
"What are you looking at again?" dr Akmal asked, suspicious of my gelagat.
"Ah, don't look at anything anymore Doc." I try to stay calm and behave accordingly. Maybe it's just my feeling. There is no way Mas Yusuf would put jealousy.
I stirred up the warm chocolate that Dr Akmal had ordered. Yeah, looks like he's been ripping off with my favorite drink.
We chat appropriately, the main topic of our chat is about the medical world, maybe because we are one profession and the same specialists, then it feels connected what we are talking about.
Every now and then my gaze turned to Mas Yusuf, The man seemed calm with his solitude. He was still looking at me, but I didn't want to bother with a gaze that I didn't know what it meant.
After a long time of talking, I immediately told Dr. Akmal. However, I gasped again as Dr Akmal grabbed my hand and held it.
"Khanza, I want to talk to you about something important. Me, actually..."
"Mbak Khanza, let's go home. You called me to take you home!"
Mas Yusuf's words stopped the voice of Dr Akmal who wanted to say something to me. The two men looked at each other, I myself felt so wrong.
"Sorry Mas, can you give me a little more time to talk to Dr Khanza?" Dr Akmal asked Mas Yusuf for permission.
"I'm also sorry, because this is a message from Mr. General so that I immediately bring his daughter home."
"But just for a minute, Mom!"
"I'm sorry I can't! Let's go home." He took my hand, but I immediately let go.
"Wait, Mas. Let Dr Akmal finish his talk. Give us a little more time Let me talk to Papa."
He looked at me so sharply while throwing my hand violently his jaw hardened, his face reddened.Without talking he immediately came out of the canteen.
I can't believe he saw his angry attitude, but what did he get angry about? I ignored him not wanting to bother. Dr. Akmal and I sit down.
"Your ass is weird, huh, why is he so possessive of you? Does he like you?" ask Dr. Akmal who made me gasp.
"Did, what the hell doctor? Maybe he just feels responsible for looking after me, don't even talk about it. What did the doctor say?" I focused on the first conversation.
Doctor Akmal seemed to let out a long sigh, he looked at me deeply. "Khanza, I want to tell you my true feelings. I love you."
When I was petrified, my tongue was muddled, I didn't know what to say. If I knew he would express his feelings, then I would prefer to go home when Mas Yusuf took me.
"Khanza, why are you quiet. I feel like your attitude is changing, you seem to always avoid me, how many messages I send but you never respond. Am I not worthy of you?"
"Bu-not that, Doc. I was just busy. When it comes to feelings, I'm sorry Doc, I can't give you an answer, because I..."
"Yes, Khanza, I know. You don't have to answer it now I'll be patient waiting for an answer from you."
I can't believe what Dr Akmal said, it really makes me feel guilty. I just kept quiet and didn't want to respond anymore. A moment of silence, we feel awkward, when it involves the feeling, then the atmosphere will change can no longer be normal as before.
I came out of the canteen, netraku looking for the figure of the man who had seemed emotional when talking to me. Where is he, is he waiting for me in the car?
"It's over?"
I suddenly gasped at the figure I was looking for already beside me. I just nodded while paying attention to the expression on his face that looked still cold and flat.
"Let's go home now." He took my hand and took her to the parking lot.
Back my feelings are uncertain, I hate this heart that is easily carried away when treated gently with my son's father. Is that so much taste I have?
I just followed his steps without the slightest refusal when my hands were touched by him, my reaction was different when Dr. Akmal touched me because I had no feelings for the senior Dr.
After making sure I was sitting comfortably, he immediately entered and occupied the steering wheel, now the car has come out of the RS, four-wheeled vehicle was traveling at medium speed.
The atmosphere was so silent he said nothing, his attitude seemed so cold. I did not know what to do, to divert this stiff atmosphere, I stared out at the buildings and streets that had begun to be empty.
Along the way he persisted for silence, unlike usual he would definitely strike up a conversation to break the silence. Upon arrival at home I immediately went up to the room without saying a word to him. I also felt annoyed at that attitude of his, you insensitive and cold man!
Upon arrival in the room I immediately cleaned up. For a moment I thought where is he? I have been in the room long enough. Did he go straight home? But did I hear he didn't come home tonight? Ah, why do I start hoping again with him, whether he wants to go home or not.
I tried to stretch myself, not wanting to think about him anymore. However, my eyes were not sleepy at all so I sat back down, somehow I was upset.
I got out of bed and opened the balcony door, the night air was so cool on my face, I sat down to enjoy the beautiful sparkling stars that adorn the night sky.
"Why sit outside, Dek? It's late, the air's not good with your health."
His voice broke my daydream, I turned to look for that voice. He stood on the doorstep and looked at me with a gentle look. This man was really hard to guess, his attitude was cold like ice cubes. But now his eyes are so warm.
He came closer and stood before me his hands resting on a barrier, staring up at the beautiful moonlight. I heard him take a long breath.
"Khanza, I'm sorry to have put you in this difficult situation. I knew it would be heavy. Not just for Tiara, but for me and for you. You should know Dek, I'll never let go of you no matter what. Because for me this marriage is not for fun.
"What do you mean by Yusuf?"
"I'll be honest with Tiara about our marriage. Perhaps Tiara will be angry with me or not accept, but, know it! I'm not letting you go."
I was confused by what Joseph said. My brain was completely dead-end to translate the meaning of his words. Why can't he explain the point. So that I am not difficult to interpret every speech that comes out of his lips.
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