
Reva went into the ladies' room. He washed his face that looked stupid and annoying. He wanted to scream, but there was no sound that he could cry, he wanted to cry, his tears did not want to drip.
Reva leaned her body against the toilet wall. He cried without tears, only his shoulders moved up and down.
How could everything be so painful for Reva. The man whom he knew as his first love, turned to another heart was even waiting for his baby. What does it mean all this time in Adrian's heart besides the interlude that will never get to the point of having each other.
After struggling with her inner self, Reva tried hard for herself.
“Yes, you're just a stranger to me bey...” Reva with his own face.
With a certain step, he came out of the toilet, put on a stupid smile that he always made the shield that he was strong. There were rumors about him, but he ignored them.
“Reva...” Call Jeremy who was waiting for him in front of the ladies' room.
Reva stopped her steps. In front of him was Adrian who was also waiting for him. Reva flipped her body to Jeremy. Without Reva guessing, Jeremy suddenly hugged her tightly.
“Jer, please release me!” reva.
“Not origin I can pay, I can ask you when is it?” jeremy whispered in his voice. He knows the pain Reva is trying to endure right now.
Reva was glued to her place. He saw Adrian looking at him with a pus. His evil thoughts began to spin. His heart was already too sore with all the accusations and it felt like he had to make a decision.
“Sure, as long as you have money, I can nemenin you wherever you want, as long as you do not ask to sleep together.” Reva firmly with a grievous grin that he tried to carve.
It sounded as if Jeremy was exhaling violently in Reva's ear. For a moment, let them see Reva like this. Reva the teaser, Reva the destroyer of people's relationships and Reva who is not easily hurt.
“Lo can cry if you want Re, I will temenin lo.” Lirih Jeremy who increasingly tightened his embrace.
Reva gulped his saliva violently, yes he should be strong. “Nangis? Don't expect me to cry for a momentary feeling.” Killah Reva's. “Please me, you gota special cas if you bend me!” reva continued while releasing his body from Jeremy's embrace.
Jeremy let go of his embrace. Jeremy's pair of eyes stared fixedly at Reva.
“Lo where are you going? Let me temenin...” Tawar Reva smiled.
Immediately Jeremy pulls Reva's hand and takes her walking past Adrian who is still glued to see Reva pass.
“Re....” Adrian who was ignored by Reva.
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Tonight, Reva is glued alone in her room with her picture and Adrian she is looking at. He embraced both of his legs with tears dripping from both his eyes. This was the first time he cried over his love story after he had held back his crumbling feelings in front of everyone.
As it turns out, there was a point where Reva felt she was just an ordinary human being who could feel the pain of betrayal. A tear drop may represent her current pain. In his heart he hoped that tomorrow there would be no reason for him to cry for Adrian who would only be a memory for him.
Love, no matter what its shape, can make the heart crumble dim and endless pain.
Reva wiped away the tears that were slowly starting to dry up. He saw a pale shadow of himself with both puffy and red eyes.
“Adrian, why do you hurt me? Is it wrong I'm the same you bey?”
Those were the only words that kept repeating in Reva's head.
Before long, there was a knock on the door. Reva still felt reluctant to move out of her place.
“Bey... Open the door.. We need to talk..” Adrian's voice is clearly heard in Reva's ear cavity. However, he really did not want to see the face of the man who made him a patient because of love.
“Bey, you must be heard first my explanation.. I beg you to let me in..” again Adrian's voice sounded louder with a knock on the door.
Gathering his remaining strength, Reva opens the door for Adrian.
“Bey...” exclaim Adrian who immediately embraced Reva.
But that's how quickly Reva dodged. Reva glanced at Adrian who was standing before her. He looked chaotic with a messy appearance and red eyes.
“I open you the door because gag wants you to disturb other hostess residents. So if you still want to talk, talk fast, I'm tired.” Reva said without looking at Adrian in the least.
“Bey, ..” Adrian grabs Reva's hand and grasps it tightly. “I love you..” continued Adrian while holding a sob on his chest.
“Love? Where, I'm a clay gag? A betrayal, that's what you said love?!” sahut Reva waving Adrian's hand. I swear by anything, he's sick of hearing the word love from Adrian's mouth.
“Bey, I can clear everything. I'm just in love with you. And that woman is the woman my parents are preparing to be my wife. I love Him, I really only love you!” cerocos Adrian with great determination.
“Gag love? Gag love you said? What does he carry at the moment? You gag may be doing it in a state of forced and unconscious like in drama stories or novels?” snapped Reva with a look that was close to killing.
“Aarrgghh!” Adrian ruffled his own hair in frustration. “Reva, as long as I'm with him, you're the only one on my mind re, gag there's another. I can say the same arini, I will be responsible for the child, as long as you keep the same I Bey, I beg you to give me a chance.” Adrian knelt before Reva without hesitation.
“Jeez Adrian, you really disgust me! You can have as many wives or affairs as you want!
But I gag will never be one of them!” resolutely Reva with brute force.
Adrian has really become a stranger to him, until the harsh words are thrown out of his mouth.
“That's why I'm going to leave Arini, and you're only going to be the only one for me!” adrian without giving up.
“Crazy! Lo crazy! I gag can live with gag people have a heart like Lo! Now Lo go, from now on we are just strangers who do not need to remember anything that has happened in the past.” Reva firmly with full emphasis.
Adrian far sitting, it feels like his body's support bones have melted together with tears that continue to drip.
Reva's corner of heart felt so sore when those words just came out. Not only Adrian, Reva also sobbed when he realized everything had to end.
Reva tried to control himself who was dissolved in a vortex of disappointment.
“Adrian, You must take equal responsibility of your wife and child. Regardless of what your relationship is from, right now you are a pole for them. Don't hurt them like you hurt me. Although it is difficult, I must let you go and let you start your new life with them. Please, don't make me feel guilty for seizing something I shouldn't have expected.” Reva said with full rigor.
The tears that were dripping stayed the tears that would probably be the end of the pain that Reva felt.
Adrian tried to get up, his legs felt limp like he was losing energy. Everything that he has intertwined with Reva, it must indeed end. He could no longer touch the face that often appeared in his mind, he could no longer embrace the body that always warmed him and he could no longer look at the peaceful eyes that always drove his turmoil, he said, moreover, he could no longer get love from Reva Anasya who was so loved.
Adrian grabs Reva's hand and rubs her cheek gently. He wiped away any remaining tears that were on Reva's face. Reva was downcast, she was unable to endure the sadness that gnawed at her heart.
For the last time, Adrian kissed Reva's forehead gently with a feeling. His shoulders were seen going up and down, describing the cries he was holding. In his arms Reva tightly.
“I'm sorry,.. I let you go. Be happy with others, I am enough to be the reason you cry. Love you bey..” Brisking Adrian with his voice.
Reva just nodded, she tried to let go of all her feelings going with Adrian. It hurt, but there was no other choice for him. For a moment, let him be selfish, enjoy Adrian's warm embrace one last time. And this dripping cry, let it be the accompaniment of Adrian's departure to his new happiness.
The Flash Back Off
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Huhuhoo... I write it while crying alsoaaa, who is patient yaa reader all...