My loyalty my stupidity
the disappointment of Ms. Ratna

"what should I do, ma'am? I can't hide this guilt from Malika?"

Nico asked his mother.

Ms. Ratna was so shocked by Nico's confession about Ms. Arum's death, she did not expect that her love could blind Nico's heart so she could do such a desperate thing.

"I didn't mean it, Mom, really"

Nico tries to ask for his mother's protection.

Ms. Ratna also felt that Nico was very blinded by Malika's love, so she did not know which was good and bad.

Ms. Ratna herself was confused what to say to her son, she was very angry and disappointed because Nico was guilty, but what power, Nico was still her son, she did not want if Nico got to prison.

in Bu Ratna's mind, she deeply regrets Nico's attitude towards following in her father's footsteps,

"Why are you following in your father's footsteps, son, when I never pay less attention to you?"

Ms. Ratna cried considering the ex-husband who had left her first.

As we all know, Mr. Gunawan and Ms. Ratna

Separated after Gunawan several times betrayed him, and at his peak, Gunawan had children from other women, and it made him very hurt, Bu Ratna also asked for separation but Gunawan did not want to part with him.

Ms. Ratna left Gunawan until Ms. Ratna got word that her husband was arrested by the police for the alleged murder of his father Malika.

"Your father killed Malika's father, and now that you've killed her mother, it's not fair to Malika"

Ms. Ratna begins to sympathize with Malika's fate, she must immediately meet Malika and try to comfort her, because however she needs someone to be her strength after her mother is gone.

...

Nico still feels guilty, he says if he is very sorry, because Nico always makes Malika cry every time she remembers her mother.

Ms Ratna advised Nico to be calm and not to do anything that would make Malika suspicious.

Nico agreed that he would invite his mother and two younger siblings to visit Bu Arum's funeral.

***

Nico also came with his mother and two sisters to the cemetery, some of the mourners had gone home from the cemetery, seen Malika still sitting in front of her mother's grave.

Accompanied by the Holy, Malika again lamented her fate, which has now become an orphan, and,

"I'm sorry Malika ma'am"

Malika continued to apologize at her mother's grave, until finally Nico tried to calm Malika by rubbing her shoulders.

Nico tries to be normal like he did nothing wrong.

He apologized to Malika for being late.

"Where are you from co?"

Asked Malika with a sad tone.

Ms. Ratna apologized and shared her condolences for Ms. Arum's death.

"Patience son, the strong, please let your mother go?"

Ratna's message to her daughter-in-law.

Ms. Ratna was very saddened by the fate of Malika whose parents died because of her husband and child.

"If you knew the truth, son, I would never forgive myself for the mistakes they have made on you, since childhood you were forced to be an orphan by my husband, my husband, and now you have to accept the fate of being an orphan because of the mother's child".

Speak to Ms. Ratna's heart.

Ms. Ratna hugged Malika tightly with affection.