My loyalty my stupidity
Listening

"You're still asking why I slapped you?don't you be ashamed to do that to the other woman in front of me, don't you love me anymore?answer co, answer"

Malika said with a firm tone to Nico.

"What have I done, what do you mean?"

Nico still asks a lot about everything that happened to him, he said,

Then Nico turned towards Clara who was still unconscious in the car seat with a seatbelt that he had installed.

Little by little the shadows he had done to Clara appeared in his shadow,

Clara's trying shadow forces her to unite, and Nico's rejection of her appears in her memory.

The shadow of her kiss with Clara now appears so much that she is shocked by everything she has done to Clara,

"This is impossible, I did not do all this Malika, believe me, I cannot betray you"

Nico defended himself and begged Malika to believe him.

But Malika does not believe everything she has seen with her own eyes when Nico kisses Clara in the car.

Malika leaves from Nico's presence, but Nico manages to hold her back.

"Trust me, Malika, this is not what you see "

Nico pleads with Malika to listen.

"Please believe me, I love you so much and I miss you so much"

Nico begged Malika to listen to him.

Malika's steps stopped, she could not see the man she loved so much begging and begging him to listen to her explanation.

"Please listen to me, Malika, I really don't do what you think, trust me, I really love you"

Nico hugged Malika tightly and did not let go even though Malika tried to take off her embrace.

"I want you to know, I miss you so much Malika, I don't want you to leave me"

Nico continued in his arms to Malika.

Malika is made silent by Nico's embrace of her, the hug she's longed for from Nico, the embrace that has always kept her calm and peaceful,

Malika closed her eyes enjoying Nico's embrace, but she immediately realized when the shadow of Nico making out with Clara flashed through her mind.

Malika takes off Nico's embrace forcibly,

"Let me go, I don't trust you anymore, you're a liar, you don't love me, you're a liar, you're a liar Nico"

Malika answered a little yelling at him, because she was very sad and disappointed with everything she saw.

"If you don't want to believe me, don't blame me if I'm going to do something you'll regret"

Nico had run out of sense to make Malika believe him, until she uttered a slightly threatening speech to Malika.

Nico suddenly ran into the middle of a busy highway and passed by a large vehicle,

Nico intends to crash himself in order for Malika to believe him,

A suicide attempt as usual, where Nico had resigned because Malika already did not believe him,

The events of the past are now repeated,

In the past, Nico had wanted to kill himself when he found out there was a man who approached Malika and Maika also looked comfortable with the man.

That's why Nico attempted suicide so that Malika wouldn't turn her back on him.

Malika immediately pulled Nico who was almost hit by a truck that passed towards her, and then she was killed,

"Nico"

Malika yelled and called out to him, Malika immediately pulled Nico's hand,

"You're crazy, if you don't love your life, then you don't love me either"

Malika said to Nico, if his actions are very wrong, then,

"Well, I'll hear all your explanations, but I doubt if I can trust you again"

Malika answered with all the coercion Nico who asked her to talk 4 points with him.

Nico and Malika were sitting in the chair of a park not far from the bar,

Nico held Malika's hand gently,

Nico tries to explain everything that has happened between him and Clara.

Nico tells from the beginning he met with Clara who worked one place with him,

Clara works as her superior secretary at the workshop Nico works at.

So the two always meet every day, nico.also explained that he always keeps a distance from every woman there, but somehow Clara turns out to love him.

Nico also recounts that Clara wanted to make her his own, although Nico continued to resist, but Clara continued to try to approach him.

"So that's the reason why that woman threatened me to leave and forget you"

Malika told Nico,

Nico was surprised, what he meant, maybe Clara had met with Malika and threatened Malika to leave her.

"Yes yesterday I had a chance to call you, I want an explanation from you about all the events I saw in your sister's room in the care"

Malika told me everything she saw when she was about to see Nico's sister, Malika saw Clara hug Nico and it made her hurt and disappointed,added Clara's words that so very make him more doubtful to Nico.

Nico doesn't believe Clara could threaten Malika into leaving him,

Nico looks very angry at Clara,

"I'm sorry baby, I don't know if you've ever called me, forgive me"

Nico tries to apologize and convinces Malika to trust him, believe in all his words,

"Believe me Malika, whatever Clara does and says, I beg you not to take her seriously, she is not sane, I'm sick of her"

"If you're sick of him, why do you still want to work with him"

Ask Malika to turn things around.

Nico was a little speechless, it seemed that if he had to expose all his economic shortcomings to Malika even though Malika already knew the state of the economy of the Nico family is mediocre and potluck.

"You know for yourself why I'm still working there, I don't need to explain you must understand the financial condition of my family, not to mention that my contract has not expired,hopefully after this my boss will move me to Bandung again"

Nico's answer makes Malika feel guilty for offending her family's finances.

Malika was just speechless with all Nico's explanations to her.

And as always, Malika's love trumps all Nico's faults.

Love Malika accepts all the mistakes of her lover until Malika again believes in him.

"But I want you to promise, you will never leave me or share your love with another woman"

Pinta Malika tells Nico to be loyal only to him.

Nico convinces Malika that he will never leave her and will keep her heart only for Malika.

But Nico starts to ask about the problem with Ms. Arum, and it makes Malika sad.

"In fact why did your mother disapprove of our relationship, didn't I never err on her?"

Tanya Nico wants to know more clearly the problem with Ms. Arum.

Malika also shook her head, Malika also did not know why her mother suddenly did not approve of her relationship with Nico, but as far as they knew, Bu Arum liked and supported their relationship from school.

"Can you find out why, I want to know and try to get your mother's blessing back"

Nico answered Malika.

Malika smiled, she did not think that Nico wanted to try to get her mother's blessing back, even though Bu Arum's life was very difficult to ignore.