My loyalty my stupidity
Heartbreaker

And all those tempests passed after the word divorce came out of Nico's mouth,

Now at her mother's house, Malika laments her fate alone, without Zidan and without her mother, she said,

Under the rushing rain, Malika stood up and cried as a result of all the disappointments she felt at this time, the regrets and disappointments she had so long been silent now overflowed into anger that she could not overflow, she said,

Only the tears that fell a helper of anger was a little ventilated, although Malika's anger had not yet fully come out,

Malika was so devastated by the incident that hit her son right in front of her own eyes,

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault"

Shouted Malika in regret, she could not stop crying in front of the navel of her beloved child, this time Malika felt really very sorry because she had loved the wrong man,

The loyalty he had been keeping for the sake of the man he loved was nothing more than a folly he regretted so much now,

"Killer, you murderer, your husband is useless ahh"

Shouted Malika hysterically recalling all the memories Nico gave her,

All those bitter memories that Malika would never forget in her entire life,

As if it was a curse in his life to choose the wrong husband,

Malika is blinded by her love, so she is trapped in a conflicted household, lives with an angry husband, and likes to play women into a curse in her life, her husband is useless

"Why didn't I hear everything they said before, why?"

His words wept in heart lamenting his fate with tears,

The great regret he felt for choosing his life friend wrong, the regret that made him lose everything, including

Mother and son, and,

The loss of a child is painful and even the biggest injury to him, a wound that will not be easily lost, even with anything, especially when he looks at himself in front of the eyes, his son took his life,

"Zidan my son forgive mom son"

Malika's tears still can't stand her, though,

His voice was almost gone because of his crying,

Malika still can't believe 4-year-old Zidan is gone for good, she feels destiny is being unfair to her, why all this must happen to her,

Shown in Malika's mind the smile of Zidan's laughter while playing with him, all felt beautiful in his shadow, but at once the shadow faded when Nico's smile appeared in his shadow,

"Killer, you're a murderer"

Malika again shouted with her hands clawing at the ground of Zidan's navel,

"Mas Nico, you're so mean, you can't let our son die"

He said very lost,

"If we go home, you're already bored, you'll get sick later,"

Suddenly, Tiara, a friend who was always there for her, came to Malika who was soaked in rain,

Malika refuses Tiara's invitation to go home, she still wants to be at her son's grave, she still wants to be with Zidan reminiscing about all the good times with him,

"I don't want to go home Tiara, let me here"

Answer Malika

"Remember Malika, if Zidan sees you like this, I'm sure, he must be sad, doesn't Zidan love you very much, so don't make him sad, come home"

Tiara tries to persuade Malika again,

With wet clothes, Malika entered the Tiara car, with Tiara always accompanying Malika,

"Wear my jacket, you'll catch a cold later"

Tiara put her jacket on Malika,

"Thank you"

Malika said a little smile at him,Tiara returned her smile, too,

"I hope you can take Zidan ka off"

Tiara said to Malika so that Malika could realize that Zidan is dead, and she should be able to let go,

"I wish I could be like that Ra, but if I could just forget everything I saw in front of my own eyes Ra, I'd be so scared to remember that"

Malika answered all her fears,

"I'm sorry, I don't mean to remind you of that, but I'm sure you know what you have to do, you're a tough woman, you're a strong woman, no matter what your problem is, I'm sure you can get through it"

All of Tiara's words to her praise of Malika moved Malika, and tried as strongly as Tiara had said,

Because Malika is a strong woman in the eyes of all her friends and friends,

No matter what kind of problems Malika faces, she will always try to get up and get out of it,

In fact, not infrequently other friends always ask for solutions to Malika when they are having problems, he said,

And now the biggest problem is facing Malika,

Malika, who is now 25 years old, is said to be very young to be a mother among her friends,

Because he married young at that time, Malika was forced to marry Nico when she was just 22 years old and Nico was 2 years older than him,

Malika is forced to marry Nico because she is pregnant out of wedlock by Nico herself, and all of that is known by her mother Nico who really wants Malika to be her daughter-in-law,

Sarah's mother Nico accidentally tells Nico to frame Malika so that she does not turn away from other men, because Miss Sarah finds out that Ms. Arum's mother Malika does not approve of Nico and Malika's relationship,so that Miss Sarah planned something that made Malika forced to accept her proposal,

Nico can be said to be a broken home child, his parents separated when he was a child, so it is natural that he is very lacking in affection from a father, so it is very natural that he is not very affectionate from a father,because his father chose to remarry and live with his new wife leaving his mother and his two younger siblings,

Nico and Malika are dating from junior high school (SMP) then they both continue high school in the same school, the relationship is very strong, although the temptation to change comes to them, and the relationship is very strong,starting from the third person, Nico's outrageous and grumpy attitude does not make their relationship run aground, even if they break up, 2 or 3 days they will return again,

Nico loves Malika so much that he does not want anyone to bother him, if there is someone who bothers Malika, whether it is a man or a woman, Nico does not hesitate to teach them a lesson,

That is why Nico very often deals with his BP teacher because of his own temperament, and light hands to anyone, he said,

But all that he did because of his love for Malika,

Once Malika had not been able to stand because of the attitude of temprament Nico to Malika and her surroundings, Malika felt the scope of her association was very limited with Nico, Malika had asked to break up with him, Malika had asked to break up with him,

But what happened,

Nico realizes his mistake and does not want to break up from him,to the extent that Nico made an apology to Malika in the school yard by running around the field 10 times round with a banner that he carried inscribed his apology to Malika,

All the students at the school saw him and praised Nico's earnestness for his love for Malika, so that Malika was again made to melt by him,

Under the scorching sun Nico continued to run around the field,

Malika begins to worry about Nico's condition, Malika is worried that Nico will get sick if she continues to be in the hot sun, finally Malika decided to ask Nico to stop and forgive her,

Of course Nico was very happy because Malika had forgiven him and did not break up,

The relationship continued until graduating from High School,

Malika decided to continue her education at a private university in Bandung, Malika majored in economics according to her hobby of calculating big values,