NOT WORTHY OF MY HUSBAND
Ridwan salary slip

Two years have passed now my son Narayan is two years old .It's very agile and worrying he's my solace .With his presence he can momentarily divert my heartache over the injustice of Mas Ridwan to me and his family. Even more beautiful, he loved his son Dinda Dita.

"Busuk Narayan Birthday you want to give me what gift?" much

"God little boy Narayan do not know what, bought the most toys also dirusakin.Sayang waste money "throw Mas Ridwan that makes my heart hurt

"Did you say mas? waste money? is that true? Narayan is your child, Dinda birthday you just buy an expensive barbie house, while for your child you say just waste money" I said furious

"Yes ..don't start, fuss continue are you not cape? you're not being selfish, you

tell me that Dinda was my unfortunate father who worked so odd jobs, his mother was just a housewife, it was a barbie doll that I bought him just nitip I should have bought it as his mama" sewot Mas Ridwan's.

"As Narayan's father, what do you love? besides the twenty thousand you gave me?" much

"It's for me to buy a car" said Mas Ridwan in the end

"Well, once for your own child" I said.

"Now you don't have to be angry anymore, I love you guys" said Mas Ridwan

"Yes sorry I'm a mas." I said to the end

A week after the incident, Ridwan often served out of town. After coming home from out of town he is more friendly and rarely angry. I wish Ridwan mas would be like this next.

"Yes... Mas go to work first yes, keep the house well don't be too tired" said Mas Ridwan

"Not tired how, I ngasuh son while selling not to mention seabrek housework, Mas Ridwan joking what how?" much

"Have not been angry continuously, this is the money I have added" he said while giving an envelope to me

"Wah tumben terribly mas Ridwan said I use all envelopes, usually only twenty thousand are given on the table" my mind pleased

"Yes, thank you" I said

"You will buy powder or underarm cake fragrance" he said and kissed my forehead before leaving.

"Alhamdulillah .. dream what last night mas Ridwan gave me money seamplop" my muran hurried me to open the envelope. I've been imagining the red red or blue blue money I'm about to receive. Semyum continues to grow in my lips. And how surprised I was after opening the envelope that he said the money shopping plus it turns out he only added two thousand only .

How so I was too hopeful, there is no way he arrived to love my money so much so far only twenty thousand.With a step I clean my room today the growth of my son wetting. she is now two years old she has not used pempers since infancy due to our economic limitations.

"Our mother's son ..tumben you wet the bed" I asked my son

"Yes ompol.maap" he said. I was anxious to kiss her cheek and then I bathed her and fattened her

"Now the mother's child is handsome, play first here do not go where the mother wants to change the bed sheet and dry the mattress" I said to my son.When I lift the mattress turns under the mattress there is an envelope.

"What's this envelope?" my grave and then I opened it turned out to be a pay slip.

"This will be written the name of Mas Ridwan in this slip, and the position he is Brand Manager and this salary is fifteen million including benefits and others" I read carefully the salary slip from my husband.It turns out all this time he lied to me.My question is just one where his salary has been all this time? I need to calm down as if I don't know what, I need to investigate first.

While cleaning the chamber my chest continued to rumble, in my heart kept asking me where the money ran so much? every day he works only with a motorbike butut. And her clothes were also simple. I was confused by the fact I just found out.

The next morning I quietly followed Ridwan mas. I saw him stop by my mother-in-law's house a moment later he came out again with a neat tie and there he was in the car, and there he was in the car, not that said Mas Ridwan Aswan why he who uses, ahhh. After that I decided to go home because I had to make a cake to leave the stall. When I was busy making my mother-in-law's cake.

"Aya ... You're just cooking spinach with tempeh?" my in-laws protest

"You're a well-established working husband just fed ginian rich" my in-laws scolded.

"The money is just enough to buy, a side dish like that ma'am" I said lazily arguing with my in-laws

"Based on a wasteful son-in-law" said my in-laws. I just kept quiet as she started nagging and then I saw her open my rice storage.

"I want to take this rice home" my in-laws said

"Mom, I just have it don't take it" I said

"You are stingy at all in-laws themselves, you should be grateful to have a rich husband Ridwan's work is well established so you must be filial to me do not stingy being a person" he said

"Oh my God.how is it not that I'm stingy but I don't have any more money, the cake that I put in the stall has not been paid all how later" I just fell silent and resigned to what my in-laws did.

"Nasi as vegetable some I take home for breakfast at home Dita not yet cooked" he said without waiting for an answer from me he had taken rice and side dishes and vegetables are only left a little.

"But ma'am" I haven't had time to finish what I said my in-laws interrupted

"Can't be stingy with in-laws" he said without sin to go. In the afternoon Mas Ridwan came home now he is not alone but with his son Dinda Dita

"Narayan ..papa bring a friend for you" said Mas Ridwan when he just came home from work while holding Dinda

"Din.. I laper take the meal" ordered Ridwan.

"The rice was taken by Mother, and the rice lived in a little was also brought by Mother" I said

"Yes already ..no papa, I went out to eat for you both Dinda and kasian he has not eaten" he said

"Almost I was very fond of it, the tumben tumben bought food turned out to be because of Dinda" my mind suddenly I was so cool with the child.

"I tipped Dinda yes, only briefly I bought food at the corner food stall" he said.After that he left us to buy food .Suddenly Narayan cried hysterically and I degeti he turned out he was again the same toy Dinda .

"Why are you crying, son?" ask my son

"Natal thing" he said

"Now you are better and playing again" said I and my son made up again with Dinda. I waited for him to arrive and Dinda kicked my son to the ground and I approached him

"Why do you encourage Narayan, don't be so kasian he you have to get along" my advice

"Ngapain lukun cama poor children are ashamed, you poor children are smooth to lose to me" he said pongah.I did not expect that small child could talk like that.Lalu I hug my son.

"You are poor, you are poor" he said again

"You can't talk like that, the name is not polite" I again advised Dinda. After that, the sound of Ridwan's motorbike and Dinda suddenly cried hysterically .

" Hua.. pakde olang is evil.huaaaa" her cries exploded.

"What are you doing Aya?" ask Mas Ridwan

"I was just advising him that he kicked Narayan down" I said

"He is a small child so natural" said mas Ridwan defended Dinda. I tried to explain what really happened and instead Ridwan got angry and left us to go somewhere.