NOT WORTHY OF MY HUSBAND
Worship twenty thousand

Since that incident, Mas Ridwan sleeps more often at his parents' house with the reason of more cost because his office is close to my in-laws' house. Sometimes he comes home once a week or twice at most. My content is getting bigger soon I will give birth I do not know the gender of my son because never ultrasound. I just check with the midwife for my money I saved for the birth fee.

The day my son was born, I gave birth on the same day as Dita gave birth, the difference is she is in VIP class while I am in the lowest class. Honestly, I am very envious of him who always gets abundant affection from my husband and family-in-law. Just give birth to him can be in the VIP class, actually Aswan is just an ordinary employee, I think great he can finance his wife in this hospital with all the facilities.

After returning from the hospital there is no celebration at all because of the limitations of money is different from Dita after the hospital held a recitation and thanksgiving. After my son was born I decided to quit my job and I made a living from my husband for my daily living expenses. Miris Mas Ridwan only gave me twenty thousand dollars a day. The age of my child is increasing the need to increase inevitably I have to find extra money .

"Mas I want to work at a neighbor's house help cook and clean the house, help,

a fair amount of money can be to cover our needs for a day" my permission to mas Ridwa

"You don't go crazy Aya, if you work rich so that there is me who is ashamed" said mas Ridwan

"Why should I be ashamed of my work.I can take my son while working he will not be abandoned" I said

"No way!, anyway you can not work rich so the effect is that I do not support you" he said furious

"The income of twenty thousand is not enough to meet our daily needs, not to mention if the rice runs out, the soap runs out together.If you do not ngijinin I work you add the money" I said

"You are a wasteful woman, said the mother of twenty thousand money is more than enough for a day of electricity I pay" he said pretak tau

"It's just pay for electricity, mas tau not the price of rice how much oil, not to mention baby soap and other telon oil" said I explained

"You have something simple why it is made complicated, baby soap does not need its own same soap as the soap we use a soap that we use" he said without sin

"Baby skin is sensitive can not use adult soap" I said

"Allah reason, said my mother used to use adult soap until now I am healthy only" he said

" Said Mother again, said Mother again, which you tried to ask other mothers, how much needs a day is not enough twenty thousand" said I began to growl at the sight of my husband's school .

"Enough Aya ! I'm lazy to fuss with you, the longer the more chatty you are, already annoying chattering again" he said while dumbstruck go somewhere

Penganguran said? strange man, work should not be said to be embarrassing .While I can't go back to the factory because no one takes care of my son. A week has since the roots of it I am increasingly difficult to meet the needs of the day. I decided to make a cake and I put it in the neighbor's shop.

"Mbak Aya this is great ..punya husband work in BUMN still want to sell spare change rich gini, money for what mbak Aya" asked Ibu Nurul my neighbor who I tipped snack.

"Find the busyness just ma'am answer me because I don't want my household problems to be known to outsiders

"Wah mbak Aya great .. already have an established husband but his lifestyle is still simple" praised Nurul's mother

"It's not simple ma'am, but it's far from what I thought. I sell because of my inner mother"

"My niece who works in a rich BUMN husband mbak Aya her life hedon, care gymnastics ,shopping anyway her life is very good, this is why mbak aya want to live hard" said Ibu nurul

" Maybe ponakan mom salary is big, my husband is not big salary" I said

" So my father said that the salary there is quite mbak, ordinary employees just he pay a lot especially if the staff is high, lha wong wants to check into the hospital aja free already borne by BPJS , the time of giving birth she was placed in the VIP room" Nurul's mother said

After returning from the Nurul warung bu I thought .The period of labor costs I did not cover BPJS at all should be at least third class .because I used to be in the factory BPJS second class cook SOE no BPJSnya .I have to ask about this to Mas Ridwan later

"Mas I want something? " tanyaku to mas Ridwan after the office bath and he was having dinner

"Well ask what else, would you like some extra money? I have told you many times my salary is only one million, twenty thousand times thirty it has been six hundred I love you .Not enough?" tanyanya ngegas

" It's not about money, it's about BPJS ?" much

" What happened to BPJS ?" tanyak .

" You have one year of work in BUMN when there is no BPJS allowance?" much

" Who said there aren't any ?" answer lightly

" Why then, at the time of my birth .I use my own fee "ask him again

" That's.that's.." she replied a little nervously.

" That's.that's, what?" I'm getting suspicious

" Well, because at that time the BPJS was not so "the answer was relaxed.

"Due the hell ?" I doubt his answer

"Then why yesterday our son was sick I brought to the health center, you did not say that you have BPJS "quote me again

"And you don't" he replied lightly without burden

"Just as you are, this sick child you are, if you can hear from the Mother of her child Dita sick you immediately excited our ningalin, if you can tell us, although you know our child is fussy, do not Dita child is your child" I said on his mind carried away by emotions because he is more concerned with Dita and her child than me and his own child

" Small..."

"keep your mouth "Mas Ridwan slapped me instead .Honestly I was shocked half dead he slapped me .I cried sobbing .

"I'm sorry Aya. I didn't accidentally, I slapped you in the box" he said, hugging me.

"Let go mas, all this time I just kept quiet you lived unworthy and now you're rude to me, what exactly do you want mas?" askaku while holding tightness in the chest and trying to remove his wound

" That's why you don't accuse me of being weird, 'We're my sister's wife so there's no way I'm cheating on her" he said

"You're not cheating but all your attention is loving you all, when your child is fussy not that you help calm him but you're busy taking care of his son Dita how can you make me think posistif mas" I said

" Aya .. This quarrel will not be endless because, you better calm yourself that Selfish know not?, I will sleep at home Mother let you think " he said that he left me, not that he persuaded me not to be angry anymore, but he just left me.

"Egois said" I muttered while questioning .