
Fery invites Reva to have lunch at the tavern that sells the duck main menu. The atmosphere looked crowded, especially this was lunch hour. Fery chose a comfortable seat, yes he chose to eat in the outdoor area, not in the store. He thought the atmosphere would be more pleasant because it was not crowded with many people.
“Lo likes roasted duck what fried duck?” fery asked shortly after finding a seat.
“Fried ducks. Thanks yes..” sahut Reva while smiling.
Fery just nodded then headed towards the food reservation. He ordered some menus and Reva only saw them from a distance.
Before long, Fery returned and sat down beside Reva.
“Gue just knew there was a good place to eat here.” Reva said with eyes around looking around the shop.
“Iyaa, this store is simple, but I guarantee you will like.” Fery's great-grandson with great earnestness.
Before long, the seller came to deliver the order. Reva and Fery started eating their lunch. Sometimes they laugh when Fery and Reva's lips are both smitten with the oil from the ducks they eat.
“Hahaha you are a mess fer..” said Reva while laughing crisply.
Fery laughed while Reva was as messy. Reva washed her hands first and took out a piece of tissue and then wiped the remaining oil on Fery's face. Fery was stunned with a gentle swipe of Reva making their two eyes look at each other.
Reva stopped the movement of her hand as she felt that Fery might not like it.
“Sory, if excessive.” Cetus Reva immediately pulled his hand.
He put back his tissue while Fery was still very stunned. Laras though never cared about his appearance even he did not care what Fery had eaten or not because he would rather have lunch with his friends and Fery just looked at it from a distance. Or perhaps, Laras did not want to introduce Fery as his lover because his appearance was not worth showing to his friends. For some reason, at a time like this Fery feels gambled. What's he been doing all this time? Was his love in vain all this time?
“Fer, you're fine right?” Reva breaks Fery's reverie. Fery's a little flabbergasted.
“Oh yes, sory I daydream.” Fery's great-grandson who lowered his voice at the end of the sentence.
“Sorry if I was.”
“Gag pa-pa re...” Fery cuts Reva sentence immediately. “Lo melanin role lo very well.” Praise Fery with an uncouth feeling.
After lunch, Fery took Reva elsewhere. Along the way Fery sees Reva sitting uncomfortably. He could see Reva's expression that occasionally seemed to grimace from the right rearview of his motorbike. Fery stopped his motorcycle.
“We've arrived?” asked Reva who was trying to open her helmet.
“Not yet re, only I see lo like a comfortable gag.” Terka Fery who made the look of Reva's face changed a while later.
“Hem ketauan ya...” Reva small smile.
“Lo why re?” Fery stared fixedly at Reva, as Reva always did, giving focus to her interlocutor.
“Thus, this is the first day of my monthly period. My stomach hurts a little. Sorry if gag menuhin tintas lo, if you become a comfortable gag, we walk like aja, and lo free, gag need to pay my services.” Bright Reva without awkward.
Fery just smiled. Apparently a battle-hardened woman like Reva can also pale due to the monthly period.
“Gag pa-pa re, that's a natural thing. Later if it's been until, I buy medicine ya.” Tawar Fery who was taken in agreed by Reva.
Fery returned to his motorcycle and stopped right in front of the stadium. Fery took off his helmet and Reva's.
“Lo likes balls?” ask Fery who is random.
“Gag my fanatic, but understand a little bit.”
“Totally?” Fery seemed surprised by Reva's reply, not expecting Reva to be so unique. More and more things make Fery curious.
“Yaa, ade I have a lot of guys, so I know a little bit about the ball gini.” It was Reva's light that wiped out Fery's shock.
Fery understood.
Fery took Reva into the stadium. The game starts and they get VIP tickets. Before entering Fery bought chocolate and ice cream and gave it to Reva.
“So this is the medicine you mean?” tanya Reva chuckled.
“Yes, usually girls will like sweet food if again dapet.” Tell Fery who knows.
“Hahha lo emang expert yes about girl.” Praise Reva who is either honest or clear satire that sentence makes the awkwardness of Fery disappear.
Reva starts to enjoy her ice cream, but suddenly someone stands up and nudges Reva to make it fall on Fery.
