NOT WORTHY OF MY HUSBAND
The Arrival of Sila

Morning greet replace the task of the night is over, in a simple contract appears two men are sitting and talking in the company of all black coffee, black coffee, the aroma of black coffee out evokes the spirit of a Ridwan's life.From outside the contract Budi looks a beautiful and sexy woman is heading towards the direction of Budi's contract.

"Tok..tok.tok" door is knocked.

"Ceklek" the door was opened by Ridwan and how surprised Ridwan saw who came

"Sila!, where do you know I'm here" asked Ridwan, surprised to see who came, he had not met this woman for four months and now this woman is coming back, he could not forget his ex-wife.

"It doesn't matter where I know, you live here there's something important I want to tell you, you didn't tell me to come in first?" ask Please

"Come in" said Ridwan in the end.

"There is a guest?, who is Wan" asked Budi.

"I Please her boyfriend Mas Ridwan" please directly answer Budi's question without being asked.

"Ok, well then you guys talk first it seems like there is something important that you want to talk about in advance come here, I live you first" said Budi and straight out of his contract.

"Mas there's something I want to talk about" said Sila.

"Open up since then you've been talking" said Ridwan.

"I'm serious Mas, right now I'm pregnant with your child" said Sila

"Juederrrr" like being struck by lightning during the news delivered by Sila was quite surprising Ridwan, Ridwan, how he was not surprised he had not been in contact with Sila for a long time but then she came suddenly and claimed to be pregnant with her child, who was pregnant with her child, in the past when dating Sila their relationship was too far like a husband and wife, now when he only realized that his true love was Aya, wherever his love sailed the ends of his heart remained anchored to Aya, the woman who had accompanied him from zero under any circumstances the woman could always accept the state of Ridwan, now the rice has become porridge. Pupus had expected her to return to Aya, she was stared at by the beautiful woman in front of him she was still the same as the old was always beautiful and attractive but, somehow her heart was no longer interested in this woman.

Ridwan's gaze turned to Shella's stomach which began to bulge.

"Why are you silent? You're not running away from responsibility?" ask Please

sila's speech successfully disperse Ridwan's daydream.

"I.iya Please, I will be responsible for this child, he is not wrong we who make mistakes should not he bear our sins" although from the bottom of his heart he hesitated to marry Sila because he did not love this woman yet, however, keep this baby innocent at all.

"Thank God, you want responsibility. At least this child at birth has a father" said Sila

"Yes I will soon marry you scara siri first, later after this child is born again we inaugurate" said Ridwan.

"It's up to you mas, the important thing is that you want responsibility to this child" said Sila.

"One more thing I want to ask you" said Sila

"What's that?" ask Ridwan.

"Do you still love your first ex-wife?" ask Sila to the point. Sila's question successfully makes Ridwan silenced for a moment, how can he say no love Aya while he almost went to prison for his crazy love for Aya.

"You don't need me to answer the question, Aya is happy with her new husband who is more rich" said Ridwan covering his anxiety.

"Thank God you don't think about it anymore" said Sila

"Can't I breathe for a moment without thinking about it" Ridwan said

"One more request" said Sila

"Especially Sila" said Ridwan began to care for this woman a lot of her wishes.

"I want after we get married I don't want us to live close to your mother" Sila said.

"You want to miss me with my mother" asked Ridwan began to growl when Sila mentioned her mother's name.For Ridwan her mother's name was too holy.

"Mas, I don't want to be like the stupid Aya. Want to be used by your mother and another about finances that set is not your mother because I am your wife, if you want to give money to your mother you must first permit me" said Sila

"Cila!, you have nothing so much rich nudu, dizzy I heard it" said Ridwan.

"I just in case I don't want to suffer a fate like Aya abandoned husband for the sake of nourishing your Mother" said Sila

"Sila, please don't talk about Aya anymore, it just makes me feel more guilty to her, remember you also contributed to the suffering experienced by Aya" said Ridwan exasperated

"Good, if you're sorry it means you won't repeat the same mistake to me, if I'm not pregnant I don't want to go back to you to remember all your bad things in the past" said Sila.

Hearing the words of Sila who wanted to leave him somehow he felt not sad at all, in contrast to the past if Sila had threatened to leave him then he would be confused. His sense of love is now eroded already his intention to marry Sila is only limited to responsibility, sikab Silapun is not as warm as before.

After a long time we spoke to Sila saying goodbye, Heart Ridwan honestly still hesitated to marry Sila because there was no love between the two, he could see that Sila also did not love him as long ago, as before, just because of the baby he conceived he wanted to marry Ridwan.A day after he said goodbye To Budi to go home to talk about his wedding plans with Sila to his mother.Every trip he was seen daydreaming in the bus he saw a very simple little family, Dad, Dad, Mother and seoarang a small boy the same age as Narayan.Hati suddenly sad occasionally he glanced at the happy little family that is opposite the chair he is sitting in at this time.

"If I hadn't fallen for lust and abandoned my children and wife, I might be happy for them right now" said Ridwan.

The jokes and laughter of the little family were like a heart-wrenching pain to Ridwan.

"God why do you punish me like this? When I realize that my wife and children are my happiness why do you keep them away from God? And why did you give back to me the woman I no longer love" Ridwan roared

"Dad, Dad I want to have a match so there's a playmate" the voice of the child across from Ridwan's seat.

"Did Narayan also want to have adek like that boy, even I have never heard Narayan ask me anything even for a small thing, though, and why should I see such a happy little family?" Ridwan is back

Tbc...

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