefully you and your content are fine there", said Dara again while holding his phone..

It was a very quiet and dark night because the stars did not show their light.. Dara was still sitting there silent accompanied by the cold of the night.. All despair felt empty to reach, only a smile would always accompany him to step together..

"The closer I get to my wedding day, the more I worry and doubt.. Can I have my marriage with that man for the rest of my life??? I don't know!!", said Dara worried and confused..