“Gosh, sory fer...” immediately Reva took a tissue from his bag and cleaned the ice cream melts that hit Fery's shirt.
Fery was only silent, he was only able to look at the face of Reva who looked more beautiful when viewed from this close distance.
“Yah.. dirty deh shirt lo.” Reva complains with a guilty look at Fery. Whatever Fery's blood is rippling.
“Gag pa-pa re, this in the wash is also missing.” Said Fery, trying to smile.
“Hem... Really sory yes fer, I ngacauin our date.” Reva said with her guilt.
“Dating? Why do I wish this was real re?” inner Fery without being able to express.
“Truly gag pa-pa re, let's watch it again.” Fery turned Reva's gaze to the green field. It seems to work, because now Reva is serious about watching the match.
During the game, Fery's attention is more often directed at Reva. The girl who now rolls up her sleeves to the elbow, she cheers and jumps for joy when the player manages to score. Whether which team he supports, Fery does not care. He just wanted to enjoy the view before his eyes. A very rare sight and disturbed his mind.
“Lo cool chick re...” praise Fery in her heart.
*****
For the reason of his memories that continue to be linked to Reva, Fery finally made up his mind. That afternoon, he did not want to be a private driver for Laras. He wants to be appreciated as a real person who is treated well and sincerely. And this time, he chose to leave Laras who was still engrossed with his friends and met Reva who always made him feel “ada”.
“Re...” said Fery when he saw Reva who appeared from behind the door of his boarding room.
Let's say Fery got carried away on his first date with Reva but more than that, he wants to go back to spending time with Reva.
“Lo.?” Reva seemed to remember the figure before her.
“Where is fer, how can I help?” although Reva does not remember it, Reva still offers help, is not it very sweet for Fery?
“Sory re, afternoon-afternoon gini I bother you. I have not made an appointment with you yet, but I hope you can keep me for a while to chat.” Pinta Fery hesitantly.
Reva could see Fery's clenched hand. He was sure that the feeling of the man in front of him was not okay.
“Can I know what “nemenin” means?” Reva wants to make Fery's point clear.
Fery stared at Reva's brown bead, he sighed deeply and tried to convince Reva. “Gue, only wanted in temenin, pure in temenin. I gag will macem-macem, I promise.” Fery pointed two of his fingers in front of Reva. Reva seemed to think for a moment but then nodded in agreement.
****
Sco music lines echo filling the ear cavity of anyone who is in one of the famous clubs in Jakarta. They danced to the dance floor while Reva was still sitting quietly looking at Fery who had several drinks and then grimaced bitterly.
“Let me another bottle!” Fery shouted at the bartender in front of him.
“Fer, you are sure, you have finished 1 bottle loh.” Reva tried to remind me.
Fery just smiled faintly. He looked at Reva with his half-conscious gaze.
“Lo care same I re? hahahha you care?” fery asked with a loud-sounding laugh.
Although the sound is still inferior to the music, but Reva can still hear Fery's voice clearly. He laughed out loud but his eyes lied. He could not hide the pain he was feeling.
Reva realized, this is not the right place for Fery. He typed some messages on someone and after getting a reply, he immediately brought Fery.
In a room that is quite spacious with an atmosphere that is not too noisy, Reva sat Fery on the sofa. Several times Fery fell asleep lost balance but he soon got up and sat back down.
“Kalo my existence gag is considered, gag struggle is appreciated, maybe the most correct thing is to go, because for what to survive if the place visited is not able to be happy? Is it re?” asked Fery who was still bowed with occasional hiccups. It looks like he's really drunk.
Reva did not respond but he still faithfully listened to Fery with the distance he made.
“Gue is nobody, I'm just a lowly creature that even he refuses to introduce to his world. But why am I still beside him? I'm stupid, right re?” this time Fery stared at Reva with a line of wry smiles.
In this second Reva regained consciousness, it seemed like Fery was heartbroken.
“Hahahha yes I'm stupid!” Fery hit his own head while chuckling. “Lo can understand me better than him, but why should he be the one I love, why not lo aja?” Fery draws himself closer to Reva and Reva lets him. He has a limit that will probably act when Fery has passed.
