My loyalty my stupidity

My loyalty my stupidity
Nico's Hugs


Along the way home, Keeenan feels out of focus, his mind drifting in the memory of Kartika and all her wonderful past with him.


"Why did you come back Kartika, I hate you so much?"


Keenan inwardly kept recalling all his memories, though he hated them, but his mind could not bear it.


In her mind she thought about what Kartika was doing here, not if she was abroad, and where her husband was.


All those questions kept spinning around his mind,


Keenan learned that Kartika had left the love of Keenan with her lover and married in Austria.


"I should be able to forget him, he's already my past"


Keenan thinks of Kartika.


Malika who had noticed Keenan's strange attitude, felt astonished.


"Why is Mr. Keenan acting so strangely"


Ask her in your heart.


"Mas is okay, right?"


Malika tried to ask what happened to her.


Keenan was surprised by all the questions Malika, seen once if she was not focused.


Keenan tried to calm down again, he did not want to make Malika suspicious of him.


"No, I'm just a little tired"


"I'm sorry, because I wasted your time"


Malika apologizes to Keenan for feeling that she has been troublesome for everything.


Keenan brushed aside all of Malika's prejudices against him,


He said if everything he did was sincere without the slightest coercion, Keeenan did all this because of his love for Malika.


Hearing all Keenan said to her, Malika felt herself to be very meaningful in Keenan's eyes.


"Actually I've started loving you, but somehow my little heart still hasn't received with all the love from you, whether with this feeling"


Speak to Malika's heart.


***


Kartika, who regrets everything that happened in the past, feels guilty for Keenan,


"I shouldn't have left you, mas, I should have tried to explain everything that had happened if I had never betrayed you at all "


Kartika wept regretting her passing once left Keenan.


"And now you're married, man,"


Kartika's crying can't stand it.


Keenan used to love Kartika very much but after the last night's event happened, Keenan's love for Kartika turned into a deep disappointment.


Kartika tries to explain to Keenan that everything she sees in the hotel room is not true, someone has framed her to make Keenan hate her,but without any evidence Keenan does not believe in Kartika.


Until Keenan had a severe depression after the incident, Kartika who felt all his efforts were in vain finally decided to go to follow the brother to Austria to help the company of his brother.


"Until this moment of love for you I still keep you well mas"


Lirih Kartika remembers Keenan.


And at that time Keenan was also very reminded of Kartika.


...


Malika and Keenan arrive at Bu Arum's house.


"Mas Keenan just take a break, you look very tired, I don't want you to be sick"


"No, let me accompany you for a moment, can't you?"


Malika could not resist Keenan's desire to accompany her into the house.


Inside Bu Arum was already waiting for him with his anxiety because they had very long arrived home.


"Where have you been, son, I'm so worried about you, I'm afraid something bad is happening to you"


Bu Arum immediately brought a drink for both, Bu Arum forced Malika to drink a lot so that she did not get dehydrated.


"Enough Ma'am, Malika will spend it"


Ms. Arum powered at Keenan why they got home late,


But Keenan seemed not to hear Bu Arum's question, Keenan was pensive with his empty gaze staring at the floor below.


"Son Keenan, are you okay ?"


"Son Keenan..."


"Hey"


When Bu Arum patted his shoulder Keenan immediately realized he had catapulted his past with Kartika.


Keenan does not like what is happening to him at the moment, he does not want to remember Kartika again, because now there is only Malika.


"I'm sorry Mom, that's ..."


"So we went for a little walk, ma'am, that's why we were late, isn't it?"


Malika immediately cut Keenan's answer as fast as lightning so that Bu Arum did not worry about it, so Malika lied a little to cover everything that happened last afternoon if Malika almost got hit but fortunately Kartika saved her.


"Mom's just afraid something bad is happening to you, that's why I'm so worried about you, son"


Ms. Arum told them to eat first,


But Keenan permits a break from Bu Arum's house, he wants to settle his past with Kartika.


Keenan wanted to find out why he was able to return to Indonesia, what his goals were and why.


...


Nico, who had been scouting Malika's house, tried to find a way to meet Malika and talk to her if she was her lover, not Keenan.


Nico tried to enter through the window of his room, but it turned out that the window was closed completely by Ms. Arum to anticipate that Nico would not come to Malika's room.


Nico finally finds a way by slipping a letter to Malika between the windows of her room


Nico writes a letter saying that he is Nico's lover.


He wants to meet Malika in the ordinary park they always meet.


S1 hour later, the letter entered Malika's room,


And when Malika opens the door to the room, she wants to open the window because the room is a bit stuffy.


A letter fell right in front of his feet.In the heart of Malika wondered whose letter this, who sent this letter to me.


"May you read my letter and meet me, Malika,"


Malika finally opened the letter from Nico, she was very surprised because a writing that was not foreign to her was now in her hands.


"Why do I feel like I recognize this writing, who is it, and what do you want, I'm going to ask you this?"


Thought Malika to ask this letter to her mother, she went down to Bu Arum's room.


In the room of Ms. Arum who was tidying up her clothes was very surprised by the arrival of Malika to her room,because at that time there was a photo of him with Malika and Nico that he still kept under the clothes he was tidying up.


"Mom, can Malika ask you something?"


Immediately Bu Arum covered their photo with a pile of clothes that he was cleaning so as not to be seen by Malika.


Malika approached her mother and told her to accompany her to the park.


"Sorry son, not today yes, I feel very tired all day,"


"If you do not want to accompany Malika, why can Malika go alone, with sister bu, can ya, malika wants to breathe fresh air in the park."


Ms. Arum felt sorry for her son too, because now since his memory was lost, he said,


The scope becomes limited, though,


"Alright, but you don't go alone huh, let the nurse accompany you"


Malika was happy because her mother trusted her so easily and allowed her to go to the park.


Malika and the nurse went to a park not far from where she was very high.


When he arrived at the park, suddenly someone came in a hurry to hug Malika tightly .


"Who are you, how dare you embrace me?"


Malika was very angry at someone who had hugged her until finally the hug was released because Malika pulled her hand.


"It's me Malika I'm your lover, you remember me right?"