NOT WORTHY OF MY HUSBAND
Hugging alone

Pov Ridwan's

Almost a month I lived in this storehouse, it felt calm and peaceful, Every third of the night I always woke up to complain about lara and my screams, because only to Him I could complain about my fate, I offer prayers so that I can be forgiven of all the sins I have committed before, I also ask to be given wisdom and fortitude and live this destiny of my life.

My activity after cleaning the mosque now I also work in Aki Ali store I help there, the shop is quite crowded, the shop is quite crowded, Aki Ali only lives alone with her daughter Anisa she is a widow four times divorced because she is a barren woman, actually Anisa is a beautiful woman, beautiful and also good but the fate of her love is not as sweet as her face, actually Anisa is a beautiful woman, from this I can learn that all people are tested through their own destiny.

Today Aki Ali told me to shop for raw materials to the city, it has been a long time since I have been to the city, at lunch at the rice stall padang I accidentally met office friends when I was still successful first, I felt very small in front of them.

"Hai Wan, here too?" ask my friend

"Yes," I said they must have known the story of my life, as usual they show off their success so far, and the achievements that have been obtained, and the achievements that have been obtained, I used to be the same as them at lunch must be a show, Oh God it turned out to be very bad prilakku in the past, after finishing eating Dini approached me and whispered something.

"Wan, I'm waiting for you at the jasmine hotel, I know you must have not combined love.I'm ready to serve you" whispered Dita in my ear, I really feel very uncomfortable.

"Sorry Din, I can't" I said briefly and he seemed to be stunned

"God be your hypocrite, your case has indeed changed but I am sure you are still the same as you used to cheat, don't just claim I know you are now cool, you know, there is no money calm me who will pay" said Dini slowly

"Once again sorry Din, I can't" I subtly rejected him so that there is no commotion, at this time I prefer to avoid the commotion.

Then Dini and her friends left me, before leaving she paid for my food.

"All of you at the table there, kasian itung-itung alms" said Dini presumably he was disappointed in me to talk spicy rich so.I'm grateful at least I can refuse the invitation maksiat today, he said, if I am sure I am yes, the important thing is to like there is no problem for us, O Allah how dark my mass.After eating the field I decided to see Narayan from ignorance, I saw him coming home from school to pick up his new dad, he seemed so happy, Arman seemed to love my son.

"Dad is happy son, you are growing up well and not lacking anything, I promise you I will work hard for you" I said

After my business is done I go straight home and bring raw materials Aki ali order, until the shop is late afternoon, Aki Ali told me to go home, and then I will go home, hurrying to step foot and then clean themselves to the mosque to pay the call of the Almighty, after praying I sat in the mosque I saw children being TPA taught by Anisa, and I saw the children, with painstaking care he guided the children, a glimpse of Anisa's face similar to the Light, ah.Why do I remember her, it can not be she is not my muhrim anymore, he said, I can't think about it anymore even though I can't deny I still love him.I wonder if Narayan is also currently TPA like a child here, or maybe he is teaching private with an ustadz, or maybe he is teaching private with an ustadz, seeing these children I miss my son even more, did I also see that his grandmother loved him more than her own grandmother, Narayan's grandmother? I became my poor mother's keinget, what she's doing right now, so I besuk she's still raging and does not want to meet me, he said, the next day I visited Mom again the worse I cried to see the state of Mother, she roared and clawed at the ground, and then laughed creepily like kuntilanak, Oh God forgive the sins of Mother Servant, my servant really loved him.

"Mas Ridwan is daydreaming?" anisa asked me who broke my daydream.

"Yet Mas, this is still waiting for children to pray first, mas not njai first?" asked Anisa.I immediately scratched my head that was tidal itchy.

"He..he.he, he wanted the deck, but unfortunately I can not njai, Arabic letters I do not understand" said Ridwan

"Mas, can pay slowly read iqro' first, later if Mas does not mind Nisa ajarin" said Anisa.

"Indeed, the deck of Nisa does not mind my teaching njai" said Ridwan.

"I'm even happy Mas, can practice my Science" said Anisa with a sweet smile, ihh.

After my conversation with Anisa that time every afternoon I learned to teach although new iqro' , I took great pains in learning it. Anisa seemed happy with my progress and she also liked my learning spirit at this young age. Until magrib until isya' I was still in the mosque I became more diligent in recollecting the majesty of the Almighty, I began to accrab with the surrounding population, especially the men, the night getting late, the night getting late, one by one people died the mosque stay me here alone hugging deserted, I out the mosque then to the coffee shop briefly to drive away deserted.

"Mas Ridwan alone continues, aja truck with loh mas" teased the shop owner.

"God this Father is just there, I am an acute anger. Fun job if afternoon help in the store if afternoon if someone is giving work if you do not bother anymore, where there are women who want to be with me ,heheh" I said while laughing at my own life.

"Mas Ridwan is handsome, it is enough capital to ensnare girls or widows would want to be the same mas" said the owner of the stall.

"God sir, eating a handsome face is not enough sir. I have failed many times in the household, now my ex-child and wife are happy with their new family" I said sadly.

"Why don't you take Anisa aja mas, she's actually a good woman, only fate doesn't side with her, he said, he also failed many times in the household terakir he mondok to deepen the religion and forget all the problems" said the owner of the stall. I smiled apparently not only was I the jerk given a trial, it turned out that good people were also given a trial.

"Why smile, have a crush on Anisa?" fashion owner stall.

Tbc

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