My loyalty my stupidity
I love you

Malika's intention to find a reason to go home to be able to meet with Nico, finally in vain, now Malika can not go anywhere, she has to keep Alana and holy.

Alana looks faithful to be next to her mother and clasps her hands with the occasional kiss on the back of the holy hand hoping that her mother can wake up soon.

Malika was moved to see Alana, the inner bond of a young child was very strong, Malika thought at that time.

"Well are you sleepy, here sleep on your lap"

Malika offers herself to Alana to rest, because she sees Alana already looks very sleepy, Alana also moved her hands, now she is in the lap of Malika in the room of the holy hospital, Sopa,

Alana fell asleep, maybe because she was too tired with her mind that continued to hope her mother would recover soon, as well as Malika, maybe because of drug factors after the blood donation earlier, he said,now Malika was not able to withstand the drowsiness in her eyes, and finally both of them fell asleep on the sofa with a potluck.

Saints began to wake up, he moved a little finger and began to open his eyes slowly,

Suci is confused about what has happened to him, why he can be in the hospital, he also looks at the sofa and sees Alana sleeping with Malika,he tried to get up but when he was about to get up from his bed, suddenly he felt pain in the abdomen post-surgery.

"God, sick..."

Suci realized that if his stomach looks after surgery, he also realized that he might have had surgery.

Keenan came and saw the saint holding a scar on his stomach.

"Holy you're sober"

Keenan said with pleasure,

But on the contrary, the holy temperament looks very dislike Keenan, he said,

"Why did you take this step for me"

Ask the saint with his sharp gaze full of anger.

Keenan was puzzled by all the sacred questions to him,

And it turned out that all this time the holy covered his illness from Keenan, because he did not want to take steps if his womb had to be lifted, because he did not want to take steps,

In her imaginary mind, she still felt that her husband was still there and would return to her, what would her husband say if he came to know that he was now no longer perfect without a womb in his body.

Keenan is still powerless with the holy delusion, Keeenan try to understand with his condition, he tried to advise the saint slowly so that she realized if her husband was right2 did not die in his struggle for the country.

"Be holy, don't be selfish, think about Alana, you have to heal, I'm not sure if your husband is still around, he won't like to see you continue in pain like this"

Keenan said, half conscious, holy can only cry.

Suci had calmed down enough with a sincere embrace of Keenan, saying why Malika could be with Alana, and why Alana looked so close to him.

Keenan also recounted everything that happened to him from the beginning of the holy unconscious, Alana was cared for by Malika and Bu Arum at his home, until Malika donated her blood to the holy, to the holy,all Keenan told me clearly, so holy that he felt he owed his life to Malika, he also regretted that I had never been kind to Malika in the past.

"So Malika donated her blood to me"

Ask the saint while looking at Malika who was sleeping with Alana.

Keenan nodded, and told the saint to go back to rest, since it was already night,

"You better rest, so that your wounds can recover soon, and be able to gather at home with Alana, I'll wake Malika and tell her to come home, she's in love all day here with Alana, she also has to rest"

Keenan answered the holy.

Keenan approached Malika who was asleep, seen once in her sleep, Malika was very tired, her face was so flat and natural, so,

As he was about to wake Malika up, Keenan secretly enjoyed his gaze on Malika's very beautiful face, her thin lips blushing and her long and wry eye book, all Keenan enjoyed and praised, all Keenan enjoyed and praised,want to feel Keenan fingered her soft cheeks while saying a lot of thanks to Malika for everything that happened today to her family.

And when Keenan's hand was about to touch Malika's cheek, in her sleep Malika said,

"I love you..."

A word that makes Keenan's heart not careless, and makes Keenan's hand stopped towards his cheek malika.a word that he desperately misses from a woman after everything that happened in his past.

"Nico"

Malika muttered in her unconsciousness,

Hearing Nico's name, Keenan finally stopped his hand to wake Malika.

Keenan also realized that Malika really loves Nico, so in her sleep Malika continued to say her name.

***

Clara was shocked when Nico caught her holding her phone that she was looking for,

"So my HP is with you?"

Nico asked Clara for her phone.

Clara also gave Nico's phone and alibi if Nico's phone was in the bottom seat and wanted to return it to Nico.

And it was fortunate that Clara managed to delete the incoming call from Malika before Nico came, so Nico did not realize that Malika had contacted him.

Clara does not care if Malika later complains to Nico about everything she said to him, most importantly for him, she is satisfied because it poses a threat to Malika.

But Clara actually does not know, as bitter and as bad as any condition Nico, Malika will still survive and be loyal to him.

That's why their relationship managed to last long enough.

Nico also tried to open the phone, he hoped that Malika would contact him, or give him a message even if just asking for news.

Nico leaves for a while to go out to his mother, but Bu Ratna does not allow Nico to go alone, Bu Ratna tells Clara to come with him, and this is a chance for Clara to be alone with Nico.

"Take Clara with you, take her around the city of Bandung, so she does not feel bored being at home"

Bu Ratna's orders to Nico to take Clara away with him, Clara also understands why Ms. Ratna wants Nico to take her, apparently this is also part of Bu Ratna's plan to bring Nico and clara closer, and this is also part of the plan to bring her closer,

Nico couldn't resist, so Nico came out because he wanted to see Malika, he wanted to ask her everything he saw in the hospital, but what was the power, there was no way Nico could have met Malika with Clara.

They both went out in Clara's car,

Nico asks him where they are going, Clara invites Nico to take him to a beautiful place, such as nature or another.

***

Keenan was a little disappointed by Malika's murmur he heard, because he had thought that Malika's love speech was for him, but it turned out to be for Nico.