Oh My Fak Girl's
Episode 177's

Arriving at the hospital, Theo was immediately taken to the resuscitation room. He got help quickly. And Reva could only droop leaning against the door leaf of the ER room with her deep cries. His hands were still covered in blood, the blood of Theo who had sacrificed his life for Reva.

“Reva!” exclaiming Raka who was running fast approaching Reva. He came with Alea and Edho.

Raka hugged Reva tightly. He did not want to let the woman he loved sob alone.

“Mas, I'm afraid..” Lirih Reva stammered. She was crying in Raka's arms.

Raka tightened her embrace. “Let's relax, baby, I'm here. I won't let anyone touch you again.” Promise Raka with all my heart.

Alea brushed her hair rough. He could only look at Reva while rubbing his head. Really, it felt like his heart was almost dislodged when he got news of Reva's condition.

Reva nodded in response. Raka took him to sit down. For a while, he let Reva until he became calmer.

In one of the treatment rooms Theo is now. He was beginning to wake up and the pain in his right waist was throbbing with pain. The effect of his anesthesia slowly disappeared changing in pain as he moved to change the position of his body.

From the glass window of the treatment room door, Theo could see Reva who was in modar mandir with her anxious face. It bites his fingers as an expression of anxiety.

“Honey, we're home. You must also pay attention to the condition of your body and our children.” Persujuk Raka which can be heard clearly by Theo.

“I gag can go home now mas. I gag bia ninggalin theo.” Reva refused while staring at a pair of black beads belonging to Raka.

“But re..”

“Mas! I beg you to trust me.” Reva put her hands together in front of her chest. He asked for Raka's understanding. “He who saved me and our son. I've felt the same pain, I've also felt the same fear and loneliness, I can gag so long as it lets him alone through it.” Lirih Reva then with her cry.

Raka stared in disbelief at the woman before him. After all they had gone through, what else should I doubt? Isn't looking at Reva with all her advantages and disadvantages something more important today? Errata, for Raka, Reva has no flaws whatsoever.

Raka doesn't chim in. He could only hug Reva tightly. Gently popping his head. He was very understanding of the decision Reva made and he appreciated it.

Theo's tears just trickled down his face to stop the tears. Yes, he was in pain, he was lonely. He was used to going through everything alone. But it feels, hearing the sentence Reva, he can go back to surviving without having to feel alone.

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Reva walks into Theo's treatment room. He opened the curtains of the room because it was early morning. Reva looked at Theo who was still asleep with a calm face, as if he did not feel any pain. His heart throbbed with pain, as he imagined the weight of the burden that Theo had to bear at this time. He had to lose 2 foundations in his life in an unexpected way.

Reva put the porridge on Theo's bedside table. Slowly Theo blinked and opened his eyes. Clearly bluish eyes are now staring at Reva with a line of smiles on her lips.

“The most incredible feeling I've ever felt was when I opened my eyes and your face was the first I saw. Good morning sweetheart.” Wailing with a distinctive hoarse voice of waking up, he tried to get up and lean on his bed. He smiled looking at the face of Reva who was asleep in his dream. Reva returned Theo's smile.

“Mor theo…. How are you feeling today?” reva asked while sitting on the chair next to Theo's bed.

“My feelings?” asked Theo while smiling. Reva. “Emmm Theo seemed to turn his gaze to the ceiling of his room which was white. There was no sentence that could describe his current feelings. “How about you, how are you feeling today?”

Theo asked Reva. Reva's feeling felt more important to him at the moment.

“I'm happy to see you are okay.” said Reva with full seriousness. Theo.

“Lumayan..” replied Reva indifferently. Theo chuckled at Reva's rough answer. “You know theo, I think everyone always has a reason to do whatever they want. Sometimes, not everything we can't get. But behind that, everything we need is actually already around us.” Reva returned Theo's gaze.

To be honest, that line was not Reva's reference to Theo but to himself.

“Nice word!” praise Theo while smiling. “When I feel almost dead, I hear you want to abuse me. Now that I'm awake, take out all your curse, I'll hear it.” Theo later said.

During the trip to the hospital, Theo continues to fight so that he does not lose consciousness. He wanted to always make sure that Reva was okay with nothing less. Reva's hand, her anxious gaze, the tears she was aiming for her and the insults she said she wanted to make, seemed to be the reason for Theo's survival. For the first time he felt Reva was there for him.

Theo was already aware of everything Reva was doing. When Reva decided to come see him, it was not because Reva gave up. He just wants to protect the people he loves. Theo let it go, Theo pretended not to know. There Reva beside him was already more than enough. Sometimes he feels very greedy, he hopes one day he becomes one of the people Reva wants to protect. And the debate between Raka and Reva last night, has made Theo feel that Reva wants to protect her too. Protecting him from the loneliness he had been feeling all this time.

“You suck.” Reva started the mockery. “Sometimes you make me very angry. I really want to slap you or grab your hair. And that sweetheart call made me know that in this world there is such a disgusting word other than the disgust itself.” Theo smiled at Reva's words.

“But I realize, you have a warm heart.” This time Reva stared fixedly at Theo. The gaze that has been highly expected Theo.“Later, there will be women who are very lucky because they get so much affection from you. Later you will feel very grateful just because you saw him so happy. Later you will also get a great affection from him who sincerely loves you. But not me, theo.” Reva smiled at the end of her sentence.

Theo. Right, no matter how much he felt for Reva, when he instead made Reva hurt and sad it would not be a happiness for himself. Just like the sand glittering on the beach, it will look beautiful and make us smile, because it is in its place. It is not in our tight grasp that we will slowly fall without being able to see its brilliance.

“That’s the most beautiful phase I’ve ever heard.” Reveal Theo with feeling. “Lend me your hand for a bit, so I can take you off in peace.” Pinta Theo extended her hand. Reva's just glued.

“Oh shit, I forgot. It's part of physical contact.” Dengus Theo chuckled.

Unexpectedly, Reva returned Theo's hand. He shook Theo's hand tightly. “Thank you for taking care of me and my baby. Thanks for staying strong. Later, when he was born, I will tell him that he has a great uncle.” Reva said with teary eyes.

Theo doesn't chim in. He bowed lethargicly before Reva. A circle of tears just dripped down his shoulders as he moved up and down. For the first time, he felt so loved. Scattered things that Theo had never gotten all this time.

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Reva breezed confidently leaving Theo's treatment room. His lips raised a beautiful smile.

“I let you go, be happy with him..” The last sentence spoken from Theo's mouth was like the most beautiful sentence he had heard so far.

Just as Theo chooses to be happy by letting go, he chooses to achieve his happiness, being next to Raka for good. He ran towards Raka who was on one of the benches and waited for him.

Seeing Reva who was running with a smile on her lips, Raka immediately stood up. He spread his arms to welcome Reva. In a few moments Reva hugged him tightly, very tightly as if he had reached his home. Yes, Raka is home to Reva and Reva is the source of life in Raka's house. For a while they hugged each other, releasing all the longings that had been held back.

Slowly Reva let go of her embrace. He stared at the face of the man in front of him. He smiled very sweetly while rubbing Raka's face and in a few moments his lips kissed Raka's lips gently. Raka can't just be transfixed, she replies to Reva's kiss while hiding in the suit she took off and she uses it to cover her face and Reva's face.

They enjoy it so much. As Raka softly twitched Reva's sweet lips and Reva replied to her with the same bite, it was very passionate.

Ah never mind, let them be like this for the next 15 seconds, before stopping from being out of breath.

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