NOT WORTHY OF MY HUSBAND
Getting used to the situation

This morning I went through with enthusiasm, seeing Narayan yesterday made my work spirit double than usual.After cleaning the mosque I immediately rushed to take a shower after that directly to the Aki Ali store, until there I got a mandate to take Anisa to the city.

"Anisa today you are in town to buy supplies of this store, a lot of goods that have been used up" said Aki Ali

"Yes, Abah" said Anisa obediently.

"Son Ridwan, please take Anisa to the city today. Wear pick up usually" said Aki Ali.

"Yes, Aki" I said obediently

"But it's a bit long, you see

the shopping list is a lot" said Anisa

"Yes, that's okay" I said

After that we left for the city, all the way we just a lot of silence, because the way to remember Anisa is very different from the women who have been close to me, because it is very different, he takes care of adab and good manners. I tried to open the conversation to melt the atmosphere.

"Dek Anisa, where are you going after shopping deck Anisa?" ask me to open the conversation.

"Just go home" he said briefly.

"Bas stupid, obviously go straight home, you think he is Dita or Sila if everywhere must not shop first" my mind cursed myself

"Where is Ridwan going?" tanyakanya. I immediately scratched my head that was not itching confused he replied.

"Hmmm.not anywhere" I said briefly.

"No need to find a child first?" ask him and I can only avoid

"Don't miss a mas?" tanyakanya.

"If I miss not being asked again, but I don't have the guts to see my son, I've made a big mistake and it's hard to forgive" I said, bowing languidly, then I told my dark story to Anisa and after hearing my story I thought she was going to ilfeel with me in fact she did not even give me the spirit, he also said that no man is perfect because perfection belongs only to the Almighty, this woman is completely different from others every word is always soothing.

"Dek Anisa, why until now you are still at home alone" I asked him.

"It may be because God has not made a soul mate for me yet, surely God has prepared the best man for me" he said

Then there was no more silence between us, after shopping we had lunch at my chicken noodle shop. While we were eating I saw Hendra, my old office friend, was also enjoying Chicken noodles in this shop, and he came to us.

"There is something new" he said, patting my shoulder.

"No, he's my employer's son where I work right now" I said honestly

"God don't need to muna, I think you changed after various tests on you, it turns out you are still like the old days, especially now I hear you are free not tied to anyone so you feel free" he said Long-long, I really felt bad for Anisa, hendra accused her of being my mistress.

"Allah relax, rich as anyone who wears shy lions, you used to still have Aya aja you married again and courtship also the same as others, but this time I admit your taste buds changed, but this time, you used to like sexy and voluptuous, but why now you like it closed" he said with laughter.

"Rare you Hen, he's my master's son and he's also a najai teacher don't just recriminate" I said, I feel bad with Anisa.

"Bak knows where the model guy kek gini, be careful mbak him a villain to***n" he said again with a laugh he thought this was funny.

"Hendra is enough!, not everyone you can make jokes like this" I said starting to inflamed Hendra's mouth was really late.

"Laseless Bro, I miss with you the times when we always joked together in the break now we can't do it anymore" he said.

"Sorry Hen, I don't have time to serve this joke of you that's not funny at all, now I'm not the Ridwan I used to be, too sorry for my time if only to joke with you like this, right now my stomach needs number one" I said firmly and then I left the Chicken Mie stall followed by Anisa.

"I'm sorry, deck, made your lunch messed up" I said unkindly to Anisa.

"You are not wrong mas, anyone will think like your friend, after all we are not muhrim and go only two, it causes slander" said sage Anisa, I feel struck by Anisa's words, I feel stuck with Anisa, I didn't think so far. I've sacrificed the pride of an Anisa who he's been guarding, I decided to find her taxi online so as not to have one car with me, I've been looking for her, at first he refused because my cash was not how exhausted bhat pay taxi, but I iklas this is also my fault make him uncomfortable in this condition.

After that incident I kept a little distance with Anisa, I was afraid she was injured my mass too bad, I realized who I was just a sinner man who did not deserve to be close to an Anisa, I began to ask to be taught by men and if in the shop I would rather go alone than with Anisa. Right now I'm just focusing on teaching me and making money for my future, ah I became a miss my son but what power I can not meet him even in vain alone afraid of me My own father.It crossed my mind to approach Dinda again in this way I can slowly approach my son Narayanan.

Today I deliberately did not work on Aki Ali and he allowed, then I went to the city to the Kindergarten where my son was attending school, as soon as I saw Dinda I immediately called her the boy was very happy and I told her to take my son with her.

"Narayan this is Dad, son," I said I wanted to hug him but I didn't dare because maybe he would rebel and cry.

"Why did you come here? Does Papa know I'm here? Dad if you want to see me first permission Papa" said my son, I'm a little stuck, very sick. Just to meet my own son I have to get someone else's permission.

"Dad permission to be with your mother?" ask me to make him feel comfortable, even though my heart hurts I can't describe.

"She called her Mama bekalang yah, her father is good, Inda celing dikacih toy cama jajan, aunt Aya is also good bekalang she also loved cama Inda" said Dinda.

Everything has changed, even my son now calls his mother with the name Mama and Dinda usually also call bude now call aunt, Ahh is the important thing I can now meet my son, my daughter, my gawa was directly connected to Aya.

"Assalamualaikum" he said

"Deg" that voice, the voice that I always miss my inner self.

"Yes, today I met Narayan may I take him for a short walk with Dinda" I said.

"For a while, Mas, I permission first with the Papa" he said across there.again I have permission on others to invite my son, but what can I do?.

Tbc

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