NOT WORTHY OF MY HUSBAND
Apologizing

The days passed by his mother was heavy, he was really frustrated until finally he was depressed and often hides hallucinations.The situation is increasingly alarming, now he is officially sane like other patients. Ridwan is now starting a new life he went to leave the village he had been living in he also had not worked with Budi, with a backpack on his back on his way down the village to the terminal. He did not know the purpose of where he was going.When the trip in the bus he was fully cocked already his suffering even the shabby clothes he brought from home were also carried away by the snatch, Fate was testing Ridwan in despair his feet stepped into a mosque.There he fervently prayed and asked forgiveness to the almighty for all his sins.

"O Allah, O Rahman, forgive all the sins of the servant O Allah, the servant is a sinner of so many sins, what I did was deliberately done especially to my first ex-wife and son of God"

A middle-aged man noticed Ridwan since earlier approaching Ridwan and greeted him.

"Young man, you have not misplaced your troubles to the Almighty, be patient, indeed Allah is with those who are patient" said the old man.

"Thank you sir or what should my cake call?" said Ridwan with his eyes

"Call me Aki Ali like everyone else" said the old man. Then Ridwan tells his life story to Aki Ali without anything covered up.

"Everyone has wrong and sin so do not despair, repent earnestly ask forgiveness to the almighty and you also have to apologize to those you hurt, May Allah forgive all your sins" Aki Ali said.

"Yes Aki, thank you. If allowed to sleep tonight on the terrace of this mosque I do not know where to go anymore" Pinta Ridwan told Aki Ali.

"After this mosque there is a warehouse you can stay in that place for a while, you clean the warehouse and then you stay, while for as long as you have not got a job you can be the mosque's marbot" aki Ali.

"Thank you very much Aki" said Ridwan.

Then the old man gave him a packet of rice and a bottle of mineral water

"Eat this, Aki know you must not have eaten" said Aki Ali

"No need Aki, I don't want to bother Aki anymore, given a bed ride I've been grateful" said Ridwan not nice to Aki Ali.

"Don't refuse fortune, no good! Oh yes this is a book that you might be able to read if there is a loose time, yes then excuse me first" said Aki Ali

After the death of Aki Ali, Ridwan immediately cleaned this place, after all clean he cleaned himself first and then he opened a packet of rice given by Aki Ali, Rice rames with eggs ceplok.Sudap eating rice given by Aki Ali, Ridwan cried considering all the sins he committed

He is very grateful at least there is a place for him to take shelter at this time.Become a marbot so a place to learn him to appreciate life more he also studied religion more deeply in this place.When the morning when he was mopping the floor he saw Aki Ali was chatting in a stall near the mosque with a man whose face was not unfamiliar to Ridwan.Then the two went to the mosque to worship

"Who is that man, why do I feel familiar with the man who was with Aki Ali? Ah it's possible that I'm wrong to see people on this earth he said there will be seven twins in the face of the earth" inner Ridwan.

"Bugh.." a raw bogem was presented by Syakir to Ridwan.

"Sayakir!, Istigfar why are you? Persambet or what? Come notya salam even nonjok people" Maki Aki Ali.

"He deserves more than this Aki, Aki know who this guy is? He is the cause of the destruction of my household with Sila, he is the affair of Sila" Syakir said while pointing at Ridwan.Syakir's recollection made Aki Ali and Ridwan equally shocked, Ridwan is shocked because he did not expect to meet with Sila's ex-husband here whereas, Aki Ali did not think that Ridwan was Sila's affair, but he did not think that, indeed Ridwan has told all his dark stories including his affair with a woman but, he did not expect that Ridwan's affair is Sila his niece's wife, the world feels so narrow.

"I'm sorry, Sharif, I admit I was wrong I beg you to forgive me I want you to punish me now for all the sins and filth I've done to you" said Ridwan sincerely he to prostrate at the feet of Sharif.

"Wake up Nak Ridwan, it is not appropriate for you to prostrate with fellow humans" said Aki Ali.

"Khilaf said? The Khilaf was only done once but you during my sailing you were always in touch with my ex-wife, I heard in now pregnant your child, is that what you mean khilaf" syari's tone rose by an octave.

"Sharif, he's divorced. All his property was taken Sila, his mother was also depressed, Aki thought it was enough to be a punishment for him do not you add more kasian him, he is just a human being" said Aki Ali

Without a word Syarif left me and Aki Ali in the mosque.Ridwan did not despair the next day after getting the address of Sharif's house from Aki Ali, he went to Sharif's house to apologize to Sharif again.

"Assalamualaikum.." said Ridwan when entering the terrace of the house Sharif.Tak heard the answer from inside the house he knew Sharif was at home because earlier he had seen sharif from outside, he could see sharif from outside, until forty-five minutes the door was not opened by the owner of the house, but Ridwan did not despair he patiently waited outside, this is nothing when compared to his mistake in this man.Because of the annoyance Ridwan did not go Syarif finally came out of his house.

"Ceklek" the door opened and Sharif came out of the house with a sour face

"You want what else? Loser man" Sharif said as soon as he left his house.

"Syarif, my coming here from the bottom of my heart I want to apologize from you, you deserve to be angry, even hate me, hit me or beat me as much as you want to forgive me" ridwan said sincerely.

"I thought I wanted to finish you off with my own hands, but after I thought my hands were too clean for me to dirty with your sinful body" Syarif said, spitting.

Back Ridwan kneeled on Sharif's feet to beg for mercy

"Get out of my house, I will not let you continue to be in my house, it just soiled my house with your sin of adultery, I better have the arrival of an a****g than I have the coming of men like you" expelled Sharif. Ridwan could only resign but he was determined to come back so that Syarif would forgive him.