My loyalty my stupidity
lidya's remorse

Elsewhere in Arkana, who remembers seeing Kartika looking back into the cell, he wants to make sure that Kartika is what he saw.

"I'm sorry why lid, don't cry, no, no,"

Kartika who still does not know about Lidya's mistakes is still trying to be kind to her.

"I don't know what you're doing to me after telling you the truth, maybe you'll hate me so much, even want to get rid of me?"

"You mean what lid, what truth are you hiding"

Kartika began to seriously respond to all Lidya's words to him.

"It's about Keenan "

Kartika is shocked to hear Keenan's name come out of Lidya's lips, but she tries to calm down as she is determined to forget and not love him anymore.

"Keenan.he has become the past lid, I have tried to forget him, yesterday I also met him, he hates me so much, he does not like to see and meet me."

Hearing all of Kartika's explanations, Lidya felt increasingly guilty for having made a gap between Kartika and Keenan in the past.

"But this is about you and Keenan,"

Hearing that Kartika was immediately silent, what exactly Lidya wanted to tell him.

***

The next day Nico intends to go back to see Malika, with a photo sheet of their togetherness, Nico hopes Malika can accept the reality of herself in the past.

"I have to meet Malika again, I also have to find out about the reason Ms. Arum did not approve of my relationship with Malika"

Nico rushed to Malika's house.

There Malika accompanied by Alana, they were basking in the hot morning sun so that Malika's condition could recover quickly.

While Keenan had already left for his office, because today there was the inauguration of a project that he had to attend with his clients.

"I'm sorry, today I can't keep you company, there's an important project I have to attend to."

Keenan said to Malika before leaving,

Malika did not mind, she understood with her busyness in the office, Malika actually apologized because she could not help Keenan in the affairs of his office.

"May all go well, I always pray for the best for you"

Keenan smiled at Malika's answers.

Then Keenan passed by in his black car to the office.

Malika and Alana continued their sunbathing activities in the morning,

While Bu Arum was busy with all sewing orders in his convection.

...

In Arkana's office was waiting for him in Keenan's room.

"You..What are you doing here?"

Keenan asked Arkana who was sitting on the sofa of his room.

"I've been waiting here a long time"

Keenan also seems familiar with Arkana's behavior like that,

Because they already know each other's habits.

"I want to talk to you about something important"

"It's important what brings you here, I'm in a hurry I have to go now, talk later"

Answer Keenan who is in a hurry.

"I can't, I need to talk today"

Keenan did not write down all of Arkana's remarks, he passed by carrying important documents,

His footsteps stopped when he reached the handle of the exit door he was about to open.

"It's about Kartika"

Hearing the name Kartika made his step stopped.Keenan was confused what exactly Arkana wanted to talk about Kartika.

"Oh him, yeah I already know he's here now, I met him yesterday"

Keenan replied nonchalantly about Kartika.

***

Kartika steps towards Keenan's new home hoping to meet him,

Then his steps again stopped when he saw Malika who was sunbathing in his front yard.

Kartika also walked towards Malika.

Kartika smiled towards Malika,

Malika who realized and remembered the face of Kartika the woman who had helped her at that moment immediately woke up and called out to her.

"Mbak.mbak wait"

Malika runs over to Kartika.

Kartika stopped her steps when Malika called her, of course she was intent on getting Malika to stop her.

Then the two faced each other, too,

"Mak who was there yesterday helped me right?, what happened to come here, what's the condition now?"

Ask Malika who thinks about Kartika's health.

Malika also invited Kartika to enter her house, but Kartika refused, finally they sat in the front yard seat of the house while seeing Alana who was cool playing.

Kartika does not recognize Alana is a holy child, because when she was with Keenan, Alana was still a baby.

Malika asks why Kartika is here,

With a deep breath Kartika tried to answer all questions Malika.

"I want to pick up my long-lost past here?"

Reply Kartika imagines the face of Keenan's first love.

The clueless Malika simply frowned and asked back what she meant.

And it turns out that Kartika now knows the truth if everything that happened between her and Keenan in the past is a trap from Lidya to separate them.

Lidya had already told him everything in the cell, he apologized prostrating at Kartika's feet in order to forgive her.

Although it feels hard to accept the bitter reality if his own friend has deceived and betrayed him, Kartika tried to accept with a spacious chest, because everything had happened and Lidya had regretted everything she did to him and Keenan.

Lidya also regretted everything she had done to Malika, the woman who was now close to Keenan.

Until now Kartika also knew if Malika is the woman who is loved by Keenan today, Malika who lost her memory due to an accident committed by Lidya.

Kartika knows everything that happened to Keenan and Malika, including Malika's lover, Nico.

"I want my past back Malika, I lost my past because of a trap set by my best friend, so I was forced to leave her "

Malika listened to all the stories of Kartika well, she also understood if Kartika was talking about her life partner in the past who has now separated from her.

"Can I help you?I'd be happy if I could help you"

With innocence, Malika offers her help to Kartika.

"You won't be able to help me Malika, because I have to snatch someone you love right now"

Kartika's heart stared into Malika's eyeballs.

Kartika also smiled and thanked Malika's offer to help her,

She refused Malika's help gently.

"Why, the first time I met you, I felt like we had a bond, but I didn't understand what it was"

Malika on Kartika.

The two exchanged stories and got closer.

...

Meanwhile, as Keenan's steps came to a halt at the end of the door,

He looked back at Arkana with a loud tone he said.

"That's enough, don't say the woman's name in front of me anymore"

Keenan was annoyed by the name Kartika spoken on the lips of Arkana.

**sorry yes min,author this week absent up continues,

calamity occurs here, many families are sick so must stay watch over them, so can not up, so,

but as much as possible Mimin up continues every day, do not get tired of waiting for the story

may all be healthy always 🤲

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