My loyalty my stupidity
Nico depression

In his heart, Nico is very angry at Malika with this situation, one side of Malika is still in postoperative recovery, one side of the other Nico can not resist the overflow of emotions, he said, as a result she stood up and left Malika alone without a word, and it made Malika confused, what happened to her husband?

" Co, mas Nico"

Call Malika when you see Nico leave,

In her heart Malika kept asking, what happened to her husband? Why is he acting so strangely, is there something wrong with him?

Malika kept thinking about all that amidst her still weak condition.

...

Meanwhile, Nico went outside looking at the black clouds in the sky

Under the dark sky, Nico shouted as loud as possible hoping that he could vent all the emotions in his burning heart.

"Well..."

Shouted Nico poured all his frustration, anger, disappointment into the night sky.

In his heart Nico is deeply sorry for everything he did with Clara.

He was very sad because all his efforts to make Malika happy seemed extinct, Nico felt like a useless husband, when his wife and child needed him, he was unable to meet all their needs.

"I'm useless, you stupid fool"

But immediately Nico smiled happily like an insane person, Nico laughed at everything he did with Clara.

"Hahahaha I'm just a stupid man, if I refuse all the fun it's all"

Nico is so depressed with everything that is happening to him right now.

Nico thinks it is possible that Malika will find out about her relationship with Clara?

...

Malika's mind is now split in two, on the one hand she is thinking about her baby son who is still in the incubator room, on the other hand, she is also thinking about the change in Nico's attitude to him.

"Why do I feel Nico changed, she wasn't there when I gave birth? Where's she? And right now, when I needed a helping hand to hug me, he suddenly left. What happened to you co?"

Ask Malika's heart about everything she's thinking.

Flashback Nico was reminded of his beautiful past with Malika, a time when they were still dating, Nico was reminded where his first kiss landed on the tiny lips Malika at that time, all feels beautiful.

Tears of Nico began to trickle considering all his great love for Malika.

"I'm a fool, I'm a fool, I shouldn't have left Malika at a time like this, Malika just gave birth to my son, our son, it's evil if I'm not with her"

Nico realizes his mistake of leaving Malika alone in the hospital.

Immediately, after realizing Nico returned to the hospital to accompany Malika.

Along the way he hopes Malika will not be angry or disappointed at him for leaving him.

Arriving at the hospital, Nico walks towards Malika's room, and after she enters the room where Malika is being treated, it turns out Malika had fallen asleep with the influence of drugs from the doctor and intravenous fluids attached to her pulse.

Nico walked slowly towards Malika, he looked at Malika's face deeply, at the look on the face of the woman he loved so much, the woman who had given him a son with all her struggles.

Nico smiled at Malika's sleeping face, but at once the image of Clara appeared on Malika's face which she was looking at.

"Gosh.no"

Nico shook his head, trying to be aware of all of Clara's shadows and guilt.

Nico looked back at Malika's face and saw Malika's eyelids.

"Your eyes are so dear, I'm sorry, you must be crying because I'm gone from you"

Nico lamented everything that happened.

Seeing the tears of Malika who was still wet on her cheeks, Nico also remembered all the struggles of their relationship could get to a level like this.

It is not an ordinary struggle.

Surviving for years of love and asking for Bu Arum's blessing until Nico desperately eliminates him just to be with Malika.

But now, when they are united, Nico betrays him.

Nico held Malika's hand and fell asleep next to her.