NOT WORTHY OF MY HUSBAND
Musrik and playing shaman

Today my schedule is to visit Mom, in RSJ said Sister Mother is now better, yes even though sometimes I still often rummage-ngamuk but not as often as before, Anisa asked me to speak from heart to heart, so that Mom is honest with what she has done to facilitate the healing process however, she said, it seems that my efforts are in vain Mother is still reluctant to admit her mistakes.Today Anisa did the treatment again, Anisa, but Anisa said that if there is no intention from Mother herself to repent all will be in vain in the end.I no longer know how to persuade Mother, I do not know how to persuade Mother, I want you to heal as you are and become a better human being, I go home with shaky steps. All the way I was silent, because I was thinking about Mom.

"Mas, I noticed Mas Ridwan from earlier daydreaming what is going on mas?" ask Anisa.

"Not anything deck, I just thought about Mom. It's hard to persuade Mom" I said.

"Nothing is impossible Mas, ask the same Almighty, so that the heart of the Mother is won, God is the heart of man" Anisa said

After returning from visiting Mother, I was more diligent tahajud I recited long enough every night, asking for His forgiveness and help.I hope that one day Mother will change.After a month of the incident I went back to see Mother, Mother, and persuaded him but his reaction was still the same he did not flinch and did not want to admit his mistake.Suddenly Anisa approached Mother.

"Mom is better?" the tan is smooth and soft.Mother just snuggles.

"Mom still feels right here?" ask her again then Mother dodged, a sign that I no longer want to be here.

"Mom want me to help you get out of here?" asked Anisa again, Mother's eyes immediately sparkled hearing the words from Anisa.

"Then please tell me what you've been going through so far, that will make it easier for me to help you get out of this place" said Anisa.

Then I started telling her story.

"It all started with Mom's mistakes and the grudges that made Mom this way" Mother said

"Hmmm...continue?" ask Anisa again

"Hiks..hiks..hik" Mother was shocked.

"What really happened, Mom?" ask Anisa.

"One day Mother was visited by four people in big bodies and in black clothes, they dragged Mother to a place, whether it was a place what her name was, I saw many people there were working non-stop, he said, and they also said that I would be a new employee in that place, at that time in front of me there was already a very large cauldron and I was told to cook in that very large cauldron with three other people, he said, the workers there just glanced at me and then, they worked back busy with their respective jobs, if the task of slicing meat every day they will slice the meat if the pounding seasoning full day he will mash the seasoning, seasoning, while I was in charge of cooking very much and never endless.Everyone is busy no one talks they focus on their respective tasks, the atmosphere is crowded like a village people who are more just a celebration, just, the difference here is no one talks at all, and the cuisine feels very rancid and stinging" Mother paused the story.

"Then?" ask Anisa.

"The night I worked non-stop, every dish was cooked, there would be people lifting it and then I was told to cook again, and so on I felt prolonged fatigue, he said, Once when we were all the cooking team called the king's majesty, we entered a very magnificent palace, the walls were made of gold, he said, after passing through the hall we entered the magnificent palace there he was sitting in his great chair, the form of the king was very terrible, all his body black eyes red, his horned head was terrible" said Mother pause the story while wiping the sweat.

"Then?" ask Anisa.

"Drink first ma'am" said Anisa, then Mother uprooted the mineral water offered by Anisa.

"We can not deny the orders of the creepy creatures earlier, Mother also had time to meet the shaman that I asked for help to find a seller and hurt Aya, hiks...hikss" Mother instead cried.

"If you are not strong the story is borrowed first is nothing ma'am" said Anisa gently.

"No, I don't have to tell you to be relieved" Mother said. Then he continued his story.

"Mom was about to ask the shaman for help, but Mother's tongue was not able to speak at all. Then the shaman approached Mother, and spoke that this was a risk that I had to bear and the shaman said he could not help Mother, hiks.hiks" She rebuked and Anisa approached and hugged Mom.

"Then after that I heard you read what verse or teaching, then Mom was sucked and then could get out of that place and like now Mom can be here, I'm afraid of the torment..hiks, I'm afraid that Mother will be brought to that place again" said Mother stunned I so sliced to hear Mother's cry.

"Mom's gonna get out of that place forever?" ask Anisa again and Mom just nodded.

"Now you repent, ask God for forgiveness for your sins" said Anisa

"Can you still be forgiven?" ask Mom on the sidelines of her crying.

"God is Oft-Forgiving Ma'am" said Anisa.

"But I never pray or teach, I also can not pray and teach" said Mother.

"Mom wants Nisa to teach you?" nisa asked, Mother nodded again.

"One more thing you have to do, apologize to the people you've hurt all this time" Anisa said.

"But Mother's fault is many, whether they want to forgive Mother especially Ay, Mother's ex-daughter-in-law, Mother has already wronged her, hikss, she was actually a kind and sincere woman but because Mom's heart was covered by hatred I never saw It all, even Mom wanted to harm her through shaman" said Mother increasingly embarrassed regretting her actions.

"Said Mother Ma'am Aya is a good person, so certainly can forgive Mother of course" said Anisa encouraged Mother, really I am more amazed and amazed by this woman, I am more amazed and amazed by this woman, I've known you from childhood can't persuade you, but look Anisa with her tenderness can melt you.

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