“Gue love same her re, I love!” fery shouted then with barking eyes. It was a clear feeling he was trying to endure. “But, I feel I walk alone, I survive alone and I fight alone. We are not in a condition of maintaining a relationship, we are just delaying to then part.” Fery rubbed his chest heavily.
“Gue was beside him but I gag was once thought to exist. I'm just a driver, I'm a baker eating, I'm the one who bullied him, I'm the one who love to die with him but I gag means nothing to him. Anjimmmm! emang.” Fery shouted while hitting the sofa he was sitting on. “Haaaahh. I want to know, if after I go he will find me, will miss me. But I was too scared, because I realized, if I go, I'll never gag back with him again. And I'm afraid, maybe he'll be alone.” Tukas Fery started to close his eyes. His lips smiled bitterly and his body began to lean.
Loving someone sometimes feels so hard. Although Reva never experienced exactly what Fery experienced, but he could feel Fery's heartache. Have they never loved and been wasted?
“Tell what you want to say fer, after that we both forget and we start a new life more beautiful without pain.— Lirih Reva who seems not to be heard clearly also by Fery.
“Uhuk-uhuk!” Fery coughed. Reva immediately approached and within a few moments Fery vomited out his entrails.
“Ah shit lo emang!” grunts Reva while smiling foolishly at himself.
He cursed himself. After several times accompanying Jeremy in the same condition, how can he still not know what will happen next and become a victim of vomit for the umpteenth time. Some of Reva's clothes were dirty but he didn't care. Reva helped Fery lie down and rubbed the remaining vomit on Fery's lips gently.
Fery smiled as he looked at Reva. “Thanks re...” the flow that is either conscious or not. But in a few moments, he began to fall asleep.
Reva took out the menu paper and wrote something down there. Before long Reva's phone rang, he immediately answered.
“Gue is still in your place. He's heavily drunk.” Reva's light on Jeremy.
“Ah well, lo why bring your beetles there anyway? If he does weird shit the same lo how re?” jeremy's voice sounded anxious.
Reva only smiled as she looked at Fery who was sleeping. “She has slept jer.” Whisper Reva while chuckling.
“Huft thankfully. Lo go home aja re, tuh son let me take care of.”
“Iya.. But jer, I think I made a mistake deh.” This time Reva turned her back to Fery. He breathed deeply and sounded angry.
“Why? Are you starting to like guys? Don't take ya re, ato tuh beetle facing me!” snapped Jeremy in annoyance.
“Gag so jer...” Reva tried to calm Jeremy and himself. “Gue is wrong, I think he has a girl but instead I ladenin.” Reva sounded sorry.
“Well, how can you? Feelings I find out about him, he gag has a girl deh.” Jeremy sounded surprised.
Reva sniffed her shoulders, she realized she was wrong. All this time, he only wanted to accompany beetles who did not have a partner. However, he did not want to be a destroyer of the determination of someone who was guarding his heart for the girl he loved, but this time he seemed to be cheated.
Ah, the rice has become porridge, just use soy sauce and fried onions, thought Reva. He ended his call to Jeremy. For a moment he looked at Fery who was asleep and then left Fery alone.
After Reva died, Fery opened his eyes again. Actually, he didn't really fall asleep. He could still clearly hear all of Reva's conversations with his opponent. And hearing Reva's words, made Fery's heart warm.
Fery picked up the writing Reva left for him. Her lips smiled as she looked at Reva's handwriting.
“All people valuable fer, including lo. No matter how much you feel for him, you must first love yourself before giving feelings to others. Keep strong good man.” That's what Reva wrote.
Fery smiled faintly, but his eyes began to drip with tears. He could feel Reva's sincerity. And about his feelings, it feels like he has found the turning point. But this time alone, he wanted to let himself cry without being seen by anyone, after this, he would be even stronger.
Fery sobbing in alone.
*****
So, what is the definition of ****girl in your opinion? Huft Reva, make some baper people...
Btw, this is the longest episode I've made, don't be bosen yaa, hahaha
Happy reading gais...