My loyalty my stupidity
Uneasily

Malika cries, she is saddened to hear everything Nico says to her, Malika tries to get up and chase after Nico to explain that Malika does not want to part from him, Malika wants to be with him, Malika wants to be with him,

Malika continues to pull and clasps Nico's hand hoping she will listen to all her words,

Malika's tears seemed unable to melt the heart of Nico who was already disappointed in Malika,

"Wait for me a minute co, let me explain everything to you, listen to me co listen to me,"

Malika continued to beg Nico to listen to all his words,

But Nico still does not want to stop obeying all requests Malika,

And at that moment, Nico forcibly released Malika's grip on him, Malika was helpless, her tears became a witness to Malika's helplessness to make a decision,

Nico stopped after a few steps passed from Malika,

Then he turned around and looked at Malika sharply,

A beautiful woman approached Nico, saying

"Oh baby, don't mind such useless women"

Nico passes with the woman leaving Malika devastated and sad because of all this that has happened.

"Nico don't leave me, I love you"

Malika's cry seemed not to be heard by Nico at all,

"Nico...Nico.wait for me, Nico, wait for me"

Malika's voice grew more restless, she kept calling Nico until finally

"Nico..."

Malika awakens from her sleep by shouting the name of Nico, the lover of her heart that she has always loved to this very moment,

"Huh.huh..."

Malika's breath was so long and heavy, her chest was crowded thinking about everything that happened turned out to be just a nightmare that made her feel slumped, she said,

Malika sweat when waking from her nightmare,

As if he felt that something bad would happen after this, Malika went straight to WC for ablution,

Malika tries to calm her mind, draw her breath and try to forget all her nightmares,

"It's not gonna happen, I don't want Nico with another woman"

Said Malika in front of the WC mirror of her room,

Malika grabbed her own hair, as frustrating as not willing if if the dream was really going to happen, Malika who loved nico very much would never be willing to see Nico with other women besides herself, he said,he is now separated from Nico,

Malika and Nico both have a great love for each other, but Bu Arum who is too worried about Malika's future with Nico will not be happy, becoming their barrier to unite, but the future of Malika will not be happy,

One reason Bu Arum is so big is not because Nico is an ordinary young man who loves his son very much,

But Nico is the son of the cause of death of her husband, his father Malika,

Ms. Arum learned all about it from her best friend who had seen Nico and Malika meet Nico's father somewhere,

Ms. Eka Karib Bu Arum while working with her father Malika accidentally saw Nico and Malika meet a grown man, she hugged Nico while saying "my son,"

Bu Eka was shocked to hear and accept the fact that Nico was the son of the man who had caused death to his father Malika, Gunawan

Said Ma'am Eka when she saw everything,

"This can't be allowed, Arum must know all this before it's too late"

Until then Bu Eka deliberately wanted to meet with Bu Arum to tell all of her to Bu Arum,

Bu Eka also arrived at Bu Arum's house, where Bu Arum was busy with all the materials of his convection, the business he pioneered when Malika's father was gone,

Ms. Arum is very happy because they have not met for a long time,

Ms. Eka immediately told me everything she knew and saw about Nico,

Ms. Arum was so very surprised to hear everything that Ms. Eka told her,

And from there the blessing of Bu Arum disappeared for Nico, plus the signalling of all his neighbors who worried about the relationship between Malika and Nico who were too close and long established,

Ms. Arum is sad to remember the fateful incident that took her husband away,

Malika's father died trying to save Gunawan who almost fell from a height during a construction project in a city, but instead of the thanks that Malika's father got, Gunawan actually pushed his father Malika to fall and die,all of that was recorded, explained the CCTV camera,

Initially Gunawan denied and did not admit all his mistakes pushing Malika's father, but with the evidence of the cctv tape was finally Gunawan in guilty verdict and sentenced for 15 years, he was convicted,

Ms. Arum was relieved because she could give peace to her husband, who at that time was still around 5 years old,

But what Bu Arum does not understand, he often said from Nico's mouth if his father had divorced and remarried to another woman, but how all that happened if Gunawan was in prison,

All those questions always bothered Ms. Arum's mind, but even so, she didn't want Malika to know the real cause of her father's death, just enough of her to know it all, anyway,

More important now for Ms. Arum is her happiness and bright future, she does not want anything to happen to Malika, the only child she has always been proud of and loved, she said,

Ms. Arum also forced Malika to end their relationship,

...

Keenan who had just returned from outside looked at Malika's room from across her house, he saw Malika was pensively staring at the night sky alone in the cold middle of the night,

Malika seemed to look very moody, whatever was bothering her mind, according to Keenan,

"That's none of my business"

Keenan also passed into the house again, while walking in addition to remembering one sentence Malika to him when she was panicked earlier,

Malika says that she loves Nico very much,

"What is the reason for Malika, sitting pensive like that"

Keenan smiled funny thinking about the love of his employees, it was,

"Child today, troubled by love, nothing by love, different from me "

Keenan said he felt arrogant and thought he was better than Malika,

Malika is still sad to think about her dream, she is very agitated, so she wants to be able to contact Nico once, ask him the news, hear his voice, and all about Nico, he said,

But what is the power of his cellphone he has given to his mother so that he can not live a relationship with Nico again,

Malika prayed under the stars of the sky, that everything that happened in her dream would never come true,

Malika hopes there is still hope for her to live and contact Nico even if only for a moment and hear her voice,

"i believe all good and bad destinies have been written for me, give me your good destiny with the man I